Soulmates

Sierra's POV

I left the bus as fast as I could . I had no idea where I was going , since the tears that constantly ran down my cheeks blurred my vision . I was running , running to get away from HIM . Because I had just met that side of him , a side I never knew and thought didn't exist within him . But all this time , I was only fooling myself ...

Because the world isn't a fairytale , and the prince - charming every girl wishes to meet is never real . He exists only in dreams . And , unfortunately , dreams seize to make any sense the moment reality sinks in .

I never thought Brian was '' perfect '' . I mean , he's human , and he's bound to experience emotional outbursts . We all do . However , I never thought he'd take his anger out on me . I never could have imagined that he'd be able to hurt me , especially since he kept on saying that he'd never do such thing .

Well , I knew it was my fault too . I had played a significant role in our break-up , and that had caused him pain , I knew that . I doubted , though , he'd realized that the moment he got on that plane , regardless of the fact that I'd booked the flight , he broke my heart too . That I didn't want to give up on us the second I felt he did . That I was ready to tell him everything , but he , somehow , pushed me away .

I opened my eyes to see I was right in front of our bus . I sighed , and wiped the tears from my eyes . I couldn't let any of the guys know what had just happened between me and Brian .

It would ruin everything , considering the fact that the tour would last at least another 3 months . So , I faked a smile as I stepped in the bus , and after greeting the guys went in the bunk area , in order to get ready for tonight . I'd missed being on stage , and right then there was nothing else I'd rather do . Music had always been the one to save me , when no one was there , anyways .

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Ever since I'd stepped my foot on stage , everything felt amazing . The music , the vibe of the whole place made me forget of anything that had happened before . On stage , I felt un touchable .

'' How are you tonight ? '' I screamed at the mic , and smiled the moment I heard the cheering and whistlings coming from the audience as a response . However I frowned the moment I realizes which song was next ..

'' Okay , now ... We have a slow song for you . Just to make sure you somehow relax before Avenged Sevenfold take the stage and blow your f*cking minds like they always do ... '' I said , earning more screams and shouts from the audience ...

'' This is our last song for tonight , and it's a new one , so please be kind and give it a chance '' I joked , and screams of ''yeah '' and '' f*ck yeah '' echoed throughout the arena , something that pretty much encouraged me to start the song .

The song was written a few days ago , it hadn't even been recorded properly . It only featured two acoustic guitars , and of course the lyrics . Lyrics I'd written , all alone , but the guys insisted we didn't make any changes . They liked it just the way it was , so I couldn't do anything but agree with them .

After I got my acoustic , I casted one last look towards Jason , who held the second acoustic , and moved towards the mic once again .

'' Okay , let me see your hands now ... '' I said , and everyone got their hands up . Some were already holding their lighters , so I already knew it would be good . That was , if I managed to finish the song , and not let my emotions get in the way . I made sure the guitar was tuned , and started the song ...

I thought I'd heard you say
We'd be together
I thought I'd heard you promise
We'd last forever
So what happened yesterday , or the day before
All your promises , they walked right through the door

And now , it's getting hard for me to breathe
And our goodbye , darling , wasn't really how it was supposed to be
But I'm too scared to speak , I'm too afraid to see
That my only salvation is
What our yesterday used to be

I thought I'd heard you say
You'll never hurt me
I thought I'd heard you promise
You'll never break me
So what happened yesterday , or the day before
Defeated by our deepest demons , you chose to let go

And now , it's getting hard for me to breathe
And our goodbye , darling , wasn't really how it was supposed to be
But I'm too scared to speak , I'm too afraid to see
That my only salvation is
What our yesterday used to be

So run , baby , run
Away from me
So run , baby , run
Away from us
'Cause the only thing I'm gonna bring you is hurt
You said it your self
So just run , before I know ,
Just disappear

And now , it's getting hard for me to breathe
And our goodbye , darling , wasn't really how it was supposed to be
But I'm too scared to speak , I'm too afraid to see
That my only salvation is
What our yesterday used to be

The song finished , and I was on the verge of a breakdown as I looked at the cheering audience and saw that some girls had tears in their eyes as well ...

'' Thank you so much . We are Devilish Grins . You are an awesome crowd , and we'll be visiting you again very soon . Avenged Sevenfold is next , so I'm sure you'll have a wonderful night '' I shouted in the mic . I joined the guys and we hugged each other , same way we do after every gig , and then bowed to the audience . Jason and I started throwing picks , while Nick threw drum sticks .

