The Unwanted Bird Sings

Its been a little bit over 2 weeks since everything happened with Seth and Jacob over Halloween, Seth's been going strong with his imprint and Jacob is still a huge mess right now and he's hasn’t been coming to school for 3 days now. I know has upset at everything right now and that life really sucks but he's making really worried right now and I was determined to see him and try to get everything settled after 5th period.

Class slowly went by and I drove over to the Black's house, it seemed like it was deserted but I knew differently since Billy wasnt home and Jacob was alone. Creeping into the house seemed like it was something bad just waiting to happen. Would Jacob flip out? Shift and run, or something much worse. I kept going until I reached Jacob's gently opening the door what I saw wasnt something that I never wanted to see. Jacob sitting on his little bed with a knife in his hand about to press it to his wrist, running over there I grabbed the knife trying to get it out of his hand but he wouldnt have it. I used my other hand both grabbing the blade to try and pry it from his fingers, he soon gave up and let me have it. As my palms opened I saw that my hands both had nice cuts across my palms and my pointer and middle fingers. Dropping it I looked up to Jacob seeing his face covered with shame, guilt and remorse. Sitting next to him I grabbed his right hand and traced my fingers against the spot where he was about to slice
"You do know that I have to punch you now right??"
"That's not what I wanted to hear right now"
"I know but its leading up to what I’m going to talk to you about"
Nodding he signaled me to continue.
"Jacob you cant do this to yourself, I know we didn’t start on the best foot but I'm here for you and I'm gonna do my best to glue you back together so that something like this doesn’t happen again. I mean come on! You cant do this to yourself, its gonna kill you and break everyone apart, do you want to do that to everyone?? Quil? Embry? Sam? Emily?"
"What about you? You don’t seem to care"

I grabbed the closest thing to me and it happened to be a flashlight I smacked Jacob right over the head with it.

"What the hells wrong with you?! Of course me too! I wouldnt be here if I didn’t care, alright?? I know how much life can suck but you just gotta keep moving forward or your just gonna hate life more and more each day until there’s nothing left of you except a shell"
"You broke my flashlight"
"Is that all you can really say??"
"Well that was my favorite flashlight and it was the best one I had"
Cracking a small smirk I knew what I said was getting to him and things were slowly, very slowly getting better.

>>FF<<
NOV, 10th

The days quickly blurred and it was now my 18th birthday. I didn’t tell anyone cause I didn’t want to make a big deal out of it, but I decided to ditch school and just spend it on the beach thankfully Jacob was there to join me. After his little melt down and my speech we have been together nonstop, we even spend the night at each others houses or he sometimes sneaks into my bedroom after patrol is done. He was smiling now and it seemed like my magic healing powers were working( yes i have "powers" don’t judge) He smirks, cracked jokes, laughed, pulled pranks and smiled now. It seemed to make everything brighten when he smiled like the world wasnt so messed up when he smiled and it made my day to know that I was a tiny part of that.

Well back to my day, currently Jacob was running down the back with me over his should like a sack of potatoes.
"Jacob! put me down right nowwww!"
He shook he head telling me no and started spinning round and round. Let me tell you when your on the spinning shoulders of a giant boiling werewolf bad things happen. Cause the moment he put me back on the ground after spinning like a top I wobbled around until i finally fell flat on my stomach face into the sand. Jacob was holding his sides with booming laughter, picking me up and dusting me free of sand, he sat down and placed me in his lap
"So Tasha what else do you wanna do today?"
"I don’t know, I haven’t thought that far out in my day yet"
"Perfect than I have an idea"
I looked up at him and saw that he had a mischief look on his face telling that whatever he was thinking of couldn’t be a good idea.

Picking me up bridal style he walked all the way back to my house(Sam’s) and placed me on the couch.
"Stay here I'll be right back"
He went into my room and came back with a bag, grabbing my hand he lead my back to his house where he stuck me back on the couch and did the same thing grabbing a bag from his room.
"Jacob what's going on??"
"Just wait you'll see but for right now just get in the rabbit"
Doing what he said I sat down in shotgun waiting for him to get in the drivers seat, but he didn’t open the drivers door but opened mine and placed something over my eyes. I went to pull it down but Jacob's hand kept it there
"Don’t take it off its a surprise"
I nodded and left the blindfold on. My door closed and soon the car sank a little bit and a door closed telling me that Jacob was in the car and soon the engine revved to life and we were in motion. Time seemed to drag on as he drove to this secret location as I wondered where he was taking me

Soon the car came to a stop and Jacob came to my side of the car, guiding me to where he wanted to go. The ground was soft and it smelt like pine everywhere so I was guessing that we were close by to the forest or we were in it. He stopped walking and stood behind me putting his hands on the blind fold.

"Happy Birthday"

Pulling off the blindfold my ears rang with the words he just says and I looked up to see............