This is great. I just wanted to tell you that I understand how you feel in my own way. In the end you have to realize that it's not your fault if they can't see your best. They shouldn't have to make you try, they should just see. See you for you and not make you be something you aren't, something more like them..You should always try to be you, because once you lose that beauty it's hard to acheive back. I would know this, because I almost lost myself completely trying to be someone else. So just remember to be you and those who are truly worth anything will see you as perfect, because you are you. Sry for the long comment.