What Started as a Crush

If love had no boundaries; if love were something important to me, then maybe I would give it a chance. I want to give it a chance, and ask you out and all that, but my goals have been set. I've already taken off, and I don't know if I should go back for you or listen to what I've been taught with in my whole life and just not even think about love, only goals. I love you, and you are the first that I've felt this feeling for, but if you can't understand my feelings as my best friend then I don't know what to do. You've been there for me, as my best friend, but I want you to become more than that, and if nothing was pushing me back right now then I can just go straight at it.

I'm just afraid that I'm still too much of a burden for anyone to carry, and I'm even more afraid that you'll hurt me because of it. Whether or not I come for you, please bare with me, because you said it yourself that I was not your average high school girl. <3