Confess on My Wayward Son

  • EmptySighsAndWine

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    I never expected him to already have a date after not being together for two days, but it was rather shocking. I want him to be happy though. Even though we were together for four years, a part of me wanted him to be happy and I'll never forget all of the things he's done for me.

    It hurts, but I did what I needed to do; I said goodbye. I couldn't be running around on him anymore. I couldn't hurt him anymore.

    I'll always love him, I'm sure, but I need him to be happy with someone else because I truthfully don't deserve it.
    May 3rd, 2017 at 06:10pm
  • mikrokosmos.

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    You're so fