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Heart's Desire
Chapter Six: something's telling me to leave but I won't, cause I am dammed if I do, dammed if don't
»Sunday«
Friday I got fingered by professor. And I haven't heard from him since. How is Monday going to be? Awkward?
"Good morning stanford!" The radio announced. But my luck I was awake till 5 thinking of Carter, the way he kissed me. Touched me. Like I want to me touched....
I stumble from my bed pushing hair back. Still stunned.
I stood up walking to my closet deciding on what to wear for the Brunch with my loving mother and father. How I missed them so much.
With that I had no strength to look fancy so I grab my red stalking's blue sun dress and my combat boots.
With that I turn on my stereo as Death of me by Asking Alexandria blast through it.
"You know I lost my mind before." Danny worsnop sings, and I know how he feels. I am losing my mind now.
10 minuets later I came back to the dorm room.
My towel fell off me as I tug my thumbs in the front.
The image of him kissing me still haunts me. Fuck!
«An hour later«
"And I have been, waiting for so long so long, she'll never know!" I sang loud to All time low as I hit the high way.
The music stopped as I hear the tune.
"Answer." I announced.
"Damon." The car says.
Damon?
"Hello?"
"Hey you miss me?"
I roll my eyes shaking my head. Not as much as I wanted to. "How are you? How is UPEN?"
Damon was my first... My first kiss my first my boyfriend and well you know my first. He broke up with me after graduation saying its not going to work. And he was right. Damon Sanders is the face of UPEN. Football captain just like high school. Girls want him just like in high school, and boys want to be him just like in high school.
"Good. I am transferring."
What.
"Oh wow. That's uh amazing Damon."
"You wanna have coffee?"
I bit down my bottom lip still tasting Carter on my lips. Mm. Want that again.
"Now?"
"Is now and option?"
"Uh, I am actually having brunch with my parents, rainchek?
"Okay. Its good to hear your voice." With that he hanged up. Uh...
No. Don't.
I climbed out straitening my jacket.
Here we go.
I walk in seeing my parents laughing and enjoying Life. three people with em?
"Jessica!" My mom bellows hugging me tight.
"Hi mom." I let go kissing my dads cheek. "You okay?"
He gave me a small smile and nod. "I am fine angel.
"Jessica I would like you to meet Sandra and William Jenkins, and their son Mathew."
Wait I know the woman. I hold my hand out trying not to fan girl. "Mrs. Jenkins, oh my. I am a huge fan of your work.."
She nods shaking my hand firmly. "Thank you."
I sat down all excited. "The valentino is magnificent, I can't just get lost in the painting."
"It is my favorite piece as well." She laughs. "Bright young girl Morgan." She says to my mom.
"You know it, Jessica here is very creative. Junior at stanford."
"What are you studying?" Matt asks with a smile. He must be what 18?
"English literature."
"Beautiful." William sighs shaking his head.
I grab the bacon putting in my plate as we talk about random things. Mm, god I am really hungry.
"Here he is!" I hear william says.
"Oh dear you look lovely." I hear Sandra mummers.
"Morgan, Edward this my eldest Carter."
Mm bacon- wait Carter.
I slowly look up seeing my professor. His eyes wide as well as mine. Holy shit.
"Honey stand up." My mom grumbles pinching my arm.
I stood up almost falling back down. "Nice to meet you." I whisper.
"Pleasure." He says. Oh god he looks amazing. Black pin strip shirt, skinny jeans and combat boots.
I sallow the remaining bacon in my mouth searching for air.
He is as shocked as me!
Friday I got fingered by professor. And I haven't heard from him since. How is Monday going to be? Awkward?
"Good morning stanford!" The radio announced. But my luck I was awake till 5 thinking of Carter, the way he kissed me. Touched me. Like I want to me touched....
I stumble from my bed pushing hair back. Still stunned.
I stood up walking to my closet deciding on what to wear for the Brunch with my loving mother and father. How I missed them so much.
With that I had no strength to look fancy so I grab my red stalking's blue sun dress and my combat boots.
With that I turn on my stereo as Death of me by Asking Alexandria blast through it.
"You know I lost my mind before." Danny worsnop sings, and I know how he feels. I am losing my mind now.
10 minuets later I came back to the dorm room.
My towel fell off me as I tug my thumbs in the front.
The image of him kissing me still haunts me. Fuck!
«An hour later«
"And I have been, waiting for so long so long, she'll never know!" I sang loud to All time low as I hit the high way.
The music stopped as I hear the tune.
"Answer." I announced.
"Damon." The car says.
Damon?
"Hello?"
"Hey you miss me?"
I roll my eyes shaking my head. Not as much as I wanted to. "How are you? How is UPEN?"
Damon was my first... My first kiss my first my boyfriend and well you know my first. He broke up with me after graduation saying its not going to work. And he was right. Damon Sanders is the face of UPEN. Football captain just like high school. Girls want him just like in high school, and boys want to be him just like in high school.
"Good. I am transferring."
What.
"Oh wow. That's uh amazing Damon."
"You wanna have coffee?"
I bit down my bottom lip still tasting Carter on my lips. Mm. Want that again.
"Now?"
"Is now and option?"
"Uh, I am actually having brunch with my parents, rainchek?
"Okay. Its good to hear your voice." With that he hanged up. Uh...
No. Don't.
I climbed out straitening my jacket.
Here we go.
I walk in seeing my parents laughing and enjoying Life. three people with em?
"Jessica!" My mom bellows hugging me tight.
"Hi mom." I let go kissing my dads cheek. "You okay?"
He gave me a small smile and nod. "I am fine angel.
"Jessica I would like you to meet Sandra and William Jenkins, and their son Mathew."
Wait I know the woman. I hold my hand out trying not to fan girl. "Mrs. Jenkins, oh my. I am a huge fan of your work.."
She nods shaking my hand firmly. "Thank you."
I sat down all excited. "The valentino is magnificent, I can't just get lost in the painting."
"It is my favorite piece as well." She laughs. "Bright young girl Morgan." She says to my mom.
"You know it, Jessica here is very creative. Junior at stanford."
"What are you studying?" Matt asks with a smile. He must be what 18?
"English literature."
"Beautiful." William sighs shaking his head.
I grab the bacon putting in my plate as we talk about random things. Mm, god I am really hungry.
"Here he is!" I hear william says.
"Oh dear you look lovely." I hear Sandra mummers.
"Morgan, Edward this my eldest Carter."
Mm bacon- wait Carter.
I slowly look up seeing my professor. His eyes wide as well as mine. Holy shit.
"Honey stand up." My mom grumbles pinching my arm.
I stood up almost falling back down. "Nice to meet you." I whisper.
"Pleasure." He says. Oh god he looks amazing. Black pin strip shirt, skinny jeans and combat boots.
I sallow the remaining bacon in my mouth searching for air.
He is as shocked as me!