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Zacky frowned, shaking his head. He gently reached out and touched her hand. "Hey, it's okay," he said. "I don't mind." He smiled softly at her, using his other hand to reach up and push her hair behind her ear. He leaned forward and gently pressed his lips to hers, keeping the kiss soft and sweet. He pulled back after a minute, wondering what her reaction would be.

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Sparrow rolled her eyes, shutting the door before she walked over to the bed, crawling onto it and shoving him onto his back. She pinned his arms above his head and narrowed her eyes at him in the dark light of the morning. "You will hear me out," she said sternly.

Rae bit down on her bottom lip, moving in front of Zack and kissed him again. She was so completely nervous to be kissing a different boy that wasn't Johnny. She wrapped her arms around his neck, deepening the kiss a little.

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"I'm still hung over," Jimmy hissed. "Can I sleep it off before you start bitching me out?" He covered his head with his pillow, beyond annoyed that she was trying to this now. He was so utterly annoyed by how bitchy and needy she was deciding to be.

Zacky rested his hands on her sides, just above her hips, not wanting to do anything she was uncomfortable with. He smiled against her lips, kissing her a bit passionately. He smiled softly at her as he pulled away. "I know you're nervous," he said. "It's okay." He used one hand to reach up and cup her cheek in his hand. "I get it."

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Sparrow shook her head and pulled the pillow from him. "I'm not going to bitch you out," she said. "I wanted to apologize for what I said to you last night. And not only that, but for treating you like shit all the time. Brian told me you cared about Johnny. I didn't think you did. I thought you just thought he was a joke, but I know now that I was wrong."

Rae bit down on her bottom lip nervously, moving to lay back down on her jacket before she guided Zack so he would be on top of her. She pressed her lips to his again before she timidly guided his hand to her chest. She knew she wanted him to touch her and kiss even if this would be the only time it happened. A part of her trusted Zack already and she knew deep down she wanted this.

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Jimmy tossed his pillow down on the ground next to his bed, sitting up and glaring at Sparrow. "I don't care about your fucking apology," he shouted. "I told you that yesterday. Now get the fuck out before I make you!"

Zacky gently massaged her breast, leaning down and kissing her lips softly. He pressed his hips into hers, letting out a soft grunt as he gently rocked his hips against hers. He was getting a hard-on already, but he had no plans on making her take care of it. It was obvious she was still in love with Johnny, and he knew that he was just a distraction for her, and he didn't care, but he didn't want her to end up regretting this.

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Sparrow reached up and grabbed his face, leaning forward and kissing his lips harshly. She pulled back and looked at him. "That was for Johnny," she mumbled before getting up and leaving the room. She walked downstairs and started quickly changing her clothes so she could leave, trying to hold back tears.

Rae let out a small moan, moving her lower body closer to Zack's. She sat up a little, continuing to kiss Zack as she undid her bra. She took her bra and top off, quickly pressing her lips to Zack's again before quickly moving his hand back to her breasts again. She had never even been comfortable with Johnny seeing her topless and now she was letting Zack, someone she had only known for a few hours see her in an extremely vunerable way.

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Jimmy's eyes widened, his brain beyond confused that Sparrow's lips had been on his his. His brain quickly processed what had happened and before he realized what he was doing the tall blue eyed teen was rushing downstairs to find her. The moment he did he spun her around and pressed his lips to hers. He still wasn't sure why she had kissed him but her lips felt so right and perfect against his.

Zacky squeezed her breasts before he pulled back and looked at her. "Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked, trying to read what she was thinking, but she was definitely tough to read. "We can stop now if you want to." He kissed her jaw. "I don't want you to feel inclined to do this just because I have a boner." He chuckled softly, biting his lip as he gently massaged her breasts.

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Sparrow was surprised when Jimmy grabbed her and kissed her again, but she didn't hesitate to kiss him back. She slid her arms around his neck and kissed him deeply, pulling back for air after a moment. She panted softly, looking up at him and pulling her arms from around his neck. "What was that for?" she mumbled, completely taken by surprise.

"I took my top off because I want this," Rae stated. She let out a soft moan, her eyes fluttering closed from the pleasure of his touch. "I want you to fuck me Zack." She moved her hand down his clothed chest and lightly rubbed the palm of her hand over his crotch as kissed his lips again.

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Jimmy simply shrugged, giving her a smile as he combed his fingers through his dark matted hair. "It felt right I guess," he mumbled. "You didn't seem to be complaining about it either," he teased.

Zacky moaned softly, kissing her back. He reached down and undid her jeans, sliding them off her legs before he took his own clothes off. He slid her panties down her legs and then moved down so he was face-level with her crotch. He leaned in and kissed her hips, her thighs, and then her clit. He glanced up at her, wondering if she had ever had sex with Johnny. But he didn't want to mention the other boy right now.

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Sparrow smiled up at him. "I definitely wasn't," she said with a small laugh. She bit her lip and reached up, gently touching his chest. "So, does this mean I'm forgiven?" she teased, grinning up at him. She was glad to see a different side of him. He looked so gentle and cute when he smiled, and she assumed that deep down he was just a big teddy bear with this tough guy exterior. And it made her wonder why he was like that.

Rae let out a soft gasp followed by a breathy moan. She saw the questioning look in Zacky's eyes and bit down on her bottom lip. The brunette wasn't a virgin thanks to her brother but she wasn't going to tell him that especially since it had only happened once and Matt had stuck to beating her with his fists after that. "I'm not," she mumbled. "Just be gentle at first."

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"I wouldn't be smiling and kissing you if you weren't," Jimmy joked. He even leaned down and pecked her lips again to prove his point. "You know you have really soft lips." He usually stated weird things that were obvious outloud and what Sparrow's lips felt like wouldn't be the first time.

