She thinks more over James then she lets anyone think, she freaked out when she couldn't wake him up in the morning. I think she's afraid to let her feelings actually come out for James because she dosen't want to like him, but she can't help it. If that makes any sense at all, it sounded way better in my head. Great update though :D
I think there is a combination of Holden trusting James, and her wanting James to leave her alone. Her past is very personal and I can kinda relate to it. I hope that G and the team helps James win her trust, because he's not doing a very good job of it on his own. Great update, can't wait for more.