Dark Secret Love - Comments

@ kiss my sas

Definitely! I sure don't expect you to share him with anyone else

@ PhenoBarbiDoll

That isn't fair!!! What if I share Richard with you. Does that count?

@ kiss my sas

You have to share one of them! I got told I couldn't claim Richard and Till, so you can't have two, either :P

@ PhenoBarbiDoll

I think it was a very important point to make! Yeah, she wasn't 100% 'pure' but even she admits he was a lot of 'firsts' for her. No wonder he kept coming back, there were so many things to explore!!!

Hahahhaa, deal! Sorry to everyone else that wanted a Richard or a Paul, I am claiming them both :P

@ kiss my sas

I had to have someone make the point. Yes, he is letting London explore her likes and dislikes, but he is feeding his own desires, too. And she wasn't a virgin, but she was very innocent in a lot of other ways.

Hahaha! I think Paul would be very happy with you and Richard

Oh London, forever falling for that silver tongue (NOT IN THE EUPHEMISM WAY!!!!)
I love this, though. It gave me a good giggle
"He prides himself on being thorough, Puppe."

"Y'all have that in common," London murmured.

There is just something about them together that just sparks! I mean, they can't even be conscious together without wanting to tear each others clothes off.
Till has a good point, they couldn't really fuck on the bus, but still, I feel bad for London's lady bits. They would HAVE to be a little tender after all that :P

Oh man, reality bites, but at least she is realising the truth. It can't last forever, as much as playing pretend that they were just 'having fun' or whatever they were telling themselves is easier and more enjoyable than hard reality.

I fucking LOVE Paul!!! Can I adopt him? He is such a sweetheart!! I mean, I can adopt him, and he can still be happy living with me and Richard, right? That works!

Oh my god, that is such a good point! Paul, you are a genius!!!
"He gets off on feeling like he is corrupting you."
HOW DID I NOT PUT THAT TOGETHER??!??!!!???!?! IT IS EXACTLY WHAT IS HAPPENING! OH MY GOD!!!!!!
I have many thoughts about that! MY BRAIN IS IMPLODING SLIGHTLY!!!!!!!

Paul is so fucking adorable! Like I can't even handle it. It sucks that reality's come crashing down on her like that, but at least Paul was there for cuddles.

Oh my well that’s a great ending to her birthday. Though I feel a bit bad that the hottie had no chance after Till showed up lol. Loved it!

Yes. I was bored. Thank you for updating AND MAKING ME READ THIS STEAMY THING WHILE AT WORK!!! Totally NSFW!!!

*cough*

London is not some floozy, of course she wouldn't just get it on with some random, handsome, charming... musician just because she's annoyed over Grumpy Old Man.
That being said, Chris should have totally stuck around and pushed the envelope...she was obviously not happy with Till being there and angry sex is the best Win/win situation!

It was to be expected that at the first sign of carnal desire, she'd be on fire for him again. No matter how hurt she was earlier, she simply knows that he can sate her every desire and dammit she will make use of that powerful douchebag of a man to quench her thirst for sweaty sex!

I did not think he'd make a comment about her nails in his skin. I would have expected him to use it to speed up his attempts to redeem himself.

I love how he can make her lose her inhibitions and stop worrying about herself and the world, few people can make you let go of stuff like that.

It's updates like THIS that have me in war with myself, because I want to dislike him on so many MANY levels but he somehow always manages to find that tiny little spark of humanity inside him that saves him from being hated!

Still: I agree that their pattern is very unhealthy and especially London needs to grow a pair and realise that even though sex is great, she is way more invested in him that she will ever get in return. No matter how much she keeps denying it!

Well, I am not surprised Chris noticed, but I am sad about it! Damn it Till, just stay away for one night! Let her see what else is out there! She is technically single, let her be!
Please let her go visit him later in life. Just for one hot, steamy catch up night!

I feel like she should be allowed to leave her own party. It is at a club, she should be able to abandon ship when she wants to!

Uh oh, this is very deja vu! It is just their pattern, isnt it. There is just something there that seems to trump logic, rationalisation, and any other desire. It is just animal and sexual! Urgh, I love/hate it :P
Only hate it at the moment though, because I feel bad for Chris :P

Ohhhhhhhh, finally some actual conversation between them! Thank god!
Although should we believe him? He says he didn't have sex, but was there something else that happened? Hmmmmm....

And here it is! She HAD to end the night with birthday sex. It is only fair! I am here for it, no matter who she is fucking!

Hahahahaah, great minds! See, it is their pattern!!!! :P

Oh and this was hella fucking amazing, as always!!!

Um…I was never angry with London? 100% Team Till/London, 5eva, lol. Also Team Adam Go Fuck Yourself

My goodness. It's good she has a place to go where she can really be herself. As much as she loves Cali and her people there she has to watch her back all the time so being with people that get her without that worry is great. Yay for having such a great surprise on her birthday! Of course they couldn't ditch her for it. Oh man all the sex with him is getting her hooked and it seems mutual. Though I would have felt used and missed if I were her especially with it happening on her birthday. Loved the updates!

