This I Swear

I nodded. "It might be better to treat it as that, as a one night stand to keep from getting my hopes up. It was just he seemed really sweet."

"then let it go on its on, he'll lead if he wants sex he'll go for it.. if its more then it is but dont treat it as anything til you know for sure or you might scare him off," she told her.

I shook my head. "I'm don't want to see it as anything other than just sex. And if I scare him off them I do, obviously he wasn't meant to be with me in tue first place,"

She sighed,"Fine," she murmured, "I guess I'm not one to talk, I did scare him off," she muttered lightly as she licked over her lips.

I shook my head. "You know that's not true, come on. We don't know what happened, don't blame yourself."

"Where could he have gone, Taelor... I just everything was so good then he got distant and then disappeared," she whispered softly, "I miss him so much," she told her as she bit her bottom lip.

I sighed. "We don't know the answer to that, don't give up hope and don't break down. I know you miss him. But breaking down isn't going to help."

She took a deep breath then nodded taking a big drink of her water. "Okay," she murmured softly.

I sighed a little, realizing my hour was almost up. "Smile. We're going to go eat good food, have fun, and maybe even meet a boy or two. You never know. Alright?"

She nodded a little and smiled weakly, "Maybe," she said as she licked her lips, "Take your lunch to work with you,"

I nodded and asked for it to be packed up. "Finish eating and then look for something you want to wear. Alright? I'll be home early."

She nodded a little,"Okay," she said to her lightly as she sat back in her chair.

I grabbed my bag and went over, giving her a hug. "Smile, think positive. I'll see you later, okay?"

She hugged her back,"Okay I'll see you later, I'll pick out your clothes for you,"

"Thank you!" I said, heading back to my job. The afternoon went quickly, even though I kept looking at that napkin he gave me. I got home earlier than expected and unlocked the door, going in. "Hello?"

"Hey!" she said as she peeked out of her room. "I pick out something, its on your bed, so you can change it if you want,"

I nodded and went in, seeing the outfit she chose. "It's great, thank you." I said, calling back to her. "Are you ready?"

She nodded as she put her earrings in,"Yep," she said smiling a little, "Lets go, I got the drinks in advance,"

I nodded a little, letting my hair out of the bun it was in earlier. "Alright. So How do I look?"

"You look great," she smiled at her as she licked over her lips.