Tales From Another Broken Home
If life was like a book, why did it feel like back then, that March, was the beginning? Logically, shouldn't the beginning of one's book start at birth? I suppose not; not for me. It was as if my childhood was like an exposition, and I was just now, at the age of seventeen, arriving at the epilogue. My life had been changed so drastically in just a few short months; it seemed it was like I wasn't even the same person anymore.
Not that it was a bad thing – I realized that things around me and the people I saw didn't have the same life as I did, didn't have the same circumstances, the same happiness, the same troubles. My eyes were opened.
I often wondered to myself what things would have been like if I hadn't even moved at all. If I hadn't been so naive. If I hadn't have said this, done that.
Known him.
Maybe he wouldn't have said this.
Done that.
I never knew a saint could die.
Not that it was a bad thing – I realized that things around me and the people I saw didn't have the same life as I did, didn't have the same circumstances, the same happiness, the same troubles. My eyes were opened.
I often wondered to myself what things would have been like if I hadn't even moved at all. If I hadn't been so naive. If I hadn't have said this, done that.
Known him.
Maybe he wouldn't have said this.
Done that.
I never knew a saint could die.
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Comin' at You on the Count of One, Two...
Because a warning would have been nice. -
He's Insubordinate
Because we're definately not suppossed to be mixing ALL the chemicals together. -
In the Parking Lot of the 7-11
Because they probably didn’t have anywhere else to go. -
In an Ordinary World
Because it was just all too mundane. -
The Space That's Inbetween Insane and Insecure
Because that's definitely where I thought I was for doing this. -
What the Hell's Your Name?
Because apparently he didn’t know it yet. -
Starry Nights, City Lights, Coming Down Over Me
Because I had never really noticed them before. -
Where the City Sleeps and I’m the Only One
Because I felt like I was. -
Running Away from Pain
Because I was such a coward. -
Bittersweet Migraine in My Head
Because everything was just strange. -
She’s All Alone Again
Because - did I really belong here? -
The Son of Rage and Love
Because what, do you think you're Jesus or something? -
Its Like a Throbbing Toothache of the Mind
Because my head kept pounding and pounding.