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I don't know. I just think I'm naturally curious or something like that. It always get me in trouble since I ask someone a question that I don't know and they don't want me to know and then they get mad because I'm asking and yeah. I really do want to ask him like why is he being mean to me. Is it what I've said to him? Is it because I'm hanging out with your friends? I just want to find out. It's confusing to a lot of people to really understand what I want and they just tell me to forget about it, but it's too hard not to understand why someone feels like that towards you. Do you understand what I'm saying?

HAI!

It's that randomer Fionnuala =D

Just to let you know that there was a change of plan, and the story is up now. It's called, [b]If I Could Take It Back[/b].

xx Fionnuala xx

i tld you b4 lol i'm at school!

and yah i'm not happy when i'm overly tired, the past few ays i have been up till at least two -.-

and yeah i am, i guess. like i'm not about to jump off a bridge or swallow a bunch of pills but yeahh..

welll....
ughh
While i had been in puerto rico my friend filed a police report on, about me being suicidal.

My dad got the phone call from my mother when our plane landed (we still had another hour plane ride after that)
My father had been crying in the airport
i was in colmplete shock that i didn't know what to do.
I had told my friend tht i wasn't going to kill myself and that he had nothing to worry about (cause i had originally planned to) but he still did that anyways. We got picked up from the airport at aroud 12 am, got home aroung 2. I was upset and threw mystuff into my room at my dads house and was starting to get ready for bed. He then told me that my mother was coming to pick me up. i was pissed cause hinestly all i wanted was a god nights sleep.
So my mom got ther a lil while later. My brother went out to the car and than my father told me, i wasnt going home. my mom was brining me to the hospital.
I had been there from 2-8 am in psychiactric evaluation didnt get to sleep whatsoever. -.-

sorry, what were we tlaking about, i havent been on in ages

Yeah right. I'll like him when are world goes to deep hell and he's the only guy left. I only like guys that are nice, kind, sweet, and funny. I love funny guys. He was funny in 5th grade and we had to work with each other a lot, but I never felt weird around him or have ever started to like him. Then he became a jerk and well, you know the rest... I hate it when a guy, or girl, you seem to know turns out to be someone different then what you expect. It's just really confusing. Don't ya think?

He loved games too hahaha

so yeah....fuck.
something bad happened at the end of my vacatoin.

Totally right. That's exactly what I want to say. I'm still racking my brains over what he's mad about in the first place too. I think it may just be when I started touching him by accident during soccer when I would try to take the ball away from him, or he might think that I like him or something because that's kinda how he acts around girls who like him except he tries to trip them and get them mad more often.

i have now decided that i hate dreaming in general.
so many bad things have come from it.
<3Brittan

i had been, he felt like my brother ):
He liked anime, and playing his bass alot, he had been in a band, i never did get a chance to go see them

Heyy, sorry i havent talked with you for awhile, i just got back from puerto rico, it was nice there c:

honestly, i can't remember many things about his music taste exacltly, it's been over a years since i've spoken with him *sad*

I do want to be his friend, but I get intimidated when he's with his friend or when he gives me a dirty look when I try to give them back their ball when they kick it in my direction. I do have the guts to fight back when needed, but not when it's like a regular talking thing, *shivers* it's too hard. I'm thinking of telling him of like at a field trip when he's like alone and confront him there or just wait for a day when his sister isn't with him early at school and when we have to be the only 2 people, but he's avoiding me now for god knows what reason. He talks with my best friend a lot though. I think that they're actually starting to become really good friends, now. That creepy because he used to avoid her as much as he did to me. Also she used to like him and him being nice to her may get her to like him again so yeah..... Also I am trying to talk with him, but it usually just ends up with me asking a question to someone who's next to him.

heyy heyy its Danika you comment on my journals alot i really appreciat it it feels good to know some one is like me out there

Hey thanks for anwering my question. And for the compliment. Hehe. Yeah I think I'm going to put it in the poetry section. I just did a bit of my own research and I think that style of poetry that doesn't rhyme is called prose poetry. So it definitly is poetry :) Yay.

then i feel sorry for you

The only good games that I have for DS are Pokemon Diamond and New Super Mario Bros, but I lost Pokemon a long, long time ago. I am such an idiot today. I had the perfect time to tell him how I feel when he's mean to me, but me being me, I was too intimadated to even talk to him. God, I wonder why I act like such a wuss to him. I seriously feel like just telling him that I don't like it when he acts all mean and why he does that, but I can't. Do you act like that?

I love acting like a kid, but it does get me in trouble a lot. Anytime I act like a kid, a lot of people start getting creeped out because I'm usually the person that acts serious all the time even though I'm in the back row at school and I always make fun of the teacher without her knowing. ^_^ Lucky, you have a PS3, I only have a DS and I lost my charger for it. I haven't played it for 6 months already. S'okay if your replies aren't long.

NCIS is like the greatest show ever! I can't believe you've never seen it! It's basically a crime drama with NCIS agents. Ah, love.

yeah, very boring

Whoops, I meant never snows here.