After we ran out of picks and sticks , we bowed once more and exited the stage , making our way towards backstage . We were greeted by many people , roadies and stuff , but also from A7X . Well , everyone except Brian , who was nowhere to be found . I shrugged that off , though , even feeling some sense of relief as I definitely wasn't ready to face him . Not after what had happened in the afternoon ...

So , I rushed to our bus , desperately in need of a cold shower . Thankfully I got to the bathroom before anyone else could , so got in the shower and allowed myself to relax .

I got done , and started thinking of what I should wear . I realized , though , that I had no idea where we'd be going .

'' Jason ? '' I shouted , and earned a muffled response as Jason stepped in the bunk area , his mouth full of some kind of cookies ...

'' Whaaaaa ? '' he said , and I chuckled as I watched him basically '' drowning '' on chocolate ...
'' Swallow , first of all ... I don't want you dying on me , I mean we have a tour ... '' I joked and he shrugged after swallowing ...

'' We could f*ck this tour and get another one . One with Megadeth , or f*cking Slayer . A real f*cking band , Sierra , not a clown - band , like the one we are touring with right now ... '' he said with a smile , a smile he always had when we chose to use sarcasm .

'' C'mmon , Jason , you know you love it ... '' I joked as I saw the smile fading for a few seconds , before it turned into a wide smirk ...

'' Darling , I love a nuclear explosion on my my d*ck more than touring with them ... And you know it ... '' he joked and I punched him in the arm .

'' Anyways , do you have any idea what we're doing tonight ? '' I asked him ...

'' Hot , steamy , loud and incredibly wild s- ''

'' Seriously , Jason ... '' I said , cutting off his idiotic response before it could get worse ...

'' Uhm , I think we go to their bus ... AGAIN ! Something about the tour starting once again or something ... But seriously , now that I think about it , we ALWAYS go to their bus . I mean , what the f*ck ? What's wrong with our bus ? '' he said desperately , and I chuckled once more ...

'' Jason , their bus is bigger . Plus , they are headliners . It kind of makes sense ... '' I said , and he threw his hands in the air dramatically ...

'' Well , at least they have good beer ... And they play decent music from the stereos , aka THANK GOD not theirs ... '' he said and groaned out in pain loudly as I punched his arm once again , this time hard though ...

'' You are such a jackass sometimes , you know that ? '' I asked while laughing as he approached me and hugged me tightly ...

'' You know I love you , right ? '' he answered the question with a question ...

'' I know , Jason ... I love you too .. '' I nodded and I felt him tightening his hold on me ...

'' So , you should know that even though he's going to be there , I don't want you to let him bring you down ... It's going to be alright , in the end , you'll see ... '' I heard his soft voice , and I couldn't help but smile ...

'' How do you know that ? '' I asked quietly ...

'' Because I saw him ... During the song , he was standing on the side of the stage ... Some kind of bimbo was all over him , but he didn't take his eyes off of you ... Not even for a second . And I could swear to God I saw some tears in his eyes as well ... The moment the song ended , though , he rushed away from the stage , like he wanted to hide or something ... '' he explained and my eyes widened ...

'' You ... You think he found out ? '' I asked , and Jason chuckled ...

'' Baby , he's a fool ... But not stupid .... '' he said before turning his head towards the main area of the bus , where probably Nick and Matt were sitting ...

'' Matt , Nick ... Get ready , we are supposed to be in that damned bus of that damned band in less than 15 minutes ... '' , he shouted before turning to me again ...

'' Same goes for you too ... 15 minutes ... '' he said before kissing my cheek and disappearing in the bathroom . I sighed , smiling to myself as I stared at all the clothes that were laying everywhere in the room , trying to figure out what the f*ck would I wear tonight .

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Basically , no one would stay in the bus . Thank God , we were close to the beach , so everyone decided it would be an awesome idea if we all went to there , light a big fire and generally have a great time . Even though that scene was familiar to me , and in a not - too - nice way , I wouldn't spoil the mood , so I tried my best to look excited as the whole crowd made its way towards the beach .

It was a beautiful night , all the stars were clear and sparkling against the black sky . After much effort , we managed to light up a pretty big fire , and sat around it ...

