i'm sorry, i think i'm blind, but what's the last word in the whole poem? is it "c-l-o-w-n" or is it "d-o-w-n"??
anyways, the poem reminds me of the times people have stabbed my back, the people i had considered friends--they turned out to all be fake...its exactly what happens to me when a "friend" crushes me like burning out a ciggeret on the ground with their giant foot.