I'll Be Fine, I Swear.

I'm Just Gone Beyond Repair.

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I love Adam. But I love Matt too. Matt stayed with me. And Adam... left. I know, it really isn't his fault that his parents moved, but... he never even called me, or wrote a letter, or IM'd, or anything. He left me to cope with my loss by myself, sulking into a pillow on my bed. If Matt hadn't of brought me out of my depression, I don't know where I would be. Six feet under, confined in a wooden box, perhaps. Rotting away for the past seven years.

And even though I'm immensely grateful to him for that, I sometimes can't help the guilty thoughts I allow myself to have about Adam. I hate myself.

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