Status: It is what it is

Spinning Insanity

Sharpen Up Your Teeth

Oh.

My.

Gosh.

Two things:

1: this stupid AE2 class keeps making me cry.

I used to only cry when I got really mad with someone I was arguing with.

And now I just cry all the time.

Over stupid things too.

I will sob over my sister telling me not to follow the "in crowd" (<---bunch o bullshit! I do not follow the in crowd!)

And when it's something big I go hysterical.

I read a story on here similar to my own once

The girl said "Depression is when you cry in the middle of family breakfast at Denny's."

It's so true.

we just cry for almost no fucking reason.

Something can remind me of something or someone can say something about me and I will just cry and cry and cry.

Today we wrote about what we really want to do with our lives.

The first sentence that came out of the teachers mouth was "Is someone or something holding you back from your dreams, if so you have the right to plow them over."

But for me. At this point in time.

That is impossible for me to do.

And that was it.

The tears just started flowing.

No one noticed though.

This class is great I actually love it but it just keeps making me cry.

It's like I'm kind of getting help without asking....not really but it does help a bit.

2: our family friend works at the Aragon Ballroom in security

That means I could possibly meet my heroes and the best thing that ever happened to me!

My Chemical Romance!!!!

Holyfuckingshit!!!!!
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