Spinning Insanity

So yesterday (Sunday) I was riding my horse bareback for the first time in forever and completely fell off and now my whole body is sore.

Yay

I am so confused on what I want to be

I want to be an artist

I want to be in a band

I want to be a photographer

I want to work with horses

I want to do therapy

I want to work with animals

I want to write

I HAVE NO FREAKING CLUE WHAT I WANT TO DO

I'm afraid I'm not good enough at art to make a living from it

Same with photography plus neither make that much money unless you work for like Disney

I can't really play an instrument

Horses are great but it's a job that really ties you down to where you live

Im afraid I'm not smart enough to go to school for phsycho therapy

I might wanna be a zookeeper

I really don't know

If you know of a magic job that involves most of those things TELL ME

And it also depends on if I get married

If my husband has a good paying job then maybe I will pursue photography

Eerrrg so confusing!!!!!