I Thought You Could Never Love a Monster. I Was Wrong.

~Realize.~

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you?

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you...

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Ooooh~

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you...

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you...

Edward was looking at my the whole time I played for him, I could feel his adorned gaze on me. I smiled as I sang, and then when I had finished, I had looked up right in time for Edward to crash his lips down on mine.

I kissed him back willingly. I loved kissing Edward, he was the love of my life, and I had already promised to him, on my own, that I would never do anything as reckless as another make-out session with anyone other than him, and that included me adn Jacob never touching like that again; but he wasn't speaking to me.

He hasn't spoken to me for awhile. Hasn't called, or asked to hang out. He wouldn't even look at me when I went to Emily's to hang out with the guys, mainly my like-brother, Paul. I felt hurt, and a little bit torn, but I guess that's how it had to be.

It's been another few weeks, and school was great. I'd graduate high school in only a few weeks, and I was pretty excited to, as was Edward. But as for the relationship between Edward and I, it was still strong, but more stronger than ever. We were still not...having sex or anything of that sort, but we'd makeout for was seemed like days, but i'm just over-exaggerating.

"And you wrote that, from your feelings?" Edward concluded with his questions of the new song that I had played for him.

I nodded my head, smiling. "Yes, I've been working on it for awhile. Oh, and this other one, but I haven't gotten the chance for more inspiration." I explained.

"I see. Well, it was beautiful. Now, if you just realized, how much I absolutely adored you, things would be so much easier." He kissed the tip of my noise, making me giggle.

"I love you." I whispered into his ear.

"As I love you, but no, I said we'd try but not yet." Damn, he was good at figuring out what I wanted.

I grumbled and glared at him. "So rude." I muttered, not being able to help the grin that peered on my face.

Edward grasped my face gently in his cold hands. "I promise, love. We will, just not right now." He kissed me gently, letting the emotions around us fill the air. I let out a small moan as he kissed him. I regret that, because that's when he stopped.

"You do this on purpose, Edward! You make my hormones go crazy on fault!" I pointed at him accusingly. He eyes went wide.

"Me? Do such a thing? Oh, never!" He said dramatically, pulling me into another sweet embrace.

"Alice has a letter for you." Edward said out of the blue. He pulled me out of the piano room and into the kitchen area where Esem was cooking, again.

Alice skipped over to my side, smiling. "I'm not sure who sent this, there is no return adress, and I can't see a darn thing at the moment..." Alice trailed, grumbling as she gave the letter to me.

"Thank you." I smiled, she smiled back then walked off, mumbling incoherently about dogs.

"I'm going to go take a shower." I said to Edward, kissing him on the lips before jetting upstairs.

As I got upstairs, I went straight to the bathroom and locked myself in there. The truth is, I've been having the strangest feeling for awhile, like something was coming. And it appears that I was right all along. But I was surprised to find a letter coming for me.

I opened up the envelope, which revealed a letter inside. The letter which had been set in, was written in beautiful pendmanship.

Dearest, Remy.

I hope that this letter arrives to you soon. When we first met, when you came on your suicidal braul, I took a liking to you. I know how short the timing was between you and I, but I cannot fathom being without you. And so, when you left, my heart was broken. So now, I will be coming for you, my dear Remy. Now, do not go off to your precious vampire family with this letter, as if they were to find out, they would be in much more danger, so think wisely on your choice. And it's a good thing that I can block your sister, Alice, from seeing me coming. Please don't be frightened, love. We will be together soon enough.

Yours Truely,

Zane.