A Dream Come True

Chpt.4

“Logan, I don’t know what to say. I love you too, in that way I mean. I have since I remember, but I’m leaving and I don’t want us to lose this friendship. Its way to valuable. I`m so sorry. But maybe someday, something will happen.” I said with all the hurt I could possibly think of. This was what I wanted. Logan, my only love Logan.
I could feel his anger. “Your right” he said finally. “But at least promise this. You will call me at least once a day, we will still be best friends no matter what, and you won`t let fame get into your head.”
“I promise” I smiled and gave him a hug.
When we came back inside I told everyone that I loved them and that I was going to miss them so much, but that it was already 12:00 p.m and I had to get back to my house since I had an early flight tomorrow. I hugged everyone and Logan offered me a ride home (he was a junior so he could drive).
We got into his new car, a brand new Audi, yeah he was freaking rich. The ride home was kind of awkward since we didn’t talk that much, but when he pulled up in my driveway there was something I needed to say.
“Logan you have no idea how much I`m going to miss you.” Tears were starting to form in my eyes.
“I’m going to miss you too Gabs.” And with that he leaned in and kissed me. He kissed me with so much passion and I knew this was a great kiss, even though it was my first. I kissed him back and it lasted about 10 minutes. Finally I pulled away and left. I opened my front door and glanced back at him staring at me. I waved; he waved back and started to drive off. I went back inside and just like in movies I leaned against the door with a stupid smile on my face.
I went to my room and laid down on the bed. I put on some Taylor Swift music and boy is that girl a witch or what. I heard the lyrics
There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifiting eyes and vancancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

ENCHANTED TAYLOR SWIFT

And I realized I was enchanted and lucky to know logan. But then I heard
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say "Hi" to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know I haven't seen you around, before"

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feeling like there nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and hes got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're mommas waiting up and you think hes the one
And you're dancing round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.
FIFTEEN TAYLOR SWIFT

And I realized I loved Logan, he just wasn’t the guy for me. Not that Logan had done anything bad to me, but this song spoke to me in a different way, to me it meant that you may think you love someone but maybe you love the idea of being in love when its only just a crush and I know that’s all I feel for Logan.
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i know this chapter is really boring but guess what?? next chapter NO MORE LOGAN AND MORE ALLSTAR WEEKEND! haha but believe me this logan stuff is going to be important later and i know the song part is kinda dumb but i couldnt find another Taylor Swift song that said that so if you know let me know ;) so yeah comments anyone?