Shattered By Broken Dreams

Sitting in the front of my vanity, i sighed heavily to myself. Today is the day that i am going to meet Will. I'm meeting him at a small cafe on the beach front, police guards keeping an eye on him as Brian keeps an eye on me. Looking at my reflection, i scrunched my mouth the side, debating on how to do my hair. Slouching my shoulders, i picked up an elastic and tied my hair up into a messy bun. Picking up two hair grips, i gripped my swooping fringe back to make it look like i have a quiff.

Taking hold of my little make-up bag, i emptied its contents. Picking the contents that i needed to use, i did my make-up. Once i was finished, i pulled out some clothes and started to get changed. I slipped out of my pajama's and started to change. Not before putting on some deodorant. I put on some fresh underwear, then slipped on my shirt. Grabbing my black jeans, i pulled them on with ease and shoved a pair red sneaks.

"Sarah!" I hear Brian yell. "Are you ready?!"

"Coming!" I shouted.

Walking back to my vanity, i picked up a bottle of perfume and sprayed myself a few times. Putting the bottle down, i then picked up my phone and bit of money, along with my credit card. I couldn't be bothered to take my wallet. Soon as i doubled checked that i had everything, i jogged on down stairs. Walking into the living room, Brian sat there with Zacky by his side.

"Zacky?" I said confused. "What are you doing here?"

"Coming along for the ride," he replies. "And to keep an eye on that piece of shit."

I flinched slightly, Zacky's tone was so cold and bitter. I know he didn't like Will, but i never knew - until now - how much. "OK," I replied. "But you two need to promise me something?"

"Whats that?" Brian asks as he heads to the front door.

Zacky and I followed, as i then answered. "If Will does something that makes you want to punch him in the face or knock him senseless, don't."

"Why not?" Zacky asks.

Stopping at Brian's car, i stood in front of them both and stared at them seriously. "Because if you do, you guys will get arrested. Remember, Will isn't going to be there on his own. So if anything does happen, don't think I'll be bailing your asses out of jail."

Brian rolled his eyes and snickered. "Come on, Sarah. The guys will do the bailing."

I returned Brian's snicker and shook my head. "Oh Brian, my dear, dear Brian," I said,
slapping my hand to his cheek. "I've spoken to the guys about this, they said you're on your own."

"But not me," Zacky said, smiling to himself.

"You too, Zacky," I tell him. "Thats if you get involved though. If you manage to control your anger, then kudos to you."

"You've got to be fucking kidding me about this, Sarah." Brian said, as we all then got into his car.

I shook my head. "Nope, sorry."

Brian sighed heavily and gritted his teeth. "I guess i have no choice, except to sit back and watch."

"Exactly," I grinned, fastening my seat belt.

Brian started up the engine as i began to fiddle with the controls for the car's stereo. Since Brian had a 6 CD changer, I picked disc five and skipped it to track seven. Soon Axl Rose's voice sounded the car, singing You Could Be Mine. I love Guns N' Roses Greatest Hits album, but this song really gets me hyped up and puts me in a good mood. I'm just hoping that my mood stays in high spirits for the rest of the afternoon.

After a twenty minute drive, Brian pulled up into a small parking lot and parked up the car. All of us jumped out - Brian locking up the car after wards - then began to walk to the small cafe. Spotting Will instantly, i ushered Brian and Zacky off to the side to find a table and i straightened myself out before walking up him. Taking in a deep breath, i exhaled and walked up to the table that Will was sat at.

Will looked up and instantly, his lips curled into a smile. "Sarah, you made it."

"I did," I replied, returning his smile.

"Would you like a drink?" Will asks, waving over a waitress.

"Sure, I'll have an apple juice." I said.

The waitress, who looked around fifteen, walked up to our table with a bored look on her face, but tried to hide it with a smile. I felt sorry for her. I had a job like this when i was her age, it was fucking boring as hell. "Can i take your order?" She asks.

"Yeah, I'll have latte and my girl... i mean, friend here will have some apple juice." Will tells her, taking a quick glimpse at me through the corner of his eye and blushed as he noticed i was looking at him.

I sat there, looking at him with my eyebrows furrowed inwards as soon as i heard that he nearly called me his girlfriend. What the fuck? I've only just got here and he already thinks we're going to get back together just by the click of his fingers? I don't think so. I'm here to get rid of his ass, for once and for all. Sitting back in my chair, i crossed my legs then my arms.

Once the waitress left to get our drinks, Will slowly turned in his seat and looked up at me. "Sorry," he apologizes. Again, that was something i wasn't used to him saying. "Its just hard not to call you that, i cared for you so much."

As he looked into my eyes as he spoke, i couldn't help but get weaker. I actually do believe that he has changed, so maybe it won't be that bad if we did get back together? But then again, I'd have to wait a month until he gets out of jail. Will was telling me that, when he's been locked up, he couldn't help but think about me twenty four seven. Whilst in jail, he was visiting the priest and getting advice. Also, he met other drug dealers, but real hard ball drug dealers. Will only looks the size of an ant to them. He saw the tattoos and the scars that marked them. Will said that was his realization of how stupid he was to have done what he was doing and that he regrets so much because he could have put my life in danger.

"Honestly, Sarah," Will said, grasping my hands in his over the table. "I can't tell you how sorry i am. I really do hope that you can give me a second chance."

I smiled at him as i squeezed his hands. "I'm glad we've had this little chat, Will," I tell him as i watched his prison officer walk towards us. "Lets see what happens when you get out of jail."

"Times up," The officer said.

Will nodded his head at the officer as we both stood up, then looked back at me. "Alright," he smiles. "I'll see you in four weeks."

Waving goodbye to Will and watching the prison officer walk him towards the police car, i turned on my heal and met up with Brian and Zacky. Both of them stood up and looked at me with questionable looks. "Well then?" Brian asks. "Did you tell him?"

Shit! I cursed to myself. Biting my lip and kicking myself for what i was about to say, i replied. "He's knows nothing is going to happen between us. I've told him once he gets out, i don't want him coming anywhere near me."

Zacky smiled happily at this and wrapped his arms around me. "I'm so proud of you, Sarah."

Zacky let go of me, then it was Brian who hugged me next, giving me a kiss on the forehead. Soon as he let me go, we walked to Brian's car as i walked behind him and Zacky. I cursed to myself multiple of times for lying to them both, but i don't want them to be disappointed me. Looking up at them both as we walked, i couldn't help but feel ashamed of myself. But if i see the new side to Will, then I'll tell the guys and hopefully, they'll see the new side to him too and take a like into him once again.