They say love is blind, or is it just me?

Part eightteen:

~Bam’s POV~
Fuck I miss her.. Why didn’t I just say it before I left? That way I could call her and tell her how much I miss her. Now I have to keep it all to my fucking self.. I sat on the couch of the tourbus waiting for the fangirls to move out of the way. It had been a week now. In three days it was new years. I wish I could just be home.. never thought I’d say it, but I don’t feel like skating. Does she even like me? She totally froze when I kissed her. It did feel good though. I just hope she felt the same spark.. Argh.. "I’ll call her.. " I muttered to myself. I heard Tony sigh from his spot across me. He couldn’t stand to see me like this.. neither could I.. I stood up and grabbed my cell.
"Llow? " Came Drea’s voice. I could hear Knoxville and Pontius in the background. They still came over even if I wasn’t there.
"Hey Drea.. it’s me.. how are you? " I asked making smalltalk. She laughed
"I’m fine Bam.. Cas is in her room, I’ll get her for you. " I smiled. Just thinking about her made me smile. Just when I thought I was going to get her on the line, Drea cam back again.
"Bam.. she misses you a lot, and if she knows I told you this.. I’m dead. But I think it’s about time you knew for sure. " I raised an eyebrow
"Ehh.. huh? " I asked confused.
"She loves you Bam, exactly the way you love her.. She told me, she finally admitted to herself that she loves you. She is just way to scared to let you know. And I know you have the balls to do something now you know she loves you just as much as you love her.. " She said in one big breath.
"Uhh..I.. " I stumbled over my words. "Ahh shit! "
"Shit? What is it? " Drea said almost panicked.
"Now I really can’t wait to get back home again.. !" I whined. I couldn’t believe my ears. She really loved me!? Jesus Christ, now these one and a half weeks were going to be even harder.. My heart fluttered at the thought of her.
"Don’t tell her yet okay Drea..? I just want to say it in person.. " I said softly.
"You know I won’t.. now.. I’ll get her on.. See you soon Bam. "
"Bye Dre.. "
"Bammle! " Chase’s voice sounded tired but happy. I smiled.
"Hey sleepyhead.. how’s life at my castle.. everything still in one piece? " I asked her laughing.
"For as far as I can see.. yes.. " She replied dryly. I rolled my eyes.
"Wow Chase.. that’s sharp.. I guess it was kind of a unnescessary question, with Knoxville around.. He did leave my hummer alone right? " I asked with a little panic in my voice. She laughed.
"Yup, that, I know for a fact! He said he was afraid the saw he was going to use on it would end up his ass.. or something like that. " I laughed at her statement.
"Damn straight.. at least he has learned what’s good for him.. " She laughed again.
"Bammle.. these people never learn.. " I rolled my eyes, she’s right.. I sighed.
"Damn.. I miss you.. It’s weird being away again! It’s been a long time.. " I said softly. Now I knew she felt the same, I felt more confident saying I missed her.
"I miss you too.. it’s weird without you here.. " My heart fluttered at her words, never thought I’d feel that..
"Just one and a half week, you’ll call at new years right? " I asked hopefully
"Yes Bam, I’ll call.. wouldn’t want you to go without your new years wishes.. " She laughed. I smiled but frowned when tony called me.
"Shit, have to go.. the crowd finally moved, they need me. " I said disappointed.
"Sure.. I’ll call you in three days okay? I’ll try to get the guys to keep everything in one piece.. " She said with a smile.
"Yeah.. that’ll help with them.. " I said rolling my eyes. She laughed.
"Hey! At least I tried! " I smiled.
"Yea I know.. thanks.. Bye Chase.. "
"Bye Bammle.. good luck! "
We both hung up.

~Your POV~
I sighed after we hung up. I now knew what they meant in those sappy love stories. My heart literally ached from not being with him.. "Cassie! My fair maiden! " Knoxville yelled when he almost broke my door down. "You have the honour of being mine to protect in our new years jousting game! " I was scooped up and he carried me downstairs. I couldn’t help but laugh, they really knew how to cheer me up. But the only one to bring a permanent smile to my face was Bam..

