Earl of Phantomhive / Comments

I don't think I'm acting stange, I have been acting exactly the same
I swear you have done nothing wrong, If you had, I would tell you
Not sure about that really, all I know is they walked in together and then Dav came over and told me that they were friends again, I will have to ask her about that
What was she upset about?
I'm good, how about you?

I'm fine honestly
You've done nothing wrong
What do you mean I'm acting strangely?

No its not about my aunty
And it was partly about my birthday, but other things aswell, it doesn't matter really

I don't really want to say, but i can't sorry
What important thing i was upset about?

I can't come out this weekend, sorry but I have to cancel

I know, it's great! Don't get it 'til January though, I found out yesterday. Two of my college friends have been through college once, so know when it's dished out. You get one in summer as well, apparently! Kitchy.

I understand where you're coming from there. I had mine on Facebook and got a serious bollocking from everyone I knew who saw it heh. Like anyone ever could, or would in fact, kidnap me haha.

The time has come to start calling from the hills a great big [b]Merry Christmas![/b] It seems customary in this day and age. Though it is just a perverted form of a Christian holiday. In a country that is yet to convert to effing Christianity! Hahahaha it makes me laugh so hard. Yet, I love getting prezzies just because someone else was born, not because I was born haha. Birthdays are... *shudder* too 'all-about-me' for me.

I'm getting a £20 Doctor Who bedding set off my dad, and I couldn't ask for any more aha. My perfect prezzie 'cause it's affordable and so me it's unbelievable haha. I'm 'haha'-ing way too much here. Lalala getting bored of college lalala.

And yet mam is spending hundreds each on us. Gah, she can't afford it. I'll have to make that Christmas money go far, so it's worth her investing that much in us for a stupid holiday that doesn't apply to my religion, a.k.a [b]Atheism[/b].

I'm going to stop being... me now haha.
And I'll bid you adieu.
Bye!

Sicka the pills already and it's only been three days!
Oh well. ^^

I've been good, I've been good!
I've been sick once and it was on accident!
I ated too much of John's brill chips...

I spent £190 on Saturday!
So if we get our day, it'll have to be after Friday (duh, college. *mental kicks self).
That's when we get our EMA Christmas bonus. Apparently.
Wendy (Dood's mom) told me on Saturday.
I could desperately use it!
Not even finished shopping yet!

P.S. Need your full address. I only know the street and the house number. And don't say why! Ask Bex, I did the same to her! :)

I'm going to De Montford in Leicester and doing Creative Writing.
Thanks!
Hope you get better soon.

I'm shit, currently.
I went to the doctors before college.
Had to take the depression test.
Last time I took it, I got [b]18/27[/b].
This time I got [b]20/27[/b].
Dr. Bhati has prescribed me [b]Prozac[/b].
That was always my biggest fear; being on a proper anti-depressant.
I have to get my prescription as well.
1 Prozac after breakfast a day.

On the upside, I found out my rash is just eczema, brought back by stress and the fact that I was born with it.
So I have a prescription for cream for it.

I walked to the doctors.
My appoIntment was 10:30, so I was there for quarter past.
I didn't get into to see the doc until 11:15.
My grandma was picking me up 11:30.
I didn't get to her until 11:45.
Had to wolf down my lunch so I feel sick.
Have a headache and chestpains because I walked so damn fast.

Doing my work in the library with Beth.
I always feel bad about skipping out of lessons; it's only 'cause Simon lets me.
Seems like he understands.

What makes it worse is that I thought I was getting better.
I was happier more often than not; I was eating and keeping it down; I wasn't cutting; I was sociable; I've even made friends.
Even Joan, my councillor, saw the change in me.
Somehow, now, it feels all undone.
I've had a breakdown, and it's going to take a while.

I need a day with all of us, more than ever.
I don't even care if it's only five of us, or four.
I just feel so isolated.
I can't sleep.

I feel like I'm giving the impression that I'm craving attention.
Maybe I should have posted this in a private message.
But I'm here now, I've written it all out.
Just needed someone else to talk to, someone who's known me long enough to know what's happened, who I am, and how to handle me when I lose it.
And you need to know, to be honest.
If we hung out and I got suddenly angry or sad or even too happy, and you didn't know, what would you think?

Sorry I've probably brought you down/ worried you/ pissed you off with my whining.
You asked how I am, so I told you.

Anywho.
What about you?

