August 5th, 2015 at 12:33pm
Dear Diary, Love Chelsea - Comments
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The cutting, I have done, doesn't bother me. the suicide, you are lucky I am not around or you wouldn't /need/ it. I would ring your neck on the spotJuly 31st, 2010 at 05:00am
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do u even read my entries?June 17th, 2010 at 05:09am
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*cries EVEN LOUDER* haha,June 16th, 2010 at 08:30am
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i said hush!May 16th, 2010 at 02:57am
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*cries louder*May 16th, 2010 at 02:57am
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oh hushMay 16th, 2010 at 02:56am
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*cries*May 16th, 2010 at 02:56am
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im noy buying you a new outfit alex!!!!May 16th, 2010 at 02:56am
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You and Ur boyfriend= me puking
LOVE YA
I NEED A NEW OUTFITMay 16th, 2010 at 02:55am -
I like this.
But um, why does PaperthinHYMN comment like 4734957467 times?May 16th, 2010 at 02:26am -
HAHA, I am re-reading this whole thing, and i got to the day we became friends, the field day, we became friends because:
Monster
I got to sleep on u
That is why!!!! Haha MONSTERS BRING PEOPLE TOGETHERMay 15th, 2010 at 05:36am -
Of course YOU would think that...May 15th, 2010 at 05:32am
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Oh, dont forget the two monsters between yesterday and the day before! OH, in my eyes, there is hardly any dilation!May 14th, 2010 at 10:20pm
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haha, thanks! I am loved! Read my diary, if more people comment i might feel obliged to update more! haha, well, THE FIELD TRIP WAS FUN!!!
Haha, Tiauna wrote that she missed me in my folder for Research, haha
Well, I am slightly sleepy, UPDATE THE DANG STORY!!!!! HeheMay 6th, 2010 at 11:35pm -
i love this its cute. but i gotta say what i almost loved more are the comments by alezandra_1309... haha just saying(:May 6th, 2010 at 04:20am
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DONT GO TO GEORGIA, NO, NOT A GOOD IDEA!!!
I might be moving there....
GRR U THAT IS MY PLACE
Who is the 'she' the one u called a b... is it me?May 5th, 2010 at 02:10am -
Did u really say the S word???
Ur grandma would have KILLED u!!May 5th, 2010 at 12:58am -
That might be something we agree on, Abortion is just away for people who screwed up to get out of their screw ups, damn, put the baby up for adoption, don't freaking kill it! Abortion is screwed up!May 2nd, 2010 at 04:59am
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I kno who ur talking 'bout, wont tell her tho, ur secret is safe with me!April 28th, 2010 at 12:32am
The best and worst parts of me are because of you. You helped shape me as a person, and for that I cannot hate you, nor can I blame you. See, for some reason we both decided to visit where we began, and for some reason we are both back here.
I have a best friend now, who I can confidently say loves me for all of who I am, she knows about you. She knows about some of our fights and what you've done for me, she's my person completely and I guess I've always needed one. After we lost contact, after we began to hate each other, I lost my way, because even though I believe fully that you weren't good for me--- we weren't good together, that is--- I needed someone. I still need something, and I'm trying to get myself away from that.
When we walked into middle school, we didn't know who we were, and now we do. We are both eighteen, legal adults, and we know who we are. You are happy with your boyfriend and your decisions, you have God, and you have your life. I'm gay, atheist, and happy. And that's something I never thought I'd admit. I'm happy.
It's funny, reading through all of this, because this place started me on writing. It's why I'm currently a few pages into a project that I'm working on, and I'm going to go to UCF to pursue journalism AND creative writing. The tides that forced us to meet have allowed us to go our separate ways, and I believe that whatever happened, it's for the better.
Thank you for that. You've helped shape me into the person I am, and without you, I wouldn't have Nicole, and I wouldn't have my happiness. Just as I'm sure your boyfriend brings you happiness, Nicole brings that to me. Playing cupid with her and helping her, and knowing in a year I'm moving in with her makes me more happy than I can possibly articulate.
Reading through this is actually entertaining as to how stupid and immature we both were, we attracted drama with our cores and loved to start chaos for attention. I felt like I was justified but I wasn't, I wanted the attention of everyone around me, including you, and I'm sorry for anything I've caused.
I think this is the last time I'm saying goodbye, and after years of bickering, I'm glad I knew you, Chelsea. You were a large part in what made me who I am, and I can never say I regret knowing you, I only regret how I may have acted at thirteen.
Now that this has gotten extremely wordy... Bye, Chels.
-Alex.