~FF to new years eve~
"Cassiehieee Come on! It’s almost midnight! " Dico whined from outside. "Coming! " I said a little softer. I’d rather just stay inside and call Bam, but I didn’t want to make it too obvious. I made my way outside and felt someone wrap an arm around my waist. "You okay babe? " Steve-o said in my ear. I smiled a fake smile. "Yeah, just warn me when they start to light the fireworks, those scare the shit out of me. " He chuckled, oblivious to the fact that I felt miserable. He’s a sweet guy, really, but he could be blind to his surroundings sometimes.. Everyone started counting and I joined them. At 0, I received a lot of kisses on my cheeks including a lick from captain. "You want me to take you in? They’ll probably light the fireworks soon.. " I nodded and let Steve-o take me inside. When I sat down, he walked out again. I grabed my cell and called Bam. "Our apologies, we are currently unable to direct your call. " a mechanical voice said. I snapped my phone shut. "Shit.. " I muttered.

~Bam’s POV~
"FUCK BAM! Stop looking at the goddamn clock every second! " Tony yelled in frustration. He hardly ever swore, but I guess I really annoyed him this time. It was 0:45 now. She still hadn’t called. Did something happen? Did she forget about me? I didn’t want to call her, afraid we’d call at the same time and get the busy tone.. "She’ll call man, don’t worry.. " Tim said from his bunk. As if on que, my phone went off. I picked it up right away, not caring about my personal rule that I can’t look desperate when I pick it up. "Hello? " I said. "Bam! Finally! Stupid phone company.. " Chase muttered the last part. I laughed. "What? Why are they stupid? " I said completely forgetting about my panic state from before. "I couldn’t get through! " She yelled frustrated. I laughed, that made me feel a whole lot better, she didn’t forget about me.. "Soo.. happy new years Bammle! " She suddenly said happily. I laughed. "Happy new years to you too Cazzle. The house still in one piece? I’m almost afraid to ask.." She bursted out laughing. "Cazzle? I prefer Chase Bammle.. But yeah, it’s pretty much in one piece.. they decided not to light anything inside this year, probably for the best. " She said sarcastically. I could just see her rolling her eyes. "Who knew those guys would actually grow a brain. " She added. I laughed at her statement. "Pure luck.. they’ll never have a brain! " She laughed with me. Oh god how I love to hear that laugh. Fuck, she has me all sappy and shit.. "But, anything interested happening over there? " She asked, tearing me from my thoughts. "Nah.. " I answered. "Not really, just skating and hanging out. We went to a few bars. Tony actually got panties from a girl.. that shit was funny.. " I laughed remembering the event. Tony shot me an evil glare, he wasn’t to happy with that.. Cassie chuckled. "That must have been something.. It hasn’t been so interesting here either.. Don’t really know what to tell you. To be honest, this house kinda dies when you’re not around.. " She said with a laugh. She didn’t know how much that comment meant to me. "Well, I’m going out with the guys.. just a few drinks. I’ll talk to you later okay? " I said seeing the guys waiting impatiently by the door. "Yeah sure, have fun okay? I’m looking forward to next week. " She said with a smile. I smiled also at the fluttering feeling in my gut. "Yeah.. me too.. bye Chase, don’t get too drunk aye? " I said laughing. She gasped. "Look who’s talking mister! Screw you! " She laughed. I chuckled. "Later Chase.. " "Bye Bammle.. " She said softly. I hung up. I was glad I got to talk to her. The guys threw me a jacket and pushed me out the door. The goofy smile wouldn’t leave my face for the rest of the night, that’s for sure..

~Your POV~
I yawned and stretched. I hadn’t slept really good lately, but I did last night for some reason. I shot up, it hit me. Bam was coming back today! The jackass guys were still here, ‘cause they wanted to see Bam too. So I can’t say it was boring while he was gone. But I really couldn’t wait to have him back again, I missed him like crazy! Even though I can’t really tell him. Someone knocked on my door, I was still in bed. "Open! " I yelled. "Hah, I knew you would be awake.. " Drea laughed. I stuck out my tongue at her. "So sue me.. I missed him! Do you know how late he is getting back here? She shrugged. "Not a clue.. not that early I think. They’ll probably have to travel a lot to get back. You’ll know when he gets here. " She said jumping next to me on my bed. I nodded. "Yeah, probably.. My muscles are aching.. I’m going to take a hot bath to relax them. Still want me to come with you to get your stuff after? " She nodded fastly, the bed shook. I laughed. "Yeah! Else it’ll be so boring.. You sure you’re coming.. don’t you have to wait for your lover? " She said poking me in the side. I huffed. "No Drea.. stop saying that.. " She had been taunting me for the past week. But I had something to taunt her with when Dico had asked her to move in with us. She shrieked so hard there actually came a crack in a wineglass that stood on the table. I talked to Bam a few more times this week. Not really special conversations, the last was two days ago. I missed everything about him, it was crazy. So I decided I would go with Drea to keep her company while she packed. That would get my mind of things. "Just let me take a bath okay? I don’t know why, but I’m sore as hell.. " I said crawling over her to get out of bed. "Yea sure.. we’ll go in like one and a half hours or something? " she asked me. "Meh, something like that.. Probably just one hour.. I can’t really lay still for that long.. " I said with a grin. She laughed and pushed me into the bathroom. I started the bath and put some music on. Ready to enjoy some nice me time..

"Gees, you weren’t kidding when you said you can’t lay still! " Drea exclaimed when I entered the kitchen. I chuckled. "Big freaking deal.. how long has it been anyway? " "45 minutes.. " She snickered. I rolled my eyes. "Whatever.. we going or what? " She jumped up. "Yeashureee! " She yelled. I raised my eyebrow at her. "What? You’re the only one who can be random here? " I chuckled. "Guess not.. " I mumbled. "That’s what I thought.. " She said triumphantly. I laughed. "Let’s just go randomgirl.. " I said giving her a little push. "Hey! I claimed random a long time ago! " Dunn yelled from the living room. I rolled my eyes. "We know hun, we know.. We won’t use it in public okay? That way you can still claim it! " he didn’t answer.. so I guess he was cool with it. Weirdo..

~Drea’s POV~
"Cas, you know where I left my CD box? " I said making my way trough all the shit that was in my living room now. "Ehh, sweetie.. " She said pointing to her face. I slapped my forehead. "Doh.. sorry, of course you don’t.. FUCK.. I didn’t know I had this much junk! " I said waving my arms around in frustration. Cassie let out a little giggle. I flicked my fingers against her temples. "Hey! NO laughing at the moving girl.. I know something you don’t know anyway.. so you don’t have a reason to laugh at me. Cause that I know is waaay more important! " I said triumphantly, sticking my chest out a little. "Wow, Dre.. that made absolutely no sense.. what so ever.. But I can live with the fact that you know something I don’t.. There are a lot of things I don’t know.. " She said laughing. I rolled my eyes. "That’s just stating the obvious.. " I mumbled. "Hey! NO need to get insulting! " Cassie said laughing. I stuck out my tongue. "And put that back in your mouth.. " I raised an eyebrow while she smirked..

~Bam’s POV~
I was so happy when I saw my house coming near again. The bus seemed to drive slower by the second. Tony watched me with amusement. What first was annoying, was now amusing. I couldn’t wait to get home again, see everyone again.. especially Chase. Oh Jesus how I missed that girl.. The bus stopped in my drive way and I jumped out. I waved at the guys, I already said my goodbyes. I grabbed my bags and walked, it came close to running, towards the house. I opened the door. "HONEY! I’M HOME! " I yelled laughing. The guys all opened their doors and stormed out. Yeah, needless to say I ended up beneath a pile of full grown male body’s. I looked around but couldn’t find Chase anywhere. "She went with Drea to get her stuff.. " Dico said putting a hand on my shoulder. I smirked. "So she said yes huh? " I said to him. He smiled, he truly loved her. "Yeah dude.. she even broke a glass doing it.. " I raised an eyebrow but laughed when he told me. "Cassie is with her, they should be back soon though.. " Dico said looking at his watch. I smiled. "That’s okay.. I need a plan of action anyway.. "I said sitting down on the couch and putting my head in my hands.