Memories

“It’s official, Anya we’ve now crowned you our designated driver for all future events we attend” I shook my head. I didn’t mind, since drinking was illegal for us anyways, but the fact that I hang out with people that don’t mind doing this is unacceptable.

“I think we should go out and party tonight!” Cliff declared, I gave him an evil look. “Or not”

“I’m not dealing with that disaster again…and I wasn’t exactly sober when I was driving”

“You weren’t?” Jay asked.

“I had a sip of Eric’s drink” Jay’s eyes widened. Should I be suspicious at all?

“Well that was a bad idea” Nick joked. “What did you have anyways, Eric?”

“I don’t know, Jay who was that girl that you got the drink from?” Jay shrugged.

“Some blond at the counter”

“Whatever that was, it was way to intense for me, I can still feel the catheter attached to my penis while I was at the hospital” I shook my head. “Oh god those are so weird”

“That’s what you guys get” I said sadly.

“Lesson learned”

…

(8 months in the future)

“Happy one year anniversary” I said to myself. I was looking over at a photo album I made with pictures of me and Eric. Our relationship was perfect any more but we were utterly in love.

I realize I was in love with Jay, I had butterflies with him whenever I saw him and now I feel the same with Eric. But now I feel nervous and nausea’s all the time around him.

I’m really in love. And this time I know it’s real.

“What do you want to do tonight?” Eric asked me. I shrugged. “We can remember the old times” Eric joked.

“Prom” was my first thought. Eric giggled.

“I’m sorry for ripping your dress”

“It’s ok, I didn’t like the dress anyways, it was the dress Sarah wore last year”

“You did look really great in it, your boobs looked huge in it” I rolled my eyes.

“Thanks…I guess”

He inched across my bed and kissed my lips. “I love you” he told me.

“I love you too” I told him. I kissed him back. He immediately drew him in, just as it was getting intense I had to back away from him. “Remember what happened at prom? You ripped my dress trying to get it off”

“Your not a guy, you don’t understand”

“Yeah I do understand, I dated Jay, he was so consumed by the idea that your not a man unless you lose your virginity”

“Well technically…”

“Don’t technically me”

“Just be quiet and kiss me” he smiled and leaned in again. He kissed me, things got intense so I just let things go. I didn’t know it would lead to what it lead to.

His cold fingers slowly inched up my back, gently pulling my tee shirt over my head. I did the same with him. Things were heating up pretty quickly. He unbuttoned my jeans and quickly slid them off. “You don’t mind doing this right?” he asked.

“I don’t care” I moaned softly as I felt Eric’s icy cold hands all over my body.

“Moan for me, baby” he told me. I moaned again. He couldn’t help but giggle.

“What?” I asked.

“I’ve been dreaming about this for a year” he told me.

…

“Oh my god” I said softly.

“Did I do a bad job?” he asked.

“No, it was perfect” Eric smiled, I couldn’t help but smile back. “You need to leave before 9” I looked over to the clock, it was 8:40” Eric kissed my forehead.

“Oh, I’m out” he got up and started to get dress. I couldn’t help but stare at him. He was well endowed.

I got dressed and led him to the door. “I’ll see you tomorrow in the woods?” I asked. He nodded. He kissed my lips

“I promise I’ll make it up to you”

“For what?”

“For not taking you out”

“I’m perfectly fine staying here, as long as I’m with you” he kissed my lips again.

“I’ll see you tomorrow”

“Bye”

I smiled and collapsed on the couch in my living room.

Did I just lose my virginity before Jay did? He’s going to have a fit.

…

The next morning I walked to the cemetery. Were just starting our summer vacation. I’m going to be a junior in the fall, I feel like it’s all happening to fast, but in reality it’s been almost three years of high school.

I can’t believe that this time two years ago I was going into high school, about to meet my first love and my best friends.

I can’t believe that two years ago I used to be a sweet little perfect angel, and now I’m the completely opposite…well I’m still a straight A student, I’m just not as sweet and perfect as everyone see’s me as.

As soon as I got into the woods I took my usual seat in between Nick and Eric. They already begun the daily ritual of smoking.

“Party tonight” Nick announced. “I know someone with a bong”

“and a bong is?” Nick, Eric, Jay and Cliff all gasped.

“You don’t know what a bong is?” Cliff asked me. I shook my head.

“Sounds inappropriate”

“You smoke illegal drugs out of it, for the ultimate high” Jay said. “It’s the best thing since sliced bread” that good?

“Well I’m not going” I told them. “I’m not getting a repeat of last time”

“Well if you don’t go, whose going to be the designated driver? Remember we already declared you the DD for life”

“Well I’m not going” I broke it to them. “I’m not going to baby you guys”

“Fine, we’ll play rock paper scissors” they played the first round, Jay VS Eric, Jay lost, so he went into the next round with Nick, Jay lost again, he went into the next round with Cliff and lost again.

