‹ Prequel: Something More
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That Should Be Me
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I stared at the clock,2:30am I sighed, I couldn’t fall asleep I had way to much on my mind and I was still very upset. My phone vibrated and I grabbed it and opened the one new text; ‘I’m sorry xx’
I sighed and decided to reply, ‘For what?’. A few minutes later my phone vibrated again, ‘You know…earlier. I didn’t mean to hurt you. :(‘
I sighed.
‘Then what did you mean to do?’ I replied quickly. ‘I…I don’t know Nick, just Cassidy started talking to me about you and I don’t know.’
‘Call me.’ I replied again and she called me after a few minutes.
“What did she tell you?” I asked when I answered the phone.
“Just that you're her best friend and soon you’ll be her boyfriend.” She said and I sighed.
“Is that it?” I asked
“Yes.”
“So you still think I should be with her?” I asked. She stood quiet for a few seconds.
“Yes…” she said quietly.
“Why!?” I asked confused.
“Its uh complicated Nick” She said and I groaned.
“Well make it un-complicated” I said getting frustrated.
“Nick you know I love you.” She said.
“I thought I did.” I said.
“I do but maybe we should just talk about this tomorrow.” She said.
“No, we’re going to talk about this right now.” I told her and she sighed.
“Can you come over?” She asked in a small voice.
“Okay.” I said.
*
I looked at her as we sat on her bed. “What’s wrong?” I asked her.
“I love you.” She told me.
“I love you too D but-”
“I never dumped him.” She said before I could finish.
“What?” I asked confused.
“Nick don’t make me say it again” She whispered.
I was furious.
“D how could you fucking do this to me!?” I asked standing up and raising my voice.
“Please Nick, just calm down” She said.
“Calm down? How the fuck do you expect me to calm down!” I said.
“Nick, baby please.” She said. I scoffed.
“Choose one.” I told her.
“What?” she asked.
“It’s either me or him and if it’s him I will make sure that we’ll never see each other again.” I told her, she looked down at her feet and I could tell that I hurt her.
“D choose one now.” I said. She sighed
“Ugh I don’t know Nick!” She groaned.
“Why is this so hard for you?” I asked.
“I don’t know Nick, I mean you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me” She said and I sat beside her.
“Then be with me” I said. She ran her hand through my hair.
“I wish it was that simple.” She said.
“And why isn’t it?” I asked.
“I just can’t break up with Ricky.” She said.
“Why not!?” I whined.
“I just can’t”
“Would it be easier breaking up with me?” I asked.
“Yes.” She said and I got up and headed for her door.
“Nick please don’t” She said as she grabbed my hand.
“Why not?” I asked.
“Because if I broke up with you I know you’d never hurt me.” She said and I turned to face her
“What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked and she looked at me as if she regretted what she just told me.
“Nothing.” She said and I sat her on her bed and I sat next to her.
“No. Tell me” I said.
“Nick its nothing.” She said.
“D is he hurting you?” I asked.
“No” She said but she didn’t look at me.
“Tell me the truth D.” I said softly and she burst into tears and that’s when I knew.
“I’m going to fucking kill him” I said. I was livid. Hell I was more then livid.
“Nick don’t” she said as the tears ran down her face. I placed her on my lap and held her close to me.
“Don’t tell him I told you.” She said.
“D are you kidding me? I’m going to fucking murder him.”
“Nick please don’t” she said once more and I laid her on the bed and I sighed.
“Why do you do this to me baby?” I asked as I wiped a tear from her cheek and I kissed her.
I began lifting her shirt but she stopped me. “What’s wrong?” I asked.
“Nothing we should just stop.” She said pulling her shirt down.
I looked at her, what is she hiding?
I kissed her again and lifted her shirt up farther, and that’s when I saw it.
“Holy shit” I said and she quickly pulled her shirt down and I lifted it again.
“Nick stop!” She said
“No.” I said “He did that to you?”
“Nick just drop it.”
“Take it off.” I said not meaning anything sexual as I said it. She shook her head no so I was forced to do it myself. Her whole left side of her torso was black and purple
“Shit, baby.” I said and she burst into tears again.
“When did this start?” I asked.
“A month before you came back to Cali”
“THAT LONG!?” I asked. This pissed me off. I was fucking upset that some dick did this to her.
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you Nick” She said,
“Its, it’s alright.” I said comforting her; I didn’t realize how upset I was until her crying made me want to break down. I held her close to me and kissed her.
*
I guess we fell asleep because I woke up and the sun was shining. “Wake up babe” I whispered and she opened her eyes and smiled at me.
“What time is it?” she asked. “11:45” I said looking at my phone.
Her phone started to ring and she looked at it and sighed. “Who is it?” I asked.
“No one…” she said and I took her phone out of her hands and answered it.
“Nick are you fucking crazy?” She whispered.
“Hello? Oh Ricky, yeah it’s me Nick, Mhmm I’m at D’s house but I was just leaving and she wants you to come over now” I looked at D and she was looking out the window and I stroked her hair causing her to look at me
“K she will see you soon.” I said and I hung up the phone.
