What Are the Things You Wanted to Say But Couldn't?

I'm too scared to stop loving you because if I do I might lose any chance.

You have the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. You might just be the most intelligent thing in this low class little town.

You are my arch enemy, and don't you ever forget it. You might think everything's all hunky dory, but the gears of my mind are turning. And that's never a good thing.

You are my best friend. I used to hate you, though, back in elementary school. But there's no one like you, seriously. You think you're not pretty, but you just can't see it. You're a very talented athlete and you draw like no other. When when say friends forever, I hope you always remember it.

P.S. I know what you got me for Christmas.

I hope something comes up and you can't come over for Christmas. You wanted to leave, so stay away.

I think I fell in love with you. This is the first time this has happened.

I want to tell my best guy friend that I am in love with him. I want to tell my ex that I'm the best he ever did, and I love him more than anyone else ever and when he realizes it it just may be too late.

I want to tell a really close friend that I like him but I know that both of us really can't afford to get into that kind of relationship right now. It kills me to know it too and sometimes I think he sees something between us and then covers it up for the sake of this fragile situation we find ourselves in.

FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE!

I just want to say that I'm sorry for lying and cheating about everything there is to lie and cheat about.

I love you and everything, but sometimes you can be really annoying and right now I can't be arsed to do anything for at all, so I'm just going to pretend that I forgot and we'll all be happy.

You are so obvious, and it hurts. I know that you know that I know. If I'm wrong, then you're an idiot who truly has no emotions. I hope that he's beginning to know, too.

I think it's bad that as soon as you got back with that girl you literally ignore your best friend, he actually seemed gutted about it earlier y'know. :(

I want to tell her that I like her brother but she'll do what her brother did to the guy that liked her.

I think you're making a mistake. I'd do anything for you and she wouldn't give you the time of day.
I'll still be here, I love you unconditionally. I truly do. And I hate myself for making you worry. You don't need to worry about me. Please be okay, I would kill to see you smile and be happy. I want that more than I want anything for myself, more than I want us to work out.

I wanna tell my mom that all last year whenever I would come home late, it's because I didn't want to deal with all the fighting.

Oh, and Amber, you're my best friend. Slow down with all the boy shit. Boys will always be on this Earth. You have your whole life to find your soulmate. Just chill, stay single. You'll like things better that way.

I used to be afraid of not "loving" you anymore, but now that everything is over between us, I feel so much better. I'm so freaking happy that I'm single instead of attached to you right now, because you kind of scare me now. Sorry you missed your chance, buddy.

Tonight, for the first time, I forced you to say something I didn't want to hear. Even if you were already thinking it, feeling it, I hate myself for being the only reason it came up. I don't want you to say it if you're not sure its true because that just gives me false hope and fuels my hopeless, pathetic feelings for you. If you come tomorrow, will you be normal? Or will you try and talk about it? Will you lay with me for just a little while, just hold me? Please?

Tonight, I cried after you got off video chat. I cried when you couldn't see my face. I cried long, long after we stopped texting and I'm sure you passed out because you've been working way to hard lately. Speaking of, remember to take care of yourself, please. I played the same song (Pain - Three Days Grace) over and over in the background, desperately trying to forget what you said, what I lost, by searching random websites. I couldn't. I kept crying. Finally, I gave up and looked at some of your Facebook posts, pictures, and discussions between us. I smiled at your smiles in the pictures. I laughed at the amazing things you said. I miss you, even though its been only about four hours since we last talked. I want to spend every moment with you.

Thank you for giving me reason.

I want to say thank you to my sister after she bought me a pair of extreme skinnies and a tanktop, but I can't since it's too embarassing.

I want to tell her to pluck her fucking eyebrows tbqh. (:
And to leave me the hell alooooone.

I miss you, and I wish I could have seen you before you left for North Carolina.
We never made time for each other, which is sad because we're supposed to be best friends.

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I'd like to dedicate this to my lovely ex. I hope you fall in a ditch ^.^

I fucking hate your guts and everything about you with every fiber of my being. You have put me through more pain than I thought physically possible of one human being. You have serious mental issues and you need counciling. I never could tell anyone of all the horrible things you put me through because I didnt want to make things worse for myself. I still havent even told my current boyfriend anything about our relationship because I'm so ashamed.
You lied to me about fucking everything. I would honestly not be surprised if you didnt actually even give me your real name. You paraded me around as a trophy girl and only kept me for a sex object. And I was too blind to see it... And then when you DIDNT get sex (or anything like it) from me and I broke up with you you got mad and started threatening suicide. You threatened my life. You tried to blackmail my best friend. You broke my heart, ripping it out with a rusty piece of metal, throwing it in the dirt, and stomping on it until it died. I ABSOLUTELY HATE YOU. I SWORE TO MYSELF THAT IF YOU EVER TRIED TO TALK TO ME AGAIN... YOU'D SWALLOW YOUR TEETH. AND NOW THAT YOUR COMING BACK I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU BETTER STAY AWAY FROM ME. BECAUSE I HAVE A NEW LIFE NOW, I'M A DIFFERENT PERSON, I HAVE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME AND A BOYFRIEND WHO CARES ABOUT ME. AND THIS TIME A ROUND, I WONT BE SO NICE.

I love you and everything but sometimes I wish you would just shut the fuck up, okay?