Things Have Changed For Me...

He let me out of the hug. I could breath! I stood there looking at him processing what had just happened. I did like Brendon, I can't believe I never realized it. I now did and I felt happy about it. Things have really changed for me, but that’s ok. They are changes for the good.

I looked back at him and asked, “Why did you say you didn't like me when Ryan and Teressa were talking annoying the shit out of you last night? You looked like you about to kill Ryan. I must say you did look pretty funny, but thats just funny looking you.”

“I didn't want to let you know in front of them, they would freak out. I'm not funny looking, you're just jealous.” he said.

“True. I am not jealous! I promise. They would of freaked out just like we freaked out about Ryan and Teressa.” I said.

“Yeah, we did freak a little.” he said.

“Just a little.” I added.

“Yeah.” he said looking at me.

“I wonder...” I said as I trailed off.

“What?” he asked.

“Nothing really, just I wonder why I never realized I liked you before.” I said.

“Really?” he asked.

“Fuck yeah I really like you. A lot.” I said.

“Me too.” he said, “I have liked you since... lets see...since I met you.”

“What? You waited this long?” I asked.

“Yeah.” he said blushing as he moved closer to me.

“That's classic you, wait until the last minuet to do something.” I said.

“Yeah, that is me.” he said grinning. He leaned into kiss me, but I moved my head so he got me on the check.

“Sorry, maybe next time.” I said.

He chuckled, “Fair enough.”

I then laughed as he put his arm around me. I put my head on his shoulder and smiled.

“Why so smiley?” he asked me.

“I'm happy Bren.” I said.

“Yay! I make you happy!” he said jumping off of the couch and then sitting back down. He then re-put his arm around me.

“Yeah, I'm also happy that my dad is gone.” I said putting my head back on his shoulder.

“I'm happy you're happy.” he said. “I'm happy too.”

I then did the same thing he did, jumped up from the couch and said, “Yay! I make you happy!” I then sat back down.

“You do make me happy.” he said.

“Yay!” I again said. “Oh gosh, Teressa was fucking right.”

“What?” he asked.

“Well, today Teressa said that today we would let each other know how we feel and all of that crap. She was right, maybe she is physic.”

“Oh... weird.” he said.

“Yeah.” I said. I looked at him as he looked back at me. I don't know what came over me but I stretched up to kiss him. This felt better than any other kiss I ever had. All of them felt kind of forced on me. This felt different though. I liked this one. I did kind of feel weird, he it my best friend. This kiss felt passionate. He leaned back on me to lay down. I then felt his tongue slide across my bottom lip begging for entrance. I teased him, not letting him in. That got me a low growl in the back of this throat. I then let him in. Our tongues fought for dominance. He then pulled away. I felt a smile on my face along with me seeing one on his face.

He then looked at me. “Promise me, if somethings goes wrong, we will always be friends.”

“I promise.” I said.

“Ok.” he whispered against my ear.