“Nick why’d you invite him over here?” She asked
“Because I told you, I’m going to fucking murder him”
I sighed and decided to reply, ‘For what?’. A few minutes later my phone vibrated again, ‘You know…earlier. I didn’t mean to hurt you. :(‘
I sighed.
‘Then what did you mean to do?’ I replied quickly. ‘I…I don’t know Nick, just Cassidy started talking to me about you and I don’t know.’
‘Call me.’ I replied again and she called me after a few minutes.
“What did she tell you?” I asked when I answered the phone.
“Just that you're her best friend and soon you’ll be her boyfriend.” She said and I sighed.
“Is that it?” I asked
“Yes.”
“So you still think I should be with her?” I asked. She stood quiet for a few seconds.
“Yes…” she said quietly.
“Why!?” I asked confused.
“Its uh complicated Nick” She said and I groaned.
“Well make it un-complicated” I said getting frustrated.
“Nick you know I love you.” She said.
“I thought I did.” I said.
“I do but maybe we should just talk about this tomorrow.” She said.
“No, we’re going to talk about this right now.” I told her and she sighed.
“Can you come over?” She asked in a small voice.
“Okay.” I said.
*
I looked at her as we sat on her bed. “What’s wrong?” I asked her.
“I love you.” She told me.
“I love you too D but-”
“I never dumped him.” She said before I could finish.
“What?” I asked confused.
“Nick don’t make me say it again” She whispered.
I was furious.
“D how could you fucking do this to me!?” I asked standing up and raising my voice.
“Please Nick, just calm down” She said.
“Calm down? How the fuck do you expect me to calm down!” I said.
“Nick, baby please.” She said. I scoffed.
“Choose one.” I told her.
“What?” she asked.
“It’s either me or him and if it’s him I will make sure that we’ll never see each other again.” I told her, she looked down at her feet and I could tell that I hurt her.
“D choose one now.” I said. She sighed
“Ugh I don’t know Nick!” She groaned.
“Why is this so hard for you?” I asked.
“I don’t know Nick, I mean you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me” She said and I sat beside her.
“Then be with me” I said. She ran her hand through my hair.
“I wish it was that simple.” She said.
“And why isn’t it?” I asked.
“I just can’t break up with Ricky.” She said.
“Why not!?” I whined.
“I just can’t”
“Would it be easier breaking up with me?” I asked.
“Yes.” She said and I got up and headed for her door.
“Nick please don’t” She said as she grabbed my hand.
“Why not?” I asked.
“Because if I broke up with you I know you’d never hurt me.” She said and I turned to face her
“What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked and she looked at me as if she regretted what she just told me.
“Nothing.” She said and I sat her on her bed and I sat next to her.
“No. Tell me” I said.
“Nick its nothing.” She said.
“D is he hurting you?” I asked.
“No” She said but she didn’t look at me.
“Tell me the truth D.” I said softly and she burst into tears and that’s when I knew.
“I’m going to fucking kill him” I said. I was livid. Hell I was more then livid.
“Nick don’t” she said as the tears ran down her face. I placed her on my lap and held her close to me.
“Don’t tell him I told you.” She said.
“D are you kidding me? I’m going to fucking murder him.”
“Nick please don’t” she said once more and I laid her on the bed and I sighed.
“Why do you do this to me baby?” I asked as I wiped a tear from her cheek and I kissed her.
I began lifting her shirt but she stopped me. “What’s wrong?” I asked.
“Nothing we should just stop.” She said pulling her shirt down.
I looked at her, what is she hiding?
I kissed her again and lifted her shirt up farther, and that’s when I saw it.
“Holy shit” I said and she quickly pulled her shirt down and I lifted it again.
“Nick stop!” She said
“No.” I said “He did that to you?”
“Nick just drop it.”
“Take it off.” I said not meaning anything sexual as I said it. She shook her head no so I was forced to do it myself. Her whole left side of her torso was black and purple
“Shit, baby.” I said and she burst into tears again.
“When did this start?” I asked.
“A month before you came back to Cali”
“THAT LONG!?” I asked. This pissed me off. I was fucking upset that some dick did this to her.
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you Nick” She said,
“Its, it’s alright.” I said comforting her; I didn’t realize how upset I was until her crying made me want to break down. I held her close to me and kissed her.
*
I guess we fell asleep because I woke up and the sun was shining. “Wake up babe” I whispered and she opened her eyes and smiled at me.
“What time is it?” she asked. “11:45” I said looking at my phone.
Her phone started to ring and she looked at it and sighed. “Who is it?” I asked.
“No one…” she said and I took her phone out of her hands and answered it.
“Nick are you fucking crazy?” She whispered.
“Hello? Oh Ricky, yeah it’s me Nick, Mhmm I’m at D’s house but I was just leaving and she wants you to come over now” I looked at D and she was looking out the window and I stroked her hair causing her to look at me
“K she will see you soon.” I said and I hung up the phone.
“Nick why’d you invite him over here?” She asked
“Because I told you, I’m going to fucking murder him”
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