This is just me getting thoughts in order.So, yes, I am eating shredded, Mexican style, cheddar jack cheese out of a bag. I wanted some string cheese but we ran out. This is a lovely substitute. Kind of dry though...Anyway let's see what's up in my little universe.I've been needing to go to a bunch of different doctors lately. It's been on my mind a lot. The first doctor I've been needing to see...

The other day I was mulling over normalcy and just exactly what it is.First thing that popped into my head was society's idea of normal. You know what I mean, a middle-class, American family made up of picturesque people with one or two children and maybe a dog. I then thought how rare that situation actually was.So I thought, well, normalcy is just whatever happens to be in the majority at the...

Valentine's Day, yes indeed. You know it's all a scam. I feel rather inquisitive right now, sitting here with my little stain glass pipe. Illeagal substances are the best kind. I feel like writing. You know, I completely fail at writing. I don't even know why I attempt it. My leg is itchy. Goodness, I need a life. I wrote a poem, it's horrible. I've got the chills. Not just from the cold either....

I haven't had any sleep for that past three days. I've been living off coffee and other sugary things. I'm at the point where I'm ready to start hallucinating some martians running around. I should probably take a nap of some sort, but I won't. Don't ask me why. Did you even wonder why that was? Why you won't do something you want and need? Why is that? I love the feeling I get from sleeping. Yet...

I have been writing furiously lately. I recently wrote something that I am very proud of. It was a smattering of religion and the world and culture and the human state of mind. Then again I'm not very proud of it. It makes me sound insane, and if any one ever read it, I think I'll stop there.I have been wanting to write another story, an actual story and not a fanfiction. It has been rough....