My Lady

I walked over and stood in front of her. "Be sick now! Not later!" I said jokingly. I walked to my bed and fell onto it staring at the ceiling. "Maybe he likes you." I said, looking at her. "Maybe he thought you were cute. It would make sense, why he would go through all of this and give you the number." I said earnestly. "You said he really wanted to talk, maybe he really did! Was he nervous? Shy? Marissa, maybe he likes you!" I said with a small laugh.

@ Zhang Yixing;

@ musicalpanda
"He stumbled over his words a lot and he seemed persistant that he wanted me to text him," I told her softly as I looked at the floor then laid back on my bed.

"This is so unbelievable, we have to be so discreet. I don't need to be stalked by girls wanting me to leave their oppa alone.. I'll shank a bitch," I muttered as I ran a hand over my face. "Okay, so lets say he thought I was cute - isn't it so risky to give me his number? Like thats .. dangerous but I suppose he could just change his number," I noted.

@ Zhang Yixing;

I smiled. "He stumbled over his words?" I repeated raising an eyebrow. I fell back on my pillows and stared at the ceiling. "He stumbled and was persistant. What if he likes you? You'll have to be so careful though. Fangirls get crazy." I said nodding to myself. "But still he could change his number, I mean it happens often, think how often fangirls get their numbers, but it is still a huge risk."

I laughed suddenly to myself. "What if you only spoke english?"

@ musicalpanda
"I'd be fucked, thank god for two semesters and dedication to kpop to learn korean," I mumbled as I closed my eyes thinking how the day had gone completely different then I had ever imagined. It was insane how one second I was a fan, and the next.. I was something a little more then that.

"I know they're crazy, but I'll be okay - one step at a time," I told her gently.

@ Zhang Yixing;

I nodded. "I know you could take care of yourself. Plus I'd help. You think I'd stand by while you got attacked by psychopaths? And also..." I laughed, looking at her. "Yixing might protect you too." I said pulling my blanket over me. "Ugh, I need sleep, or coffee. Which I don't even drink." I shook my head. "This is crazy. I'm meeting Jongin, and Yixing's in love with Marissa. I can sleep peacefully tonight." I said happily.

@ musicalpanda
"He is not in love with me," I scoffed a little then yawned, "Sleep sounds good to me," I muttered as I plugged my phone in it's charger, and turned up the volume on it so I'd hear it when the text message went off.

"I'm a little scared, to be honest," I told her.

@ Zhang Yixing;

I nodded, getting up to turn out the lights on my side. "I'll leave yours on so you can text in peace." I said jokingly, going back to my bed and laying down. I thought about what she said. I was scared too, just meeting Kai, or all of Exo for that matter, could get you into serious trouble.

"I'm scared too. Even random fangirls seeing us go backstage, it could get scary. But this happened for a reason. It wouldn't have happened if it wasn't meant to. We just have to be discreet, you know? So in your case..." I said, rolling over and closing my eyes. "Wear a hat."

I snorted a little and looked at my phone before setting it down on my chest. "Hm, I'll wear a scarf, it's supposed to be like five degrees on wednesday," I told her lightly and shook my head.

"I wasn't made for this weather," I closed my eyes.

@ Zhang Yixing;

I yawned quietly. "Nobody was," I said sleepily. "But maybe soon, we'll have Asian dancers to keep us warm." I said falling asleep soon after.

@ musicalpanda
I sighed a little and walked off the bus we'd taken to get to the venue. "He said to go to the door on the right side of the building then to tell them our names," I told her lightly as I let out a breath. My stomach was swirling in a very unsettling manner, why was I so nervous? We'd been talkiing all week.

@ Zhang Yixing;

I nodded, not trusting my voice enough to speak. The only thing I could think of was the uncomfortable feeling of my heart beating in my stomach and my brain repeating the word 'shit' with every step I took. I was more than nervous, but I just followed Marissa's lead. I was pleased with the way I looked though. We both looked amazing. Now if only I could convince myself on the inside to look as calm as I did on the outside, I'd be fine.

@ musicalpanda
I greeted the man at the door and told him we were expected, then told him our names. He looked down at his clip board, and then opened the door letting us in after handing us both lanyards with [VIP] printed on them. I felt my heart drop when I heard girls complaining as we walked into the bulding. "Oh it's warm in here," I mumbled as I pulled my gloves off and looked at Jazmin.

"Are you alive?" I asked softly.

@ Zhang Yixing;

I nodded. I needed to use my voice sooner or later. "Yes. I'm alive, but my body is in overdrive so I might die, but later." I said opening my jacket and loosening my scarf. "Did you hear those girls complaining? I got nervous." I said, playing with my VIP badge around my neck.

I was scared. What would Kai think when he saw me? What would I think when I saw him? Would I even be able to think? I shook my head. "Where is their dressing room?" I asked Marissa quietly, afraid to speak at normal volume, to not freak myself out.

@ musicalpanda
I unzipped my jacket and took it off then put my vip lanyard on. "Uhm, I'm not sure," I murmured softly as I started walking down the hall trying to seem confident but truly I was terrified. I pulled out my phone and called Yixing.

"I'm here but I'm a little lost." I said into the phone.

@ Zhang Yixing;

Yixing heard his phone go off and he smiled at the screen. "You're here? Good! Where are you?" He said trying not to be too loud in the room where some of the members were resting.

I focused my attention on the walls. They were bare. Great, I thought to myself, Waiting for Marissa to get more information from Lay.

@ musicalpanda
"Uh I'm in a long hallway, and I think I see the doors leading to the stage," I said to him as I looked around, "I didn't know this place was so big," I muttered to myself.

@ Zhang Yixing;
He stood up and walked over to the door. "How close are you to the stage doors?" He asked her quietly.

@ musicalpanda
"Like, five feet," I said to him as I stopped walking, "Am I going the wrong way?" I asked with wide eyes.

@ Zhang Yixing;
He laughed and opened the door, stepping outside. "No, you passed me." He waved at you down the hall. "Hi, Marissa."

My heart stopped and I forced my eyes not to widen. Zhang. Yixing. Is waving at us. He was leaning out of a door which probably had the rest of Exo behind it. And Kai. I took a deep breath and calmed myself as best as I could as I walked toward him with Marissa. I mentally shook myself. I was going to be fine.