L.G.B.T.

I wake up and look around. I spot a picture of Toby. Hmmm, I didn't realize I'd stayed so long. I sit up and my whole body hurts. And I realize I'm naked. "The hell?!" I exclaim. I look to my left and see Toby. He's naked too. I cover my mouth and try not to cry. My memory was coming back to me, the kissing and rubbing. Him spreading open my legs and pleasuring me. I felt horrible. I felt like a ho. I just cheated on my girlfriend. To make matters worse, I cheated with a boy. I'm crying a little harder now. I can't face Duchesne. Not after this. Toby wakes up.
"What's wrong, babe?" He asks, genuinely concerned. I ignore him and keep crying. "Girls," Toby quipped, shaking his head. "Can never figure out what's wrong with them." I gotta pray about this. Chez is gonna hate me. She's just never gonna talk to me.
She's gonna drop me.
I won't let her have that opportunity, though.
I have to beat her to that point.
I'm officially one of those bad bisexuals.
I just let Duchesne down.
I let MYSELF down.
I can't. Frigging. Believe it.