Confess on My Wayward Son

I feel a lot happier and more refreshed than i have been in awhile. Huh, and i'm ready to write and chill out with either a good anime or a good video game. If it is a video game than Breath of the Wild will be it! And if it's a good anime, idk. Still looking in on that xD
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Oh hey i got top! Because everyone in this thread needs a hug!

You all deserve the best.

At the point where I don't even really care about guys. Hard to explain but I'm not all excited about them like I was before. I don't care if they're cute, I don't care if they're nice; none of that shit actually matters. Like, all that matters is the substance, that's the only thing worth getting excited about, and you don't find that until you really get to know a person. So it's just like all this superficial bullshit, all the flirting...it doesn't excite me like it used to. I'm just indifferent to it. Which is a relief, because I no longer get attached to every guy who gives me attention.

This is probably not the right place to put it but god damn, if the Oceans movies aren't genius.

No Job=No Money which means no therapy and no meds..

I swear this stress and anxiety is going to kill me.

@ Quinn;
I just lost my meds and therapy as well, it's really shitty. We're gonna be okay. :\
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why do I have over 40 bug bites. .______. my so counted them for me. I may have sat in a buggy lawn chair. I am grossed.

I don't want to talk to you. I made that abundantly clear. Please stop guilt-tripping me into trying to be your friend. I don't want to be your friend because you scare me. The way you talk reminds me of my ex and he was fucking terrifying. Please just leave me alone.

One of my good friends lost her mum and I just can't help but hurt for her. It's so hard, especially at 19 to lose such an important role model. At any age, really. I just wish I could help more than what I'm able to.

I hate our post office. They can't do their job right. My boyfriend's grandmother sent a letter friday asked and paid for overnight shipping and we still haven't gotten the letter. It's been two days. I mean, we don't need the letter anymore because we finally got the last letter she sent us a week later than when she sent it, but still. If she paid for overnight shipping, then we should have the letter by now.

I think they are withholding our mail. Who knows why, but I think they are.

I was put on a new med and it's going to cost over $1000 even with insurance, and that doesn't even cover the other two I'm on. I'm not sure how they expect people with mental illnesses to survive when medication costs are so damn high.

I just wish getting better were cheaper.

I'm really sad and I don't know what to do for myself.

Just because my siblings and I have it "easier" than others doesn't mean that we should be talked to like we're inferior, when really you should be proud of your own accomplishments than worry about ours. Keep our names out of your mouth.

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Also, I'm sorry for being an asshole for no reason, you didn't deserve that.

The sound of your name still sends shivers down my spine and I'm ashamed you still have that hold on me || Can't wait to watch Teen Wolf!

Everyday I regret moving thousands of miles away. I just want to go back home with my family and friends; at least I will have a job back in Texas, unlike here.

What... why? I don't understand... You want me to write a fic about characters from a show watching the said show.... that sounds a bit ridiculous... Please don't expect me to do that because I don't know anything about the show you want me to write for and I'll most likely forget about what you want me to write. I'm secretly hoping you'll forget about that request because it sounds insane and ridiculous.

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Was that the game's true ending? Because it sure as hell felt like it.

You grew up rich, I grew up poor (still am poor; you're still rich). So why do you act like just because I'm going to a 'prestigious' university that I'm some kind of snob now? Or does it just make you feel bad because you're not doing anything with your life? You have to start doing shit or you're going to be like one of these old virgins, which is just fucking stupid because a lot of girls have liked you. But you're too good for us, right? Whatever.

I don't want to be turning 22 in a week. I'm a disaster.

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I don't know how to express how much it meant to me because I feel like I might be being dramatic. Or just very Extra, like I have a tendency to be. But it might everything to me. I still want to cry.

Teen Wolf is amazing. I sense fanfic coming. | Ariana Grande is getting better every time I listen to her | Idk man, I kinda like green hair, ain't no turning back from here. | Content, for once.

I am super happy today! Can I stay this way forever?

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I just want a family like the Belchers but slightly more nerdy.