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!
you won the most embarrassing/ funniest story journal!!!!
So you get the choice of me commenting on any two( 2) journals, articles, poems, stories, etc. Or for your name to be on my signature. Your choice. So comment me back with your decision. and congrats once again.

How are you doing?

Your wish has been fullfilled! :P

I'm totally nerdy today. If I had my hat with the tassles I'd be geek of the century!

My glasses make me look like my mam... Doesn't help that she's dyed her hair brown :O:O:O She looks proper weird! She hasn't had brown hair since I was about seven, and no one said she suited it. Hehe.

I have ten minutes to waste muhahaha.

My stupid earphones have broke - both pairs! One crackles or doesn't work, and the other pair only works in the right ear. Suckyyy.

OOFT [i]Breaking the Habit[/i].

I'm really just typing what's going through my head currently. I'm gonna change my profile again, just so it's different when you comment next! 'Cause I'm nutty like that.

It's fun!

I'm really bored. No one wants to talk to me waaah. I have no friends haha. I'm not loooooved. I got to go home on Tuesday! Dad said he'd rather have me happy, than him have money.

Anywho, best go.
Bysies!

My pro is privated and said trouble isn't a friend on here therefore has no means of access. Aren't I clever? :P But I'll get rid if ya still want me to.

I HAVE TO DO A CRAPPY AIM HIGHER CAROUSEL. *huff*

Picked my course and my University already. Don't need to do it. *huff*

hey I havent talked to you in forever. How are you?

I might change it again just so that keeps happening haha. Put up new surpirses lol. Maybe a hidden message! Like, a different letter at the bottom each time haha to spell out a word... or two :P

Yeah, you got a point there, lad.

I'm in a totally brilliant mood. I have no idea why! I felt shit earlier as well. If you're in college I demand you poke Paul for me at some point. I can't do it 'til Friday so I want a be-half favour! :P

I realized yesterday that I hadn't listened to Green Day in a while. Guess what I've been listening to for two whole days now haha. And dad changed the CD in the car back to Big Pink, so no more MM 'til we get bored of Pinks again. Won't be too long haha.

I has councilling in an hour and a bit. Lesson in ten minutes, but everyone's always late for it (including Teresa, our teacher) so I'm not too fussed. That's why this is such a long comment!!!

Anyways, I hope your foot heels up soon, I think we all deserve a day to hang out.

I'm a little bummed 'cause I seem to be the only one who finishes on the 17th (college cuts out at lunchtime - that's when my lessons start haha). I've asked Bex and Dood to come to Darlo to watch St Trinians 2, but Dood's in all day and Bex has to rely on Sue, so I may be going on my own. Boo.

Gotta see when Glorious 39 is out (war film, secong world war, got David Tennant in. Noms.)

OMG if you haven't already, you have to check out [b]icanhascheezburger.com[/b]. IT. IS. SO. COOL. I laugh my arse off whenever I go on. Lolcats are awesome! I want a basement cat!

Anywhosie, talk laters, got Sociology scheduled for a fantastic nap. (I'm having trouble sleeping; being uprooted isn't fun. I reject change! Oh dear :P)

*listens to you winge* anyway, i be fine, bored mostly. you?

Mostly 'cause he's like... 'kay, won't go there! ^^

Care to divulge? You don't have to, just you know how nosy I am. ^^

Plus, MM is mint. Annoys Paul as well, which is always fun :P
Me and Dad like rockin' out to his greatest hits in the car on the 15 min drive from this hellho- I mean, college ^^

I like his line: "I wasn't born with anough middle fingers!"

But Fight Song is sooooooo my (and Dad's) song, f'real.
Atheism is fun!!!

Today? Mostly Doctor Who-i-fying my profile.
Many movies at the flicks with Ten-Inch in so... Knock on effect!
I have been failing to pull any inspiration from anywhere ('sept MM inspired a poem or two.) however.

Operations sound sucky.
I want time off! Though I was ill on Thursday hehe.

Howzaboutz you, m'donkey? (iunno wtf that was, just run with it ^^)

AGH YES! IT technicians finally fixed my problem! :)

I be... up and down :) Up at the moment, hope it stays that way.
Proper looking forward to the holidays, I'm actually so tired :)

What about you???

OMG! Are you okay? Will you be able to wallk again or are you getting the cane?
Yeah I am free till Wednesday, are you coming on MSN at some point?

Good, sort of lol, wot about you?
When you free anyways, just thinking we could hang out?