Am I Weird?

dressedtokill:

I think its weird that I still wish I was 6 or 7. Probably because I'm 14 and going through the change of becoming an adult. I hate it.

You're definitely not the only one! I'd kill to be back in elementary school

A poke in the stomach is the same as a punch for me, it hurts like hell if anything touches me.

I like tight jeans, but not skinny jeans.

I'm allergic to most belts, and some zippers.

I constantly imagine ways that I'm going to get famous, most of them weird. (A guy is imagining a movie in his head, he starts writing about how the girl walks in the door and drops her things... at the same time I walk in and drop my things) Weird, no?

I spend so much time learning about celebs for writing fics and for other, more psychotics reasons, a lot of the time I see them on TV and I feel like I'm watching a friend.

I'd much rather be alone than with other people, unless the people in question are my best friends or family. I like my own company.

I have a rather odd, general dislike of men.

I am introverted. A lot of the time I'd rather be alone with my iPod and a notebook than with other people.

I had adolescent tourette's and some of my tics have stayed with me. I don't want to tic, and I can't help it. I just do.

The Brightside:

Looking in the mirror constantly, not to check myself out or if I look good or anything... just looking right into my eyes and wondering. Idk.

I make up "What If?" conversations in my head. It's usually when I want to tell someone something and I can't or don't know how...I just like, pretend to.
I don't really know how to explain it.

That I'm 14 and still believe in Peter pan and have no intention of growing up anytime ever.

fast.forward:

I make up "What If?" conversations in my head. It's usually when I want to tell someone something and I can't or don't know how...I just like, pretend to.
I don't really know how to explain it.

Me too. Though I read that this is something that most introverts do, plan out conversations in advance.

The fact that I'm 14 and never been kissed.
The way that I fall for boys. I fall fast and hard and it's hard to get out.
My odd attraction to gay boys...

Absolutely Arsenic:

Me too. Though I read that this is something that most introverts do, plan out conversations in advance.

Oh dear. I do that a lot.

^ Me too.

I find it a little weird I have two friends that I don't see much to begin with. I also don't have many guy friends, which some people think is weird.

I talk to myself. When I'm alone of course. But it's not just occasional comment. It's an actual conversation. I had one before I wrote this. I feel like there are two of me and we really get along.
I believe that's being clinically insane or something like that, but as long as I control it and nobody sees it, I'm fine with it.
Then I have no friends. Literally no friends. Used to have this whole bunch but it kind of fell apart, couple of them moved away, couple of them got too distracted with jobs and colleges and life in general and we all kind of stopped communicating. And the weird part is... I don't miss them. AT ALL.
Then there's that, I don't miss anyone. Ever. I'm completely stripped of any social emotion. I know what emotions I should feel in any given situation, and I have to fake having them because I literally do not feel them. I'm not soulless, I still cry every time I watch Bambi or see a stray puppy. And I do care about people, I do feel for them every time I hear or read a sad story, or historical fact, or anything that testifies of a human tragedy. But in everyday social interactions with people I personally know, I have no feelings at all.
I have to fake liking a guy because I know that 21 years old girl should like someone. And I don't even like girls, so I'm not in the closet. I am attracted to some guys... But that's just superficial, you know, one-night-stand type of thing.
So, there it is. This is actually the first time I admit this.

I talk to people that don't exist. In short, I have imaginary friends.
In solitude, I act out the stories I think up and movies I see/books I read.
I think life would be easier without friends. But then I get bored.
I over exaggerate things in my mind. I don't mean just a smidge of exaggeration, it's like a soap opera times a trillion. But on the outside, I'm as calm as a snail.
I plan conversations that will never happen.
I talk to myself when I'm alone. Not as in major conversations, I just ask myself questions and answer them. It's like a two-person interview.
I like pickles and M&Ms together.
My love for writing is larger than my talent.

I love older men. Just look at my page. I'm probably not the only one, but hey. Sometimes people say I'm weird for it and I'm just like, what evs.

I talk to myself quite a lot. It sort of keeps me going and it's quite interesting. I'm beginning to think a lot of people do that now, actually. So, I don't think I'm that insane.

I memorize every lyric in an album like they're my homework. It's like I have to memorize them before the band's new album comes out.

I have conversations with random people in my head.

jessi has dreams:

I constantly imagine ways that I'm going to get famous, most of them weird. (A guy is imagining a movie in his head, he starts writing about how the girl walks in the door and drops her things... at the same time I walk in and drop my things) Weird, no?

Weird; no, Stranger Than Fiction; yes.

Sometimes at night I lay in bed and think about things that have gone wrong during the day and how I could have stop it or changed the situation. Often to the point where I get upset or angry, its starting to worry me.

keep the faith.:

The Brightside:

Looking in the mirror constantly, not to check myself out or if I look good or anything... just looking right into my eyes and wondering. Idk.

Is it wierd that I:
a) Talk to myself alot
b) have a crush on a guy 14 years older than me
c) get totally turned on by guitars? *blush*

I prefer the company of cats to people
I have to sit in a position in a restaurant where I can see the door and the people behind me, but I prefer if people aren't behind me.
I sing all of the time when no one can hear me. Always.
When I have a crush on some one, I always imagine conversations and situations with her that lead to a date. I think that's mostly pathetic.
Sometimes I pretend that I am characters in my stories and have conversations in my head with other characters.
I plan out conversations a lot. When I have to talk about anything I consider difficult to approach (like when I decided to be a vegetarian a couple years ago and I needed to tell my Mom) I think of different ways to begin the conversations and different ways the person I am having the conversation with would react. When it doesn't go as planned in my head it weirds me out.
It's really hard for me to cry. When I am upset and I feel like I am about to cry, everything happens but the tears. And, when actual tears come out, it's not when I am extremely sad.
When I am talking to some one, I write out certain words from the conversation on my hand with my fingers or on my thigh or something.