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i did noteven know you needed cheering D: &thanksgirl :) thought it might interest you.
HOWVE YOU BEEN? I MISS HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE.

guess what, booska?
http://photo.mibba.com/1797/photos/284307/

aww, you can reply to it anytime; don't worry about me. :c
but thank you so much, vonn. god, only on mibba would people actually take the time to understand how I could be thinking something so fucked up and reassure me about it... i'm so blessed to know you (for your kindness and a million other reasons). i will try to breathe. i'm just so fucked up right now, fuck, but there's gotta be some way i can get through it. things can't be so bad if there are people like you holding me up. :'] thank you so so much for your love. you know i love you too, girl, so much. i only blind myself when i look at your photos ;)

I'm so sorry, vonn, that sounds so fucking painful, and you don't deserve it. :/ you're not worthless, not to her or to anyone. I'm sure she still cares deeply about you. it's not an excuse for what she's doing, not at all, but it is a reason for you to hang in there. she may not notice you like she should, but you'd break a million hearts if you ever slipped away, in any sense. you are the polar opposite of worthless. <3

you're never unnoticed.

Hi there I swear this is the last time it will take me forever to get back to you. I was without internet last week because of visiting family. Anyways, how are you?

You did! :D I saved your number in my contacts! ^___^
Ugh, I know just how it feels bb, trust me. <3 If you ever need to vent or anything, I'm always here. Promise.

Yes we should! I just realized that I don't have your number! D:
Don't worry, I'll PM it to you right away. ^__^
:( What's the matter love? Need to talk about anything at all? <3

Hi there, pretty girl. <3
I miss talking to you. How are you? :')

I"M HERE TO FLATTER YOU



but really. I love you.

don't doubt yourself, vonn. that person is masquerading behind this front that they want you to get help, as if they care... but if they really cared, they would want to understand WHY you feel the way you do and why you write the letters, why Billie Joe means so much to you. they're ignorant and they're not worth your time because they're not interested in empathy, only in trying to make you feel like less than you are. There's no element of delusion to what you do. there's a lot of love and beauty, and also a lot of pain and sadness, and it does hurt to see you hurt... but I think anybody who knows you knows that it's not what that anon is trying to make it out to be. i'm pretty sure every single person (maybe with rare exceptions?) gets a little delusional at times... but you know yourself better than that person, vonn. they're never going to understand, but it's their loss and NOT yours.

Thank you once again.
Sorry it took me so long to get back to you. I've been avoiding comment in hopes to get some writing done, of course it does not help that I frequent the message boards.

I completely understand why lying feels like the only option. :/ It's just that... now I really regret lying, and I wish I'd told the truth when I could have. i know you're not me, though, and I have no doubt that you'll find your way no matter what you do. just take care of yourself, okay? beautiful girl <3

Thank you <3 Is it corny of me to say that means a lot to me? It is always nice to have someone to talk to.

Thanks for the on confessions. That made me smile.

Are things okay atm?
I ended up getting my essay in but didn't get there with my critical analysis. Doing some more research right now and will hopefully get it in tomorrow.
Heh thanks. :)

No problem; it was wonderful. :)

lol. I was up until 4 last night (this morning rather), should have been doing work but was mostly reading fanfiction. x] Although I have written about 900 words for one of my essays; it's not due until Wednesday and I usually leave things last minute.

Hope your weekend was good.

p.s. if you're not a writer then they should shut down mibba because I don't know anyone else who would be. :|

thank you. I do believe it will. I just hate the meantime. :/
but I'll try to have a little confidence. :'3

I love you. <3