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Have You Seen This Girl
007.
Two hours later and all my responsibilities for the day had been completed.
“Adam, I want to drink.” I complained as he drove us back to my house.
“You have stuff at your house.” He said flatly.
“Are you mad at me?” I asked sheepishly.
“No no no,” He said covering my hand with his “It’s just…I can’t believe it’s over. Just the other day we were all laughing and having fun and now…no more. I just can’t believe it. Ya’ know?”
“Yeah, I know.” I whispered turning to the window a tear escaping down my cheek. “God do I know.”
We drove the rest of the way in silence. The windows down in the summer heat blowing my now let down hair back.
Back at home we sat on my small couch, now changed into comfier clothing, drinking. We had taken to drinking straight vodka.
“God girl that’s rough, how do you suck it down so quick?” Adam said giggling. He was far gone.
“Not sure.” I said emotionless. I know it’s not fair to ruin his good mood, but I couldn’t let this go, at least not yet. I grabbed another shot and tipped my head back, “ I can’t feel anything anymore Adam.” I said crying.
“Oh, Spencer,” He said pulling me into a tight embrace. “We’ll make it through this.”
I’m not entirely sure how long we sat like that. My tears just kept coming.
My heart was officially broken.
No, not even, it was shattered.
When I finally stopped crying he gave me a quick hug and whipped my eyes.
“Adam, you’re my best friend. God I don’t know what I’d do without you. Don’t go anywhere, I couldn’t handle loosing you.”
“I’m not going anywhere Spencer. We have too much history together. Don’t you worry about it though Hon, you’ve been through all my shit with me when I came out. It’s my turn to be here for you. No matter how long it takes. I promise.”
“Thank you Adam.” I said leaning into him. “I just feel so weak. I don’t do this. I deal with things and get over them. I don’t act like this.”
“You just found out like three days ago Spence, give yourself time.”
“I’m impatient.” I whined.
“We all know you are. How bout we watch a movie and get some sleep?” Adam
suggested hopping off the couch in search for one.
“Adam, I want to drink.” I complained as he drove us back to my house.
“You have stuff at your house.” He said flatly.
“Are you mad at me?” I asked sheepishly.
“No no no,” He said covering my hand with his “It’s just…I can’t believe it’s over. Just the other day we were all laughing and having fun and now…no more. I just can’t believe it. Ya’ know?”
“Yeah, I know.” I whispered turning to the window a tear escaping down my cheek. “God do I know.”
We drove the rest of the way in silence. The windows down in the summer heat blowing my now let down hair back.
Back at home we sat on my small couch, now changed into comfier clothing, drinking. We had taken to drinking straight vodka.
“God girl that’s rough, how do you suck it down so quick?” Adam said giggling. He was far gone.
“Not sure.” I said emotionless. I know it’s not fair to ruin his good mood, but I couldn’t let this go, at least not yet. I grabbed another shot and tipped my head back, “ I can’t feel anything anymore Adam.” I said crying.
“Oh, Spencer,” He said pulling me into a tight embrace. “We’ll make it through this.”
I’m not entirely sure how long we sat like that. My tears just kept coming.
My heart was officially broken.
No, not even, it was shattered.
When I finally stopped crying he gave me a quick hug and whipped my eyes.
“Adam, you’re my best friend. God I don’t know what I’d do without you. Don’t go anywhere, I couldn’t handle loosing you.”
“I’m not going anywhere Spencer. We have too much history together. Don’t you worry about it though Hon, you’ve been through all my shit with me when I came out. It’s my turn to be here for you. No matter how long it takes. I promise.”
“Thank you Adam.” I said leaning into him. “I just feel so weak. I don’t do this. I deal with things and get over them. I don’t act like this.”
“You just found out like three days ago Spence, give yourself time.”
“I’m impatient.” I whined.
“We all know you are. How bout we watch a movie and get some sleep?” Adam
suggested hopping off the couch in search for one.
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