Status: Just something that came to me, I don't know what will happen to it. Ideas are welcomed :D
If This Was a Movie, It Wouldn't Be Like This
Worry, Saddness, and Loss.
It's been a month since we lost our baby. Lee is still sad, but he puts on a happy face for me. It kills me that he has to pretend everything is okay, even when it's not.
I love him you know. I loved our baby. And we'll make it through this. I know we will. We've made it through all the other shit, we can make it through this.
I just hope he doesn't do something stupid. I'm worried about him. And I think he's worried about me. I think he hears me crying at night. That hurts.
"Lee?"
"Yeah baby?"
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah," he smiled. He leaned over and kissed my forehead, "I love you Myka."
"I love you too. We'll make it."
"I know we will. I know."
I love him you know. I loved our baby. And we'll make it through this. I know we will. We've made it through all the other shit, we can make it through this.
I just hope he doesn't do something stupid. I'm worried about him. And I think he's worried about me. I think he hears me crying at night. That hurts.
"Lee?"
"Yeah baby?"
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah," he smiled. He leaned over and kissed my forehead, "I love you Myka."
"I love you too. We'll make it."
"I know we will. I know."
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short chapter, I know. :( But I only have a limited amount of time and I felt bad for not updating for so long. Sorry guys... Been really busy :/ and I don't really know where to go with this story. I might just delete it. Ideas?