The Pain I've Grown to Know - Comments

that was great and congrats on getting married!!!!! and thats great that the baby is matts and not brians and now their engaged yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! loved that chapter!!!!!

congrats on your marital bliss!!!
loved the rough sex, lol!!

Oooo! Congrats!!!!!! How's the married life?

And love the update. I can't believe the boys walked in on their hot pool sex! I am also super happy that the baby is Matt's although she never got to see the paper so, there is room for speculation.....

Congratulations on getting married!!! I wish you guys all the best!!!

What a fun chapter to read, and that proposal was soooo flippin' romantic!

awe congratulations! and i loved it!!

Damn you got hitched!!!! CONGRATS!!!! Haha Lea was true when she said they'd all seen her naked before but what if her son was there? *Gasp* Haha

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As if on cue, I saw the mail man walked down towards my property, a rather large envelope in his hand. I walked towards him, my bare feet grazing the still damp grass.

Oh, bare feets in the damp and dewy grass. What a visual and a great sensation. I love to do that.

OMG!!! Romantic as hell proposal. His little speech....if a man said that to me, I'd be the same way. Hand in front of my mouth speechless. Since I missed out on that the first time around, maybe I'll get it the second, no? I can dream right? I like how he's proposing BEFORE she finds out the reults but on the other hand, I don't, either. He should've waited for her to open it, but then I can see why he didn't. Your descriptivness in this chapter is just amazing, sis. Really. Ah, the ring. Familiar, no? lol Prettiness. I want to see it in person! Opals are stunning, especially black ones!

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Surprise me with the wedding date hon...but give me enough time to buy a dress...coz if it's before the birth, I'll need potato bags to cover my baby bump."

LOL :lmfao

And, he told her without showing her the paper. At least for the moment. Still reading. I'll get back to this....

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"Just fuck me Sanders!"

I agree. Mmmhmm. I agree.

LOLZ. Brian and Zacky walked in. Too funny. Great scene btw. Damnit, you gotta stop that shit when I'm at work! It's not nice. Hotness.

And the paper. He never showed her the paper. She's trusting and taking his word. Not to be suspicious and pessimistic beotch, but she should've seen them. Not that Matt's lying or anything, but really. With all the deceit that's ran between the four of them, I would think that she would've demanded to see the paper herself. But then, Bri hasn't been told yet and you know he'll demand to see it, so I guess it'll all work out. Although if Sanders just lied to her, I'll come through this screen and choke a bitch. Or slap him for something he did fictionally someday. lol

Great update! love ya!

I'm commenting this whilst reading again!!

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If it is his kid, there is nothing we can't do anything about it, but no matter what: I have grown to love this kid the moment you told me about it, and nothing will change that.

Yeah, you say that now Matt, but who's to say your sentiments don't change when she finds out huh? More than likely won't but you never actually know.

He proposes to her, before he knows! That's sweet.! And she accepts. *sings* Love is in the air...

It's his baby! Well thank god for that!! If it had been sleezeball Brian's I would not have been impressed, to put it lightly!

They had pool sex!!
Matt likes being watched!!
Kinky!! :P

A7Xmcs:

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Brian was still standing next to Matt and Lea, looking a little lost, as he had not gotten any instructions and almost feared, not to be included in the plans.

I don't know why, but this amuses me. Perhaps too much. I just imagine him standing there digging his toe into the tiled floor of the hospital, hands clasped in the hoodie pocket with this expression on his face that just screams, "Dad, what do I do now?". I don't know why that amuses me....

...maybe we should give him a lollipop or something... :lmfao

Like I was saying...it seems bloodshed is the only true way to reconcile a friendship. Boys... :roll:

Plagued:

(Afterlife vid is on....:P)

Matt, letting Syn touch the stomach. What, so one minute he wants to kill Brian because he might be the baby's dad, the next, he is encouraging baby petting? Crikey mates.

Sure, Jade...just tell her that it's on so she can go and drool at :12 and then at :20. Although I hear it's :20 that's her favorite part....

And....

Exactly my thoughts. Damned men. Matt's bi-polar. that's all there is too it. :file:

Haha she's funny when she gets angry haha Luck with the wedding plans =D

(Afterlife vid is on....:P)
Dan...just makes me laugh, and I have no idea why.

For some reason, I feel sorry for Brian. Again, I have absolutely no idea why, but I do. It's rather weird right now =/ And what Matt said, and Lea too, raise good points. But I still feel slightly sympathetic. Lame =/

Well thank god he didn't press charges. Cos I need Zacky in this story!! Yeah. I mean, he has every right to, but I am glad he didn't. Mmhmm.

Matt, letting Syn touch the stomach. What, so one minute he wants to kill Brian because he might be the baby's dad, the next, he is encouraging baby petting? Crikey mates.

Zacky high. Hehehe! :lmfao Now that, my friend, is a funny thought. Yep!

Lol at Lea. You have to wait before he pops the Q! Gah girl!

Now, go have fun preparing for the wedding and familie coming over! ♥

Ha! LOL Lea can't stand Dan....I wonder why that is?

Brian's got stitches. lol That's what you get fucker.

No....beating Brian up may not make it go away, but it sure as hell felt nice, now didn't it? And, what Matt said---true. Lea had her points, also.

If that asshole presses charges, I will kill him! I'll figure out a way into your fictional land and kill him. Okay, back to the story.

