Tour With Me

Natalie’s POV

I stood there frozen, I had no idea what I should do. I was standing in front of Justin mindlessly. I had no idea what I should say or do. I simply stood there next to Sabrina and stared at his smiling figure.

“Hey Nat” he cheerfully spoke, his smile never fell.

“Hey” I quietly breathed.

My nerves were starting to get to me, and I was sure that it was showing. I still had no idea what to say to him. What do you say to someone after you’ve kissed them then not seen them for a month and a half?What do you say to them after having kissed other guys during that short time period?

I slid my thumbs into the belt loops of my pants. I started to look around the room, anywhere but Justin. I could feel his gaze on me but I continued to look everywhere else.

“Wait, you know him?” Sabrina asked form next to me. Surprisingly her voice was still cheerful. Although she was confused, she always managed to sound happy. It was her personality, though she could actually be excited about her knowing Justin. If Sabrina only knew the story behind my relationship with him.

I stopped looking around the room and focused my attention on her. As usual her green orbs were filled with excitement but this time they also held confusion. I shrugged my shoulders and shifted my weight to my right leg. “Kinda sorta” I plainly replied.

Sabrina’s smile only grew wider. She then turned so that she was now facing Justin. She continued to smile her cheerful wide smile. “Well then I guess it’s my turn” she smiled before waving excitedly.

“I’m Sabrina Taylor, dancer. You’re Justin Bieber, singer. And she’s Natalie Brown, someone you already know” she introduced. Justin and I couldn’t help but laugh at her eagerness and confidence. It was another quality that Sydney possessed that made her more like-able.

Justin flipped his hair out of his eyes once his laughter dyed down. “Hey, what’s up” he spoke.

His eyes continued to dart back and forth between us. Every time his eyes would catch mine, I would set my gaze on Sabrina. I was trying my hardest to ignore my nerves.

“Oh, nothing much just meeting one of my favorite and hottest singers like ever” she gushed.

Justin then smiled one of his gorgeous toothy grins at her. There was a small feeling in the pit of my stomach as I watched him smile at her, but I ignored it. I shouldn’t care and I don’t. He could smile at whoever he wanted to smile at.

“Maybe not the hottest ever, but pretty up there”

Sabrina continued to smile as she playfully rolled her eyes. “Yeah like the Empire State building” Justin laughed at her comment once again.

I simply stood there as the two chatted. I still had no idea what I was going to say to him. I could have easily jumped into the conversation that he and Sabrina were having, but I didn’t. My nerves were still getting the best of me, so I simply stood there in silence. That is until Justin decided to acknowledge my presence.

“Well maybe you could hit Nat here with a bit of Bieber fever” he smirked as his gaze fell on me.

I blinked my eyes as I stared at him. Once again I was frozen. Normally, I would have said some sort of comment but I couldn’t. I stood there with my mouth clamped shut with nothing to say. Justin’s smirk didn’t falter as he stared at me. He probably had a slight idea about what was going on right now.

Sabrina bumped her hip with mine, snapping me out of my trance, as she continued to smile. “I’m sure my boyfriend would love for me to get rid of some of the fever, though I don’t exactly know the cure” she spoke.

It was true that Sabrina had a boyfriend. From what I know he lived in her neighborhood in Texas. She seemed as if she was head over heels for the guy. I had never met him but from what she had told me he seemed like a nice guy. Only he doesn’t like Justin, so of course he hates the fact that Sabrina has a major dose of Bieber fever.

I inwardly took another deep breath hoping that I had found my voice. I opened my mouth to speak but was interrupted by someone putting their arm around my waist. I looked over to find Thomas standing there smirking down at me.

“Hey babe, welcome back” he smoothly spoke.

Thomas was definitely a player and a flirt. He was also a dancer so he was on the tour as well. Thomas was another one of my boy toys…or I was one of his toys. Either way we tend to flirt with each other, a lot. Just like Sydney’s outburst, Thomas and I’s flirting was something that no one was shocked about anymore.

A part of me was glad that Thomas was here. He was a temporary distraction for me to stop embarrassing myself. My old self wanted me to ignore him and continue to try and talk to Justin, but I wasn’t my old self anymore.

I wrapped my arms around his torso and hugged him. He placed his other arm around my waist as well. I smiled one of my flirtatious smiles as I stared up at him.

“Hey babe, I’m glad you’re here. I was wondering when someone was going to welcome me properly” he smirked.

He licked his lips as he smirked down at me. “Well you came to the right person for a proper welcome” he smoothly spoke.

“Oh really?” I slowly questioned, letting the words linger on my lips slightly.

He nodded his head as he continued to smirk at me. He licked his lips once again before leaning down to my ear. His warm breath tickled my earlobe and I could feel his lips graze them as he spoke. “But I may have to welcome you in private” he whispered.

My smirk only grew wider as I stood there. I then licked my lip-gloss covered lips and pulled out of his embrace. Thomas continued to smirk, knowing that it wasn’t over. I put my hand on his shoulder, before slowly dragging it down his arm. I grabbed his hand and started to slowly back up, bringing him with me. My heels clicking on the floor with every step that I took.

“The more private the better” I spoke slightly above the whisper.

Thomas only smirked as I continued to pull him to the other side of the studio.

Although, my actions may have radiated confidence, I couldn’t ignore the gnawing feeling that was in the pit of my stomach. My butterflies were now gone and replaced by guilt. My conscious was screaming that this was wrong for so many reasons.

The main reason being, Justin. He was in the room this time, he now knew what I was turning into, what I had turned into. To make matters worse I had just did it in front of him. I didn’t want to know how he was responding to my actions either. That would only make me feel worse about what I was doing.

Eventually I reached the wall of the studio. I pressed my back against it and propped my right leg up on the wall. Thomas dropped my hand and placed his hands on both sides of my head. He continued to smirk as he looked me over.

“Why do I feel like you’re welcoming me?” he questioned.

I licked my lips as I wrapped my arms around his neck. A smirk was still playing against my lips. I opened my mouth to speak, but stopped as I felt a pair of eyes on us.

I quickly glanced behind Thomas and saw Justin and Sabrina staring at us. She was talking, I guess explaining what was going on, but Justin’s gaze was fully on me. I could see a mixture of confusion and pain in his eyes. He smile was no longer on his face, instead he stood there emotionless as he stared at me.

I quickly looked away and back at Thomas. I sighed knowing that I couldn’t do this anymore. I knew it from the moment that I looked at Justin. I unwrapped my arms from his neck and placed my other foot on the floor.

“I’ll be back, just going to go fix my lip gloss” I lied. I ducked under his arm and walked away before he could stop me. I looked down at the floor as I walked towards the exit. I didn’t plan on going far, if anything I didn’t plan on going anywhere. I was simply going to stand outside and think.

I could feel eyes on me as I walked away but I didn’t dare turn around. I already felt guilty I didn’t need to feel worse about what was going on. I continued walking until I had walked outside.

I needed to clear my head.