“Damn it” I sighed. So Jay sucks at card games and silly children’s games? That must suck.

“If you need anything just call” I told him

“PLEASE COME ANYA!” Nick begged.

“No!”

“But you have your permit now so it’s legal”

“I still can’t drive with any of you”

“Who cares, it’s more legal then driving at 15” I rolled my eyes, they were literally impossible to get rid of.

“I don’t have my permit yet” Jay told me. “So yeah…”

“Well I’m not the one who lost rock paper scissors” the three of them got on their knee’s while Eric just laughed at how pathetic they were.

“FINE!” I exclaimed. “I will drop you off then I will pick you up at 1 AM”

“1 Am? That’s kinda early” Nick said. I gave him an extremely dirty/angry look. “1 AM is good” I smiled.

“What time should I drop you guys off?”

“Around 9 is good”

“Ok, I’ll pick you guys up from Nick’s house at 9” I started to walk out of the cemetery. “I have to work till 9 anyways so it works”

…

I was so lucky my sister snuck out with her boyfriend and didn’t take her car, or I wouldn’t be able to pick up the guys.

I stole her small white car and drove to Nick and Jay’s house. Like always they were smoking about a street away from there house. They all piled into the tiny car.

I took them to the party, they all got out minus Eric.

“See it's very define, you're one of a kind
But you're much on my mind, you often get decline
Oh lord my baby is driving me crazy” Eric sung. If he was a decent singer I would be able to tell what song he was singing.

“What song is that?” I asked.

“Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston” he said with a smile, I smiled back. “You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it will never work You had me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt They'll have you suicidal... Suicidal”

“You know that’s not true with me”

“I know, but your still beautiful, and sometimes just thinking about how much I love you hurts” I was slightly embarrassed. “And my mission is complete”

“Wait what?” I asked.

“I made you blush, I compliment you on purpose so you’ll blush so you’ll feel good about yourself”

“Wow…get out of my car” I said jokingly. He kissed my cheek, and then got out of the car. “1 AM” I told him

“1 AM” he repeated.

They won’t be done at 1 AM.

…

I came by the same house I dropped the guys off at 1AM. I was exhausted I shouldn’t have to be doing this. I know I should be partying the summer before my junior year, and just having fun, but when you’ve spent the last two years partying with Jay and Nick it just gets old.

I don’t like getting wasted like they do, it doesn’t appeal to me. If I was still the shy quiet person I was freshman year then I’d like being out of control, but now I like to know what’s going on at all times.

Eric came out on time. Thank god. He sat in the passenger side next to me. “Cliff’s on his way, he just has to grab his jacket, then Jay’s looking for Nick”

“On a scale of 1 to 10 how trashed are you guys”

“I didn’t touch any drinks” he said proudly.

“Wow, that’s a first” he seemed slightly embarrassed.

“I was afraid that I would do something stupid if I had anything to drink”

“Like cheat on me?”

“I Guess…or jump out of a window” I chuckled.

Cliff got in the car. “I just saw Jay and Nick”

“And…?”

“Nick’s getting in a fight with some guy” I took off my seat belt and got out of the car. I wasn’t tolerating this shit.

I marched right in the house with Eric and Cliff following close behind. I found the fight in the living room, I walked right into the middle of it to separate to the idiots.

Of course I didn’t expect that the other guy was so trashed that he would push me onto the ground. Eric lost it at that point.

“You did not just do that” Eric declared. He punched the guy in the face. Nick helped me to my feet.

“You ok?” he asked. I nodded. “You shouldn’t have done that” I shrugged.

Jay, Eric and Cliff kicked the snot out of that guy.

We finally got out of there just as we could here police sirens in the distance.

I shook my head at all of them when I stopped in front of Nick and Jay’s house. “You guys put me through so much crap…don’t expect me to drive you again”

“Trust me” Nick started. “We didn’t have any fun, your our wing man” I rolled my eyes. “You attract all the hot guys that have the hot girlfriends”

“That’s nice to know that’s all I’m useful for”

“Your welcome” Nick, Jay and Cliff got out of the car first. Eric kissed me on the lips.

“Your still amazing” he told me. “How were you not afraid to get inbetween Nick and George”

“George?” I asked.

“Wait, George Giles? The one in my grade?” I asked. “That was him? Oh were gonna have some problems when I see him again”

“Your friends with him?”

“I’m his math tutor, he’s supposed to protect me from all those sketchy seniors in the back parking lot…not be that sketchy kid…I guess hanging out with you guys makes me unafraid, even though I was in a dangerous situation”

“It wasn’t dangerous”

“Eric, George is at least twice your size, he can take both of us at the same time”

“…”

“Exactly” Eric kissed me again before getting out of the car. “Love you” I told him, just as he closed the door. He turned to face the car and made a heart with his hands, I returned the gesture.