June 12th, 2013 at 09:46am
*hugs* Heres to being forever in the friend zone and feeling forever alone, I know how you feel. :( If you ever need someone to talk to, even to just vent to, my inbox is always open.
But the odds are, if he's a great guy like you say he is, he's not going to let this get between the two of you. You two are too close for that to happen.
I hope you find someone, I really do. Everybody deserves to find love.
But hey, I'm alone with my laptop, right now, too. Though... mine is more of a self-inflicted loneliness. I'm just afraid of that whole love business so I keep to myself. I feel you on wanting to find that person that you can rely on, though. Everybody wants, that I think, so it's perfectly okay to have those feelings.
Just don't think that you're less because you haven't reached fulfillment yet. You're just as beautiful and special and wonderful as every other girl out there. You are perfectly worthy of being loved just like every one else so don't tell yourself otherwise!
I usually have better words for stuff like this but today I seem to be lacking... If you ever want to talk, just send me a message and you can say whatever you need and I'll listen. I'm super sorry that you're feeling this way, but I promise, if you let it get better, it will get better. Just give it time.
Now, I awkwardly leave because we've never even spoken before.