Dreaming of you, only makes reality hurt even worse

I know this is a dream. I know it is, but its so much easier to think when I close my eyes, and put my head on my pillow, you’ll be the one I see. I’m pathetic, to fall in love with someone that lies in my dreams only, but dreaming of you only makes waking up more painful. And I may be stupid, but unless you become real, I rather dream about true love then be awake knowing that it will never happen to me.