I hate this feeling. - Comments

@ Bonkers.
See that's the thing. Jason's not answering me. And I know he has his phone because he's updating things and it says from mobile. -____-

It's probably just your nerves then, since it seems like the NHS induction can be a bit stressful, which in turn can make you think negative things about yourself. But no worries, it'll pass. Maybe try talking to Jason about it, because it always helps me when I'm feeling insecure. You are a wonderful person and I hate that you're feeling this way.

@ Bonkers.
Thanks. :/ I just... I don't know. I don't know why I feel like this. I was perfectly fine, and now I'm not. I don't know why I'm so self-conscious. I just don't know. Like Sunday is my NHS induction, and I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go because you have to go in front of people and I'm uncomfortable in front of people. Urghhhh.

I'm sorry, I know exactly how you feel because I am constantly bouncing back and forth like that. But really, you shouldn't be so self-conscious because you are really sweet, smart, and funny, not to mention gorgeous. I'm sure there are many reasons people want to hang out with you and many more why Jason wants to be with you.

Cheer up chipperoo. Hope you had a better day.