The Final Episode - Comments

It makes me so sad that this is coming to an end so soon, absolutely one of the best things I’ve read on here. You should totally write another Till story after Knebel

@ PhenoBarbiDoll
Oooh, it makes sense. And no, don't change anything because of my dumb ass, i'm sure it's very obvious (to everyone but me)

I'm super excited to see the tattoo!

@ Vintage Vengeance

The last show of Rammstein's North American leg of the tour that year was in Mexico City, so yeah, he's there Maybe I should change how she phrases that question

And I will definitely show a picture of the tattoo. It's gonna be very simple, but I'm still really happy with the idea!

Such a good chapter, I’ve read it twice already!

I love the physical transformation, it feels like its the last thing she needed. She’s done the mental transformation and now her outside is starting to match the inside! I also had a feeling a hair color was in her future and I loved that it happened! In my mind the bubblegum pink to the underneath of her hair is just a steeping stone to her going crazy in the future, I don’t care what you say or what the rest of the story is, imma add it in mentally in my mind!

And the conversation she had with herself in the bathroom was just amazing, I just hope that she manages to have the same conversation with Till, because I know I said I was happy with however it ended but this chapter put me on the team “let London and till have a happy ending together” again.. and if that doesn’t happen I’m pretty sure I will cry!

Maybe I’ve missed something (even though I’ve read this entire story like three times so far) but is Till in Mexico City? God I hope so!

Anyway, another absolutely lovely update which was definitely worth the wait! And I hope you’ll show us a picture of the finished Rammstein tattoo! I’m excited for you

I wanna hug her!!!!
Like...so hard! Like, when you have a friend and you don’t want to push your own opinion on how to handle something, but when you see they’re making a good decision, you’re double as happy!

...now let’s hope that Till is not being caught off guard with her surprise visit. With his pants down, literally!
And that he sees how big a step this is for her. And that she is wrong by fearing that she cares more than he does.

Loved it....let’s go to Mexico!!!

@ Vintage Vengeance

Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!! Because everything you said is what I've tried so hard to convey and I was starting to feel like I was losing my point, like I was doing a poor job of explaining why London felt the way she did and why Till was coming across as dismissive and frustrated. And I was hoping I had made it clear that one of the differences really is a generational thing, even though they've both been pretty good at overlooking the age gap. Lol.

You're totally right, though: they both need to grow up and talk to each other and stop letting other things - particularly sex - get in the way! We'll just have to see if they're gonna stop being dumb

Your comment made my day. Thank you (again)

Ok, here are the things I wanted to say a few days ago:

I feel like (you’ve said) they’re both at fault, but they also both have some difficulty with this relationship. London’s with the trust thing and Till with not really being a relationship kinda guy (or with it being a while since his last) and I also feel like if they both just talk about this like the adults they are then they can make it work!

It’s obvious that they both want a relationship with each other, but they have to put in the work! London should start trusting him more and see that he is with her for a reason. And Till needs to be more “younger generation/boyfriend material” in the sense that he should communicate more with her and understand that social media have a bigger space in her life. Like when London talked to him about drinking with Adam, he should have done the same with her about Sophia showing up.. At least in the beginning until they’re both secure enough.

I aaaalso feel like he sees her not trusting him as a deal breaker when I kinda can see where she’s coming from, she’s never really been in a relationship like this before and I can see that she (obviously!) love him in some way and wants this to work. But I also get his frustration with being an honest man and always being doubted..

I dunno, I have A LOT of thoughts about this - but like I’ve said, you’re doing great with the updates and I’m excited for when a new one comes out every time (same with Knebel!)

@ ProverbofHell

Isn't it funny that Till is so much older than her, but he's kinda growing up at the same rate? At least in regard to romantic relationships.

But he still has something more to say to her...

@ Vintage Vengeance

I'm so glad! I had to make sure to explain that there was some gray area because London wanted it to be black or white: either he was bored and hunting for someone new, or he should have called/texted more. She was just as bad as Till about not considering all the intricacies of a relationship, assuming something was wrong the instant things got a little off-kilter. And I had to give Till a voice in this case.

Thank you for reading (this and Knebel)!!! It means a lot!

This is the Till I dream of He has so many thought processes and emotions and calculations on the inside, but only shows a bored facade on the outside.
Thank you so much for both part one and part two of this update! I did fully expect him to look at both sides of the argument, and he truly has. But hell: admitting that vulnerability to her will literally lay his heart, soul and all their fears bare. But she’s halfway there herself with her thought process, realising that he had a long winding path of failed marriage, relationships, sexual encounters and flings...relearning that a relationship is two people and having to consider both their feelings and expectations even if they’ve never been verbalised.

Oh my Gods...is this what adulting looks like

Loved it, such a deep chapter and it kind of suggests a change of direction for the end...don’t ruin it for me, the hopeless romantic!

I have so much to say but not the words to say it, maybe because I just read it, maybe because it’s 8 in the morning or maybe it’s because I’m at the dentist but this update really buttered my roll and I am now at peace with it ending either in a relationship or with them as friends or just no contact. Though I still really want them to end up together!

Great update and thank you for the dedication! I really felt it, I feel god in this mibba story tonight

@ ProverbofHell

Till is always the calm, collected, logical one. It speaks of his many moons on this planet But now comes the make-or-break moment where he might actually need to show a little emotion (besides the horny kind, haha). I have an idea that I hope aligns with his character throughout and doesn't fuck up the entire saga...

@ Vintage Vengeance

I already started writing it and I may post it sooner than my usual Wednesday, just because I think it's a very important chapter Any time London is made to see things in a way she didn't consider before seems to be a good thing, right?

Absolutely agree with them having needed this talk before she’d have taken him back home. We all know that there would have been very little talking and it would have frustrated her even more the following day.

He has made very valid points, and I commend him for telling her to think about them, and consider her trust issues, as she’s clearly not unwavering. Yes, she’s had experiences and his past is very colourful...but his point that he cannot have the same talk with her every time she’s insecure is a good one.

Also: telling her not to come to Chicago may sting like a bitch, but again, I fully support this move. I don’t think that time usually works in her favour as she overthinks stuff the more opportunity she gets.

This will be an important point in time. She will either admit to herself- and him- that she cannot stand behind him 100% when it comes to trusting him...or...well, anything else and she’d be lying truly, because she doesn’t trust him 100%.
Knowing how straight forward and uncomplicated he is when it comes to matters of the heart, he will break it off as he knows it will never change.

...here’s me crossing my fingers that I am completely wrong and they’ll still ride off into the sunset together...because he would have no problem completely separating himself without showing any signs of it being a hard decision, even if it hurts him on the inside

@ PhenoBarbiDoll
I now see that my full comment didn’t get posted, does this site not like emojies? Hahah, anyway..

I can’t believe you just said that, now I’m racking my brain with what’s gonna happen next! I won’t be able to sleep peacefully until the next chapter, I hope you know that. But it’s of course gonna be worth it!

Anyway, in my last comment I also think I added “I just want both of them to be happy, preferably with each other”

@ Vintage Vengeance

So is London. Haha. There will be another theory behind his behavior discussed in the next chapter, an idea that his being distant had nothing to do with trying to surprise her, as he claimed... And maybe there will be a little insight from Till's point-of-view as well

This was an anticipated chapter for me, and now I am more confusion then ever

Oh I loved this, and the fact that he showed up! I need more please!

@ AliJazzi12

Thank you!

What a cliffhanger!! I love it all!!