OMG he actually was a man (wow, what a thought that is on MANY levels) and did the 'right' thing. Okay, he had ever right to press charges, but he went the correct way and didn't. I don't have to figure out a way to fly into your fictional land. I already figured I'd just parade him around in public with no eye liner/makeup and that would kill him slowly thus drawing out the pain and my pleasure....

Oh. LOLZ....Zacky on painkillers. They must've given him the good shit. Goofy and sloppy smile and all. Way to ruin a tender moment Baker, a tender moment that confused the hell outta me, too. But then again, Matt does have a point.

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Brian was still standing next to Matt and Lea, looking a little lost, as he had not gotten any instructions and almost feared, not to be included in the plans.

I don't know why, but this amuses me. Perhaps too much. I just imagine him standing there digging his toe into the tiled floor of the hospital, hands clasped in the hoodie pocket with this expression on his face that just screams, "Dad, what do I do now?". I don't know why that amuses me....

Yes! Get feisty, Lea! Tell those men!

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As she finally pulled away, she saw that his eyes were still shut, something she hardly ever saw after kissing him. And she like the fact, it made him more fragile, humble and...sincere.

Wow, what an ending. And that scene...totally romantic. Is your upcoming wedding turning you into a romantic, darling? Like I can totally imagine his face...wow. I wanna see that face. Like everyday! lol

Loved it!

Now, on with the wedding plans and forget about us for awhile. Not forever, just for awhile.

Oh, my, Johnny, Christ!

You just made me one happy 14 year old right there.
Mmhmm.
Thats all I can say, and that I can't wait for more!
Loves you chick ♥

Brian had better be praying to whatever deity he can think of that the baby is Matt's and hot his...and he had better be praying hard!

Fuck the band despising him,I despise him.

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"Sweet, Sanders and Baker are here, we can play some doubles!"

Sweet and innocent Dan. What a fucktard.....he has NO clue.

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and Matt's muscles were rippling through his white wife-beater and anger was written across his face.

Cans I have? K, pleasethanks. Yum...what a mental picture. Brian has no idea....and I love that fact....
WHAT?!?!?!?! BAKER got th first punch? That's just wrong...bullshit. I cry bullshit and do-over! Oh, yeah, Dan....stand up for your man. lol What a pathetic little man.

Then Brian has to open his big fat mouth and egg Matt on and use that damned smirk of his that you just want to wipe the hell off of his face....let's see how ol' Matty takes that one, shall we?

BLOOD!!!! There's blood and it's flying...yippee! You came through with your promise! Yay! I love you more than ever now...wait...is that possible since I already love you a whole lot? Oh, hell.... Matt's little line about Haner never knowing when to drop the cocky attitude...right on the money. Perfect.

Oh. My. God. Brian's little speech about fucking Lea...is he just STUPID?!?! I mean, really. Does he want to die? It sure as hell seems like it. Okay, I saw a punch being thrown...must head back.

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"Dude, comfort doesn't mean screwing her! If that's what it would be, I would have fucked her endless times since she's back in Huntington Beach. What you gonna do if it's your kid Brian...ever think of that?" Zack said

Hate to say this since it's coming out of Z's mouth...but he has a freakin' point! I mean, really he does. Brian is soooooo waaaaayyyy off base about the whole 'comfort' thing. What a used bag of douche. Comfort my ass. You saw the opportunity to fuck her again, you took it and didn't give two shits about how everyone else would feel...what a fucker.

Awww...poor Zacky saved the frickin' day. Hopefully he's okay...that sucks, but it got the rage to dissipate which was kinda needed although I had hoped to see Brian in the ambulance and not Zacky, but alas, it's over and things that needed to be said were said. Hopefully the UBOD (used bag of douche) a.k.a. Bran can get that through his damned perverted and sick mind and leave things alone and if it is his kid own up to the fact. Fucker.

And, m'dear....who was Jimmy so politely talking to on the phone....Leana or Lea....?

Wonderful update, love. Wasn't expecting that much blood when I take in Zacky (it was just enough of Brian's) I need some more. Like Zacky needs that ambulance...NOW. Thanks sis! <3

Brian deserved all the hits.

Man...trust boys to always use violence to solve their problems. Ah well, a little bloodshed, some trips to the hospital (hope Zack is okay cause that was fucked up dude)...I suppose it serves a purpose to promote the greater good...maybe? *shrug*

=O Haha wow he knows more then they both do combined

WTF are you doing to me? Jesus! I want blood and I didn't get blood.

Jimmy raised some damned good points. For a crazy assed m'fer, he sure is levelheaded sometimes. Makes me sick. See? I told you he's intelligent.

As to Lea hiding the pills from Matt even though he's living with her...it can be done...I did it. Hid shit like that, but then again Jimmy has a point...Matt and Zacky should be taking a look at themselves and the parts that they've played in this all along ALTHOUGH it gives Brian no damned excuse for what he's done in the first place. The first time...okay, Zacky cut him a deal. The second time on Matt...that's just all around fucked up and no one can sit there and say that he took advantage of a situation that he shouldn't have. If they've gotten 'closer' then he should've offered her an ear, not a dick. That's all I'm sayin'.

Okay, I had better return on Sunday/Monday and have blood...I wanna see it fly.

God. You tell them Jimy. Typical that neither Zacky nor Matt paid attention. It must be a habit of theirs, what do you think.
Nicht gut fur Brian.
Loved it though.