Yes. This is my first horror story. I think I kinda suck at it though...lol. And, I have written a forty chapter fantasty story once, but I deleted it..lol.
I don't know, it just really is with me, i don't 'make friends' well and people think that because i'm different i'm weird and 'unapproachable' (as it's been said to me) plus, i really care for my friends, megan and keira are the two greatest people in the world, and i know that there is no one remotely like them out there.
Yeah i know, i promise not to do anything tupid or foolish with them. i'm just sorta worried i won't get them in time, because the anxiety i get from the thought of moing is so overwhelming, and now that we've officially gotten the house and are going to movew as soon as school is out. GAHH
Looks like you had a huge problem. I haven't, but strangely my best friend did. I already know that she wants me to let this go, but for some reason she actually asked him why doesn't he like me. I loved her for that. She told me that he just said "Nothing, I don't want to talk about it", but she has an idea now. I'm a kind of person that really cares for her friends. Anytime one of his friends got hurt I usually checked to see if they're alright, then he says to leave them alone. I say that they're my friend too and I want to see if they're okay. We usually end up getting close to a fight, but then he just tells me to leave instead and he helps them out. I think that's the whole reason why he's mad at me. I totally forgot about that, but luckily, my friend was able to think about that. I think that I might just ask him tomorrow. I finally have the\ guts to say. I just hope that they don't leave me and I walk away, but now I have an idea of why he might be mad, now.
I thank you for having read my journal. I beleive that as long as I have my understanding of the shodows of the world I can get through it. Thanks for offering your help.