read all these chapters today, im not gonna read any more though, because its making me queasy with how much she self harms all time. its all too repetitive now..
What is wrong with you Matthew?! OMG. I can't believe he just walked out on her like that! She needs freaking help, not feeling rejected so she goes and cuts herself!
They kissed!! Wooo! That was a huge step forward for them I think and im glad it happened. I really dont think Matt should have left though, things may have been a little awkward but he should have stayed until Peyton told him to go, that way she would have held off longer on hurting herself or better, not even do it at all. Im so excited to see how things will be with them now, I hope it wont be too awkward and they actually get to spend time together now =). Awesome update love! =)
Aw. She finally said something to matt i hope she lets matt help her. i only wish i had somebody like matt lol Love this chapter i cant wait for more. :)
I really hope that now that she has admitted to him out loud how she feels that she'll let him help her. I really want her to get better because She deserves to be better, she deserves to not feel like the scum of the earth. i've felt like the scum of the earth and her feelings just make me want to help her so badly. She should know Matt wants to help her and let her know she's the best thing in the world. I really love it and can't wait for more. -S
Wow...the ending shocked me to say the least. While I cant believe she told Matt that, Im really glad she did it straight to the point, surely Matt knows that her condition is serious but now he knows just how serious it is meaning he has a better start at figuring out how to help her, which I really hope she lets him do. Its obvious Matt cares for her as a little more that just friends or as a confidant and based on her reaction to him getting the pizza she likes but he doesnt care for shows that she feels the same way about him! =). I really think that if Peyton just lets Matt in and gives a romance with him a chance he could be her saving grace, I really do =). Awesome update hon! =)
And there goes another person that Peyton pushes away. I just wish that she would just stop and think about how she is affecting those around her with her actions, in my opinion, she is practically giving them the finger and telling them to fuck off for being a good friends to her and frankly I think she is being selfish. There her friends are, bending over backwards to try and be there for her for support and she just shits on it. I understand that she is hurt and feels damaged but if she would just let her guard down just a little and let someone help her or at least just talk to them she would feel a lot better. Her confessing to Matt was a huge step and I was very proud of her but as soon as she got the chance she reverted back to her old ways. I think something that will help her is if she confronts Dion, I really do. Maybe if she tells him off and rips into him for what he did to her she can release that pent up hurt and anger on the person who is the cause of it instead of herself. I really hope that that time can come, its something I think will be a major breakthrough for her. Awesome update hon! =)
It's heartbreaking to see Peyton so broken and alone. Everyone is there for her, yet she pushes...well tries to push them away. I just want her to let them help her, but I know she's not going to do that without a fight. She's too stubborn for her own good and that may kill her in the end.
I wish Peyton hadn't left Matt at all. I mean seriously, what was she thinking, he was looking out for her and everything. I really hope that she doesn't slip back into depression now that she saw Nicole crying. I mean seriously, Jimmy said she means the world to all of them. If only she knew how much the whole group of them felt about her. I love this and hope to see more soon. Always awesome, makes me want to grab her and tell her she's beautiful and she's stronger than she thinks.
Peyton shouldn't have left Matt. She is far far from ready to be on her own and she has regressed drastically. I was hoping that seeing Nicole react the way she did in the car would make her realize that what she is doing is not only affecting her but the people who love and care about her. I think that Jimmy should tell Matt about Peyton's arm, maybe that could be the beginning to helping her, at least I hope it will be. Awesome update hon! =)