@ JagkBaraB0n3r I wasn't trying to insinuate that you didn't appreciate or didn't like the story, you just really caught me at a bad time, I was in a terrible mood when you commented, and I ranted a little (a lot). It wasn't directed at you completely, and I'm sorry if I came off that way. Don't be sorry, I'm glad you liked this, and it's your opinion, I'm not mad about it or anything. Sorry for ranting, and thank you for reading it!
@ opposites distract It's not that I don't appreciate it, cause I do and I'd never be able to write something this amazing and realistic. But cause this could happen in real life is why I thought it wasn't all that surprising.. and I'm sorry if I offended you in any way, and I think your awesome for putting so much emotion into your writing and using this to help you. Cause we get a kick ass story out of it and helping yourself at the same time. In a way, I envy you. Cause if I were in your place, i'd probably relapse and never leave my room again.. So, yeah, sorry.
@ JagkBaraB0n3r Honestly, I wrote the ending for me. The other ending would have just been posted because I didn't want people to be upset with me, it would have been what people wanted. Sometimes shitty things happen and you don't get what you want, and sometimes it's not a surprise it happens. I needed this to be sad and tragic and I needed Austin to die, and for Alan to overcome it. I needed this story to be real; real for me. In a way, I wrote this to show myself that I can get over what I'm going through, just like Alan did. I said I might post the alternate ending- which is happier, but not all that surprising, unless you consider basically coming back from the point of no return surprising (I just consider it kind of unrealistic)- for those who'd want to read it in the future, but not right now. I write for me, not for my readers. I love that some of you like what I wrote, I appreciate it, it gives me confidence, and it makes me feel proud. Thank you to those of you who enjoyed it and commented, I enjoyed the release I got while writing it.
Awww, well I will get on writing that. It's called 'Fireworks' be on the look out for it<3