I apologise in advance for this being a short comment, my brain is not in my head at the moment.

I am totally with the girls and their plan to have her distracted with another man. Why the hell not! She's free to do whatever the hell she wants.

That dance sounded very...sultry! Leave it to a musician to get a girl all wrapped up and try seduce her to his own music, ha!

Till...Oh Till! She allows him to have all this power over her because we all KNOW she cares and gives a damn! She's been jealous before. But she still doesn't admit to herself, that an old dog does not learn new tricks. He is the way he is.
She keeps putting herself out there and is bound to be hurt...because she allows him to hurt her. I don't think she's capable of doing the "no strings attached" thing, she keeps proving this over and over again.

Going after Till would not have stayed unnoticed by Chris. So now, I would asusme she is down two men instead od just one.

Sigh...such a glutton for self-punishment she is!

Don't you dare wait another week for the next update woman, or I'll be pissy!!!

Uh oh. The title does not bode well!!!

I am glad the girls dragged her out on the dance floor and supplied drinks straight away. That is a good plan to get your mind off of stupid boys who decide to ruin evening plans! Thank god for Raven and Danni!!

Ahhh, I love that Kori knew him!!! Not so stranger is much easier to talk to and potentially have fun with than a total stranger! Gotta love the small world of European metal!

Yes, Kori! You push her! Lo needs that firm hand to tell her that she isn't fooling anyone with her 'oh, what distraction? I am not hung up on Till' and that she is free to do what (or who?) she pleases, just like Till!!

London may not be like the other girls, but she definitely deserves to be with them! I got all indignant on Lo's behalf when Chris said that :P

Richard and Kori were pointedly ignoring London and Chris while roping Paul into their conversation.
Hahahhahahhaaha, I love them. They are wonderful!!!

Oh, fuck off, Till! You made your choice tonight! Resist him, London! I know he has that draw, but teach the boy a lesson!

Grrrr, can I hit Till for being so cryptic? I mean, this is just annoying, be outright with your words, you usually dont hold back whenever they are sexual!!
"You're not part of that 'we'. You changed your plans, remember?"

"I changed nothing, Puppe."

"Where have you been for the past two hours?" she challenged.

"With my unexpected visitor."

Oh London, you finally realised! I mean, we all saw that coming, but thank GOD she has finally admitted it to herself!!!!

Another fantastic update! Cannot wait for more!!! :D :D :D :D

It was bound to happen, her giving a damn. Now the question is, what is she going to do about it? Will she take a leap of faith and tell Till how she feels or just bury it deep inside and live in denial? Legit can't wait to find out!!!

Opened up the story to see the sexual content warning... come at me!! :D

Oh, secret plans from Richard and Kori?! Interesting!!!
"Fuck off, Kruspe." HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
This made me laugh so much, I dont know why :P
Oh, and Paul is in the mix!? Interesting!!!

Naw, poor Christoph! Good intentions, but London had much sexier things to see to ;P She is not one to let her curiosities slide, so seeing a chance to speak with Till, I am unsurprised!

Oh man, straight into it! That is a pretty good birthday present... I mean, him just taking care of her? How surprisingly selfless of him!!!

And lets just take a moment to appreciate that Till is scared of Kori!!! This absolutely made my day!!
"Yes, Puppe, I do. But Kori would murder me if I told you."

NAW!!! I had a feeling this was the surprise, but so sweet none the less!! The boys fan-girling over Rammstein is fucking hilarious! I love Matt is taking it all in stride where as Brian and Zacky have regressed to being 15 again :P

Oh shit! That took a left turn! Come at me, drama! I want to know why she is here? Did Till plan it because Lo was giving Paul attention? He is so catty if he did! OH man, I need more now! I WANT TO KNOW!!!

And Paul, oh man, I just want to smoosh him! What a cutie, reaching out straight away, unasked as not to bring attention to it. URGH! I love him.

Oh lort! This was exactly what I needed to get me through a hellacious shift, lol. You would think Till would've given Sophia a heads up to avoid the next few shows. And why is he so jealous of Paul?

Right, now that I have posted Part IV, I can comment on this without wanting to give Till an instant flop!

He is obviously giving her a wide berth. Which is fine, because he is an old sack. Sorry. He got instant gratification at their last meet and is now playing coy, with all their other friends around. Pfff!

I am so happy that the A7X crew & their ladies made a surprise appearance, yeah: partaayyyy!!!! Even stars get star struck sometimes!

Can you say "awkward"? Sophia turning up? I am not sure if this was planned by Till, seen that he knew LOndon would be there and with the way he is rather quickly disappearing with her, saying they "need to talk". Either way: Sophia obviously knows Lon, so whatever he does, he better not be causing her to run to TMZ and spread a rumour...just saying!

And London better not get her bitch on without knowing the full story, either. because girl, don't I have a feeling that she kight get wasted and do something she'll regret!

There...I didn't kill him.

I still loved the update even thought he's a douche...eating her out and then just saying "better clean yourself up"...pfff! Swift kick in the nads if you ask me!

Happy New Year duckie!!!!

Loved it