Zacky nodded his head. He leaned in and ran his tongue over her slit, moaning softly at her taste. He reached up and rubbed her clit with his fingers while he lapped at her juices, wanting to make her feel really good. It was obvious she needed a really good distraction, so he planned on doing just that for her.

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Sparrow giggled. "I sure hope so," she said, leaning up and kissing him again. She glanced over at Brian, who was still asleep on the couch, and then back at Jimmy. "We should take this back upstairs. I don't want to wake him up." She felt a little guilty now because she'd spent the night with Brian, but now she was wanting to be with Jimmy too. She bit her lip and took his hand, leading him upstairs.

Rae moaned out loudly, gripping onto Zacky's dark locks lightly. "That feels really good," she mumbled. She managed to prop herself up on her elbows, finding herself moaning more as she watched him go down on her. It looked so sexy and he was definitely good with his tongue.

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Jimmy followed Sparrow upstairs, wondering just what exactly she had in mind. He would be surprised if she wanted sex from him considering until she kissed him he was pretty sure she hated his guts.

Zacky smirked slightly, pressing his tongue into her folds and lapping up all her juices. He moaned softly at her taste, closing his eyes and enjoying it. He'd only ever gone down on one other girl, that had been his girlfriend back in Wisconsin, and she definitely didn't taste as well as Rae did. He pulled back after a minute and moved up to kiss her lips before reaching between his legs to stroke himself.

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Sparrow walked into the room he'd been in with him, shutting the door. "I always blamed you for Johnny's death," she admitted as she sat on the bed. "I never knew he was trying to protect Raelyn. But I guess I don't blame her either. It wasn't her fault. It wasn't anyone's fault but the guy who did it." She looked up at him. "Did you like Johnny? You know, like like him?"

Rae moaned against Zacky's mouth, shocked at how sweet she seemed to taste because she could taste him on her lips. The brunette reached in between them, gently stroking his length as she continued moaning softly against his lips.

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"Rae asked us not to bring it up," Jimmy stated. "She felt guilty enough he died in her arms and she couldn't do anything to save him." Jimmy looked at Sparrow shocked by her questioned, biting his bottom lip before he nodded. "I loved your brother and he and Rae both knew about it. They accepted it and never made it weird for me."

Zacky moaned softly, moving to rub her clit while she stroked him. He smiled at her and moved so he was hovering over her again. He lined himself up at her entrance and slowly pushed into her. He let out a soft moan, pressing his face into her neck and kissing her soft skin. "Let me know when you're good," he breathed out.

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Sparrow stood up and walked towards him, grabbing his hands. "How come you never told me?" she asked, before letting go of his hands. "Never mind, that's a stupid question. I wouldn't have told me either." She sighed softly. "Let me guess, you knew Raelyn loved him, so you let her have him and pushed your feelings to the back burner so they could be happy?"

Rae let out a shallowed pained breath, digging her nails lightly into his back as closed her eyes and tried to focus on the pleasure that would soon come. "Go slowly," she mumbled. She had just assumed because of what Matt had done she wouldn't feel anything but her body proved her wrong and she was almost happy she was. Rae just hoped she never would have to tell Zacky this counted as her first time since him being with her was consenual.

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"Rae said she was okay with just being his friend," Jimmy mumbled. "Johnny and I tried to be together for a little while." He looked up and Sparrow and sighed softly. "I had dreamt of kissing your brother but when I finally got to it felt wrong. I knew he belonged with Rae and I told them to be together."

Zacky nodded, very slowly beginning to thrust in and out of her. He kissed her neck and her jaw, wanting to show her as much affection as possible. He was getting a sense that maybe her first time hadn't been with Johnny, and maybe it hadn't been what she wanted. He could tell by her body language. Her body was tense as hell and he could feel her hands shaking like crazy.

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Sparrow frowned. "I'm sorry, Jimmy," she murmured. She stepped towards him and slid her arms around his middle, hugging him. "Did you still have feelings for him when he died?" This was all news to her, and she really wished that Jimmy and her brother could have been happy. She knew their parents wouldn't like that Johnny was with a boy, but it wouldn't matter as long as her brother had been happy.

Rae's body finally began to relax and she began feeling pleasure after a few more thrusts from Zack. She knew her moans were getting louder and even though they were in a cave on a beach she didn't care if they got caught. She was finally feeling what sex should feel like and she would never forget this feeling. Her fingers moved to Zack's hair, lightly tugging on it as she leaned up and pressed her lips to his. "Fuck," she moaned. "This feels so good."

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Jimmy shook his head. "Not like I used to," he mumbled. "Rae always talked to me about it." He scratched an itchy spot he had on his nose before he chuckled. "It always shocked me how she was always so worried about all of us when in a situation like hers I'm pretty sure I'd be selfish and worry about my own survival."

Zacky moaned softly, kissing her lips. "You feel so good," he breathed out, beginning to speed up his thrusts a little bit, but not too much. He pressed his lips to hers, kissing her passionately.

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Sparrow tilted her head to the side. "What do you mean?" she asked, frowning. "Why would she have to worry about her own survival?" She didn't know what he was talking about, but she was kind of worried now. Was Raelyn in a bad situation?

Rae let out another loud moan, blushing as more and more escaped her lips. "Zack," she moaned out. She was feeling complete and total pleasure now and she honestly never wanted it to stop. It felt so good and if she died at that very moment she would be okay having experienced what real sex is supposed to feel like.

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"What little Brian and I managed to get out of your brother didn't paint a pretty picture," Jimmy stated. "From what he told us it sounds like her brother uses her as a punching bag and it looks like he's been getting away with it for a while."