I hate this feeling. - Comments

:/ Blah

@ Bonkers.
I know. There's been times he's thought out his response, but never sent it. But this has been since yesterday morning, so idk. Oh well.

He may even thought he did reply, because I've done that so many times to find out my answer saved as a draft.

I know how that is. But sometimes it's not so simple and everything.

@ Bonkers.
I know, I know. I'm trying to think of reasons why he wouldn't answer. It's just one of those things that nags me in the back of my mind because every time I've gotten a good friend, they've somehow found a reason to find me annoying and leave.

Just try calming down. He may actually not be able to respond right now. Even though he is updating things through his mobile, blurgh.

@ Bonkers.
Exactly. This makes me feel like I annoyed him and he doesn't wanna talk to me. He knows that I'm super self-conscious and I'm worried that I'll annoy people. He knows that. And just...urgh.

It isn't your fault. If someone is bothering you, you need to tell them so they at least get a hint and don't make it worse. Same with if you are jsut too busy or can't get back to them right then.

@ Bonkers.
I'm about to throw his phone at his damn face. It's just irritating me. I at least deserve to know if I'm irritating the fuck outta him. I know tomorrow, after he gets off work, I'm texting him and I'm gonna tell him that. I don't like thinking that it's possibly my fault and no one telling me.

I hope he answers or I'm going to teleport and throw his phone at his face.

@ Bonkers.
It's okay. I tried texting him again. Idk if he'll answer or not. Ugh

Wish I could help.

@ Bonkers.
I hope not. Le sigh.

I'm sure he won't think of you as being clingy.

@ Bonkers.
Meh. Maybe. I just don't want to be clingy. It seems like every time a guy shows interest in me, I think I get too clingy. Merhhh.

I know. Maybe sending a message on facebook will be okay, just explain you are feeling a bit down and need someone to talk to.

@ Bonkers.
I don't know. I wanna send him a message on Facebook, but I don't wanna seem clingy or naggy.

True. Maybe your texts aren't getting through?

@ Bonkers.
I know, and it's okay. It's just kinda pissing me off. If he doesn't want to talk to me, he can say that. Or if he's busy, he could tell me.

Oh wow, that sucks. :/ I'm sorry.