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Fucking hell I'm so in pieces I kept forgetting to say Happy Heartagram Day! Or wait, did I? Fucking hell.

lol It's not that crazy, or lest I'm just as disillusioned. I've always had a great imagination and I've sent a great deal of my life alone, my friends always leave me and forget about boyfriends. People always tell me who pretty and talented and intersecting I am but than why am I so fucking lonely all the time? I use to be very confident and now I'm pitiful and emo like and I hate it, at lest I'm quiet about my pain, or at lest I try to be.

I do this thing I've done ever since I was little, I listen to music and spine around in circles until I feel tranced, like a natural high and I keep going for hours and pretend I'm somewhere else, like a concert, or that I'm rock star or a novelist or something cool. My happiest moments are in my fantasy world and that depresses me. The only bad thing is sometimes my ipod flies out of my hand.

ahahah 23? i never understand that at all. so yeah the time differences are odd.

aaaah yes i figured that's why you wrote about his lovely hipbones and chest so much. they are rather nice. his whole body is just very nice, but i'm not one to wish he'd have no shirt every show.

where HIM played when i saw them was at a amusement park under a outdoor pavillion. i kept imagining them all riding on a rollarcoaster ha, but anyway it was really hot out. around 80, but idk what that would be for you.

that's really funny he said that to the person. that is such a ville thing to say, ha. yeah maybe because he is getting older he doesn't wanna show it much.

oh, is it me or did he really get more attractive as he aged? i remember when i first started to listen to him i always thought he was attractive, but i didn't really i dunno 'drool' over him. the last few years though i've been all 'whooooa' now towards him.

That fucking sucks, who is the cunty bitch so I can avoid her? I've had my stories stolen before too, it felt awful. Writing is my passion so it almost felt like rape.

Awww...That sounds so much like me, I have a big body pillow, it's like for the back of sofas and stuff but for someone who loves to cuddle like me and who is also painfully lonely it makes the perfect thing to sleep warped around. I have the worse insomnia so I always fucking hell I ended up drinking the whiskey down the wrong pipe, coughed it up, and now I smell like booze...great, anyway I listen to music to help me relax so at lest my body can get some rest if not sleep and I talk to myself about my depression to my pillow and pretend it's Ville. lol I am a sad human being. I a

I also have my retard cat, he helps me feel better sometimes.I can do anything to him and he doesn't care, sometimes when he's sleeping on me I pull back his eyelids and this eyes are all milky and zombie looking and it doesn't brother him at all. Making him zombie kitty makes me happy.

i'm pretty good. i just got home from shopping at a thrift store type place. i just got a few odd clothes, ha.

it is 6.43pm exact. what time is it for you?

you're not being a perv.
well, maybe a wee bit XD
nawh, he didn't. i really thought he would too. he was a trooper though as he stuck with his scarf, hat, and jacket. i questioned his sanity, lol. the only guys who didn't wear a jacket was gas and linde. smart guys.

i think, that's for anybody when it comes to a hero. the human mind just has doubts. it's the way things work.

ahha wow i just said that to myself in a comment. i'm a bit off tonight i suppose.

LOL sorry, but why were you banned? *brain hurts*

Me toos, I'm just wailing in self pity as I actually get drunk because I'm out of pot and my parents are gone. I usually don;t drink but I have found that I love being drunk by myself and hate it in social situations...does not make any sense? I'm confusing myself, HIM's making me feel better though and so now I don;t feel so bad about being alone and watching same retard comedy on TV while I pretend Ville is my Jesus. I think I've finally gone loony tunes.

Somebody called you that you didn't want? If that is the case, I feel your pain. There's this boy at my school that's really weird. Ugly, and the stalker type. He calls me even though I never talk to him...

I don't subscribe to stories...... I never check my email, so there's really no point. I just have them bookmarked on my internet and check to see if they've been updated every so often.

Things are well over here. I'm burning up from heat though. This time of year in Texas it's supposed to be in the 30s or 40s everyday, but it's been in the 70s almost 80s in the past week. I don't know how to convert that into Celsius....
But I've been working on my story and I'm quite happy with it, so I should be posting another chapter of it soon.

What about you?

i willnae (:

& i ken where yer oan about.
no the actual wrist, the other side?
ayeman.
whits the piercing called?

i was gonnae say king charles but thats a type ae dug.
xoxo

see if ye get yer wrists pierced oan tuesday...

im gonnaerip them oot wae my teeth oan wednesday when yer koed

(: srsly. that piercing is scary as fuck.

STEELE WANTS HARDCORE PIERCINGSMAN.

xoxo

we should make a 69 eyes day tbh.
sweaty finns.

yer dad is pure funny
'i caw her bawbag'

hahahaha.
giiid.

xo

i watty hae yer babiez.

ye owe me a spunk sesh TBH lulz



w3 R s0 hXC

oh ya know, that's funny because i wrote to my teacher the other day about ville saying sometimes i'm afraid he wouldn't be what i think of him to be.
"never meet your heroes. they'll only dissapoint."
meh, she told me it would tie into the book we're reading now ahha.

i'm sure ville can be a jerk and such. i mean, everybody is. he can't be completely perfect, but i dunno somehow i don't think he would dissapoint if we did meet him.

happy heartagram day by the way =D

Your dad makes me LOL

I hope she's back on soon, it's kinda weird not having her around....
And I'm constantly paranoid of being booted off my account, it just seems like some of the admins are too quick to delete accounts.
I really have no idea what I would do if that happened to me....

Happy Heartagram Day to you too!

Is Lauren going to put up a new account? Because I miss her and her stories just as much as I missed you and yours. It was strange, I looked in my friends list one day, and I say that you and she were gone. Needless to say, I was confused and angry.

hello.

Ello, you seem really hella cool (I love Ville too) and you added me so I read your story. Its really good. <3

So whats up?
I'm Stormy, otherwise known as Sissy Jokie by the people of Mibba.

=]

It's understandable to get pissed of with someone that stole your work, therefore, I really don't think there was a need for dujo to delete both yours and Lauren' account. Not much you can do about it now. =/

Anyways, been up to much lately? not really spoke to you in a while.
x

yeah, truee. =)

xoxo