'' Okay , what should we do now ? '' Matt asked , and Zacky spoke ...

'' Let's play something ... Sierra , strip show ... Who agrees ? '' he said and immediately raised his hand , and my eyes widened as I saw everybody raising their hands after him . Everybody , except one ...

'' You guys must be joking ... No way in hell I'm doing that ... '' I said , and they all started pouting and frowning , mumbling '' why '' .

'' I'm not drunk enough for that ... That's why , so that's out of the table ... You'll have to think of something else ... '' I stated and positioned my self against Jason's chest ...

'' Truth Or Dare ... '' Johnny said , and after some minutes we all agreed on that ...

'' Even though we are not 14 anymore ... I'll start ... '' Matt said , and after some chuckling he asked the first question to , I think , Zacky . I couldn't care less about what was going on around me , though , as my eyes were fixed on Brian . He kept his head low , he never once looked up or said anything . And that made me feel , well , nervous . And by nervous I meant sad ...

'' Heey , Sierra ... Truth or Dare ? '' I heard Zacky ask me , and I played it safe ... Or so I thought

'' Truth ... '' I said simply , after taking a small sip from my beer ...

'' Have you ever kissed a girl ? '' he asked like a 4 year old , and I chuckled , as did the others ...

'' Yeap , I have ... '' I said , and suddenly their heads all shot up ...

'' What ? It's not that big deal ... I'm next right ? '' I asked and they all faintly nodded ...

'' Okay , Jason ... Truth or Dare ? '' I asked , and Jason smirked ...

'' You know me , I always go for Dare ... '' he replied , and I smiled ...

'' Hmmm ... You know , we don't know the guys that well ... I mean maybe they are not willing to do anything ...'' I smirked , and Matt cleared his throat ...

'' We are in , Sierra ... Believe us , we've done crazy sh*t ... '' he smirked back at me , and I smiled again ...

'' Okay , then ... Jason , you go and give Matt a hot , hot , hot kiss , while reaching underneath his shirt and softly caress his chest ... '' I said , and Jason , even though his face twisted in horror for a few seconds , he then smirked at me ...

'' You are the most twisted person ever , Sierra , you know that ? '' , he said , and I simply nodded ..

'' Whatever helps you through the night , darling ... '' I replied , and smiled and cheered as I saw Jason approaching Matt .

He hesitantly reached underneath Matt's shirt , and started rubbing his hand over his chest . Both his and Matt's faces had turned red , whereas the rest of us couldn't stop laughing at the sight in front of us . Jason looked apologetically towards Matt , before he crushed his lips on his , and shut his eyes closed as well .

After a minute Jason broke away , and rushed to his place as he cursed under his breath . He softly punched my arm , mouthing a serious '' I'll kill you and then f*ck your corpse '' before running his hands up and down his face and looking up ...

'' After that so pleasant event , is it my turn ? '' Jason asked , and everyone nodded ...

'' Alright , then ... Synyster Gates , or Brian , or whatever the f*ck you call yourself ... '' Jason said and I glared at him , not knowing where he was going with it . Brian raised his head slowly , his eyes looking tired as he tried to show the slightest of interest in what Jason had to say ...

'' What ? '' he said weakly ...

'' Truth or Dare ? '' Jason pressed , and I was about to interfere the moment Matt did it for me ...

'' Man , I don't think he's in the mood or something tonight ... Maybe later , okay ? He's feeling tir- '' Matt tried reasoning with Jason , but Brian responded ...

'' Truth ... '' he said strongly , looking directly in Jason's eyes ...

'' Do you regret how you treated her ? '' Jason asked , and I glared even stronger at him . He shouldn't be doing that , in front of everyone . Couldn't he see how it affected Brian ? The moment Jason asked the question , Brian's head hung low once more , and started slightly shivering . I could tell he was fighting his own emotions ...

'' He doesn't have to answer the question , it's only a game ... Let's con- '' I tried reasoning everyone , but Jason shook his head ...

'' He's part of the game , he has to answer ... It's a simple '' yes '' or '' no '' question '' anyways ... '' Jason responded with a smile , but I kept glaring at him .

'' Jason you are being a total d- '' I said , but Brian's response interrupted me ...

'' Yes ... More than anything ... '' he said before standing up and starting walking away from us ...

I was left speechless , and with a thousand eyes glued on me ...