Destruction - Comments

@ anarchy666
You never know! If the inspiration strikes, I might write something similarM I am always open to suggestions if there's something you like! Thanks!

You're fantastic at story writing, truly are!
I'm sure it helped some people, it's soothing to read stuff like this.
You think you could write another story like this one (or even a one-shot) ?:) Like basically the same as this cept a lil' different if you don't wanna be rewriting the whole thing :p
I'm sure many people would love to read it:)

@ anarchy666
Wow, that's so nice of you to say! I wanted to write a real story and I was blown away by the response it got, including a lot of personal stories. It means the world to me that people like my stories, but it's so incredibly humbling to think it could have helped people too. Thanks :)

This is absolutely amazing !, I cannot believe i only found it now. Thank you so much for writing this, it really means a lot, im sure it helped many people battle their demons.

I read this story again and again. I love it so much, and it really hits home with me..thanks for writing such amazing stories!

I just found this story recently and read it all and it was an emotional roller coaster* I can't believe how much this made me feel and how, wow...it made me really see that you can look okay but not be okay. Bah I love your writing, you always write so well! I an't wait to read your next endeavor! :)!

I just read this today, the whole story. It's amazing, really enjoyed your writing.
Thank you for writing it, and posting it. =)

I don't read slash stories...ever...but this...

This was just so beautifully written I just couldn't stop reading it. I pretty much cried through the whole thing. It breaks my heart when I read stuff like that because it makes me wonder how the guys really dealt with Jimmy's passing...

As sad as I am that this story is over, I loved the way that it ended. You're an amazing writer! I hope that you had a Merry Christmas!!

@ AJ9
Thank you! I hope you have a merry Christmas as well!

@ Fiction7X
Hope you have a Merry Xmas xxxx

@ AJ9
Thank you so very much for taking the time to read my story. There's nothing to say really. She happy and that's all that matters. Nothing will ever ease the pain of missing her but she's happy.

@ jettabug
Thank you so much! My girl is happy and I know that she would be happy that I'm not sad. I miss her so very much but I'm happy that she's at peace.

awwwwwwwwwwww that's is such a perfect ending to all of this like it shows that with all the time brian is finally slowly getting back to his old self

@ Fiction7X
I cannot imagine how hard that would be to endure. Just writing it would break my heart so I applaud you for having the strength. Loss can be so crippling and severe, and I don't know if we will ever know why we lose people. There is no rhyme or reason and that is probably the cruelest fact of all.

Thank you do much for sharing your story, my heart aches for you. But you are so strong, and I'm in awe. The fact that you can pick up the pieces (despite how many there are) and try to move on is amazing. Your little girl would be so proud.

I'm glad that my story could help, even in the most insignificant ways. Your family sounds like strong people and I'm glad your niece and nephew helped you through. Children are so honest and straightforward with their love, and that's the best kind.

I'm sending hugs your way.

xoxo

Absolutely beautiful :) lovely ending!!! I love the hope that it is going to get better, just like you described. This was a great story and I can't wait for whatever you bring out next. I hope you have a great Christmas & New Year break <3

Best gift ever!! Thanks Jenna!! This was beautiful!!

@ Fiction7X
Im so sorry for your loss. It was heartbreaking to read your post. I don't know what to say really. Nothing anyone can say can take away the loss of a loved one, especially a child.

A very merry Christmas to you! Thank you for sharing this beautiful, touching story. It was a pleasure to read, if a bit difficult at times, but that's the point, isn't it? I loved the way you brought out the raw emotions in this story and that is difficult to do. You are really talented and I look forward to reading more of your stories.

I will really miss this though .

I never comment but I felt the need to with this story. I never had a mental breakdown or ever thought of killing myself. I've had dark times and they suck but I've always had my family to call back on. Family, it's something a lot of people don't really have. They're there but they're not there when you need them the most. Thankfully, my family was. I found out I was pregnant last year. I was scared and excited all at the same time. I was 19, married but living in my parents basement. My husband was an AWOL soldier. I had to threaten him with divorce to get him to turn himself in. It was on a visit that we found out about my pregnancy. He was thrilled. It was January when we found out. I was about 8 weeks along. I was due at the end of August. We found out in April, we were having a girl. We named her Aurora Jade. She kicked and twisted and turned. She was active and seemingly healthy. I was induced on August 22nd. Her heart rate was dropping. They offered me two choices; continue with my labor or do a C-section. I couldn't risk my baby's life because I was scared. I chose a C-section. She was born at 9:37pm weighing in at 5'7.

I didn't get to hold her right away like they do on tv. Something was wrong. She wasn't crying or screaming. A nurse came over and let me know she was just having some trouble breathing so they were stimulating her body a little. Finally, she screamed and I was so happy. She was ok, right? They took her to the NICU anyways. I was taken to recovery where I waited to meet her. Around midnight they came in requesting to transfer her to a hospital with a more equipped NICU. They told me she had a "skeletal deformity." I didn't care. I just wanted to see her. I had her dad sign the transfer papers. They brought her into to see me. She was in an incubator because she couldn't regulate her body temperature. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I had to be strong for her. I touched her tiny hand and she cried. One the most beautiful sounds I'd ever heard. A week later, my sister and I went to see my Aurora. She was so beautiful. So tiny and fragile.

We were watching routine safety videos and the nurse practitioner came in and let us know her chromosomes came back abnormal. The genetisist wanted to talk with me. She point blank told me that my baby was going to die and nothing could be done. She was diagnosed with mosaic trisomy 1. She lived for 5 weeks and 6 wonderful days. She took her last breath in my arms. Even now as I write this I have to stop and breathe so I won't start crying. It doesn't help that I have Fiction playing through my headphones. It's been a year and I miss her so very much. We celebrated her 1st birthday and I cried. My nephew, who helped me in so many ways was so scared to help me blow out the candles. He's never seen me cry. Him and my niece got me through. They picked me up because I knew I had to be there for them. Even if I couldn't be there for myself. When my husband cheated, I cried in front of my niece and she hugged me and asked why I was crying. My sister told her me and my husband were breaking up. She said "good! He made my Melissa cry!"

I'm so very sorry for the long post but I really needed to write this, to tell people my story. Thank you to anyone who reads this.

I absolutely adore Matt and Brian and I'm sad to see it end but happy with the ending.