Spinning Insanity

I don't know why but 15 is gonna feel a lot different then 14

It may be because im just getting closer to 18,

Or maybe I've just grown out of the word 14.

It's sounds so old to say now.

So childish and young to say I'm 14.

I'm ready for 15.

15 also feels like it should be a rebellious number.

So I feel like maybe 15 will be my rebel year.

Gosh why can't march 4th come faster.

I feel like I am eager for a lot of dates to come.

I just want time to fast forward then I can press play and it can go from there at whatever speed it likes.

Today was a lazy day.

I sat and read mibba stories and listened to music all day.

It felt like it should have been a driving day but they didn't feel like driving.

But I'm too restless to just sit here

But I don't feel like doing anything

I feel like being lazy in the backseat, going nowhere all day.

But today is almost over....

WAIT!! total epiphany! I just realized tomorrow is MLK day (Martin Luther king jr day USA holiday)

So we don't have school!

I think that just made me happy.

Now I just have to decide what I want to do with my day.