Cause I'm Five Minutes Older

I paced my room searching in my head for something. I couldn’t quite pick it out. It was a melody stuck in my head. It kept playing over and over. I picked up one of my guitars and started playing it. Then With one sentence it started blooming into more. It expanded and I needed to tell someone close to me. Nick was who I needed. As I dialed the number I hummed.
“Hey this is Nick can’t get to my phone right now. Leave a message.” Nick’s voice came from the phone.
“Hi Nick this is Abbi. Uh, I wanted to run this song by you.” I started.
“Let’s heard it.” Nick’s voice responded.
“Wow Nick your mean.”
“Just sing the song sis. Wait who’s it for? David.”
“How did you guess?”
“I know you very well, sing it. I really want to hear it.”
“Okay, but you can’t laugh.”
“I won’t.”
“Promise?”
“Yes.” I prepared myself to sing.
“All I want to do is stand close to you
All I want to do is stand close to you

I'll be the one to tell everyone I'm gone
I've fallen in
To a place I can begin to understand.
I'm just happy you're here to hold my hand

All I want to do is stand close to you
Be by your side
All I want to do is make the world revolve
Around you and I
What I would give up
What I would go through
To get it right
All I want to do in this lifetime is make you mine
All I want to do in this lifetime is make you mine

My secret's out
It's been hidden in my heart
That's over now
I want everyone to know I found it all
You're the everything I've never had
And baby I got it bad

All I want to do is stand close to you
Be by your side
All I want to do is make the world revolve
Around you and I
What I would give up
What I would go through
To get it right
All I want to do in this lifetime is make you mine
All I want to do in this lifetime is make you mine

And it's far too hard to see (to see)
What the future will be
Everywhere I go (everywhere I go)
Everywhere I go now you're with me

Make you mine
All I want to do is stand close to you
Make you mine
All I want to do is stand close to you

All I want to do is stand close to you
Be by your side
All I want to do is make the world revolve
Around you and I
What I would give up
What I would go through
To get it right
All I want to do in this lifetime is make you mine
All I want to do in this lifetime is make you mine

Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah
Na na na na, na na na na na, Make you mine
Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah
Na na na na, na na na na na, Make you mine
Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah
Na na na na, na na na na na, Make you mine
Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah
Na na na na, na na na na na, Hey hey
Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah (make you mine)
Na na na na, na na na na na, Make you mine
Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah
Na na na na…” I finished and waited it took him a minute, but he responded.
“Wow.”
“It’s that bad?”
“No that I can’t even start. It took my breath from my lungs. Maybe it because I’m not used to you singing, even over the phone. I can’t even describe the feeling.”
“Do you think he will like it?”
“Yes, if he doesn’t he probably isn’t the right guy to be with you.” I looked at the clock on my phone and gasped.
“Sorry Nick, but I have to go.”
“Okay bye.”
“Bye lots of love. Tell everyone I’m fine and I love them too.”
“Okay bye.” He repeated and hung up. I quickly started to get around for my dinner. It was hard for me to say date after Kayden. It’s hard for me to trust guys after what he did and I think I’m slowly trusting David, but I just can’t be sure. I wish I could just open up and tell someone, but I’m afraid. Maybe, just maybe David can be trusted.