Art!

well, there was one woman with pram that looked at me funny, but it was a week day so I couldn't expect much.

I just finished filming myself hiting myself in the face, when you're watching that 30 seconds is a long time.

I must say, you seem like a wonderfully strange. ^^

In a VERY positive way!

why thank you, I get that a whole lot, more than you'd expect really.

Oh, that's great! ^^

Some people don't get it when I call them strange... or nerdy or stuff like that.
But I see it as good stuff!

Yeah, I think in art you really do need to be different.
When I went to an interveiw in Wimbledon, everyone there was just the same, so even if they beg me to go there I never will.

Yeah. Difference is good. Or at least one hell of a feeling in your works!
And people who're just the same are dull..

I am more of the impressionist artist so I like to use opposing colours a lot if I paint. Although painting is fun I choose to draw and sculpt more. Whenever I draw however I always ink it then if it looks right then I'll colour it in...

I reccently poured glue all over my arm and waited for it to dry, I was experimenting with the idea of over coming instincts.

For my final major project I am going to pretend to be a man for eight weeks.

That's really fun. ^^
I tend to crossdress now and then and I love it and I'm actually very convincing as a man. Some people from certains places know me only as "Conrad".

awesome, it's amazing how much we have in common.

Hehe, yep! ^^
And also very interesting.

Random question about the man-thing: Do you have a breastbinder or do you go with tape/bandages?

badages, I had no idea that there's such a thing as a breastbinder.

Today I told my homophobic grandparents what I am going to do and they were fine with it until I told them that I'm going to cut my hair, my grandad's face dropped and he said "can't you get a girlie cut?"
I am in rage because one I am exploring stereotypes (how the fuck can I do that when I look like a girl???), two did he have to make that face?

I hate it when they don't understand what I am trying to do.

Mwaw... *huggles*
And I say: Big deal. It's just hair. It'll grow back. xP

But yes, breastbinders do exist.
I own two diffrent ones from T-Kingdom.

The first one is a long pullover (model 1500] which I can't really have any more since it's VERY tight and my boobs are now a C-cup sooo... I don't think that I can get out of the binder if I wore it. xD
I think I'd get stuck!

The other one is a short "sports bra" with a zipper in the front (model 801).
It's awesomely (and surprisingly) comfy.
But it doesn't get me completely flat, so I need to use a bit of sports-tape underneath, but after that I'm flat and I can still breathe. ^^

Cosplay.com - CROSSPLAY
That's a great place for general tips.
The stickys about binding and "less hips ect." are great!

aww thank you so much.

No problemo!
This is something I know a little (or much) about. ^^
After all, I am a random crossdresser. ^^

Plus, if you got some good info (from Crossplay perhaps ^^) you'll look and maybe feel more authentic... if you get what I mean. xP

thank you!! I thought I wouldn't find anyone doing it, you're amazing.

This might be kinda easy for me because before I started dressing like a girl I used to get mistaken for a guy all the time.

Hehe, thank you. ^^

Here's one of the latest pics of me as a man btw (May 2009):


And here's an older pic (May 2008)


Both are from Drag King Workshops. ^^

And haha! I TOTALLY understand you!
I was also mistaken for a guy a lot before... back in my emo-like days to be exact... xD
I had a minor identity crisis where I started to hate my female body and felt very... wrong... :/
Now I like myself as I am but I crossdress now and then because: I'm hot as a guy! xD