Sorry for Party Rocking

How To Love

I looked at Sky. He looked so pathetic. "I want to explain."

I glared at him. "Fuck you."

He looked like his heart sunk. "Alicia please."

I looked away from him. "I was going to talk it out and forgive you last night. I really was. Now that I see that you care that fucking much, fuck it. You can go make out with an engaged woman. I don't fucking care. I'm going to find myself a guy that actually tries."

He grabbed my hand. "I will try."

I yanked my hand away. "No."

I heard the door open. Jordan was standing in the doorway. "Really Alicia? You are supposed to be dating Sid and I find you in here with this stupid black motherfucker. What is going on with you?"

I sighed and grabbed his hand. "The two people in his group locked us in here together."

Sky made eye contact with Jordan. "Alicia, if you don't talk this out with me. I'll tell your boyfriend what REALLY happened in here tonight."

Jordan glared at me. "You did cheat on Sid!"

I gasped. "No I didn't!"

Sky laughed. "Don't lie, Alicia. We did a lot in here. Jordan, listen to me. She's lying."

Jordan looked at Sky questioningly. "Why should I trust you?"

Sky smirked. "What do I have to lose? Besides. She has left Crosby for me before."

Jordan pushed me back in the room. "Cheating whore."

I ran out of the room and bumped into Sidney. I bit my lip. "How much did you hear?"

Sid shook his head. "The whole thing."

I looked at the ground. "It's over?"

He turned away. "You bet your ass it is." With that said, he walked away.

I ran straight out of the arena and began to walk down the cold, dark Pittsburgh streets. "You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart. Never really had luck. Couldn't ever figure out how to love. How to love. You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever. Now you're in a corner tryna put it together how to love. How to love."

I felt a presence behind me. "For a second you were here. Now you over there. It's hard not to stare, the way you moving your body like you never had a love. Never had a love. When you were a youngin your looks were so precious, but now you're grown up. So fly. It's like a blessing, but you can't have a man look at you for five seconds without you vein insecure. You never credit yourself, so when you got older it seems like it came back ten times over. Now you're sitting here in this damn corner. Looking through all of your thoughts and looking over your shoulders."

I turned around to see Lil' Wayne. I was completely shocked! "You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart. Never really had luck. Couldn't ever figure out how to love. How to love. You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever. Now you're in a corner tryna put it together how to love. How to love."

He smiled. "For a second you were here. Now you over there. It's hard not to stare, the way you moving your body like you never had a love. Never had a love. Oh, you had a lot of dreams that transformed to visions. The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions. But it wasn't your fault. Wasn't in your intentions to be the one here talking to me. Be the one listening. But I admire your popping bottles and dipping. Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping. Baby, so don't be mad. Nobody else tripping. You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook."

I sighed. "You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart. Never really had luck. Couldn't ever figure out how to love. How to love. You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever. Now you're in a corner tryna put it together how to love. How to love."

He grabbed my hand. "See I just want you to know that you deserve the best. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. And I want you to know, you're far from the usual. Far from the usual."

I let a tear fall. "You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart. Never really had luck. Couldn't ever figure out how to love. How to love. You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever. Now you're in a corner tryna put it together how to love. How to love."

He wiped the tear from my face. "You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart. Never really had luck. Couldn't ever figure out how to love. How to love. You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever. Now you're in a corner tryna put it together how to love. How to love."  

I smiled a little. "Thank you."

He smiled back. "Dont cry. Beautiful girls shouldn't cry."

I sighed. "I lost everything."

He grabbed my hand and took me to a party. "Nothing like a party and some alcohol to take the pain away for a little bit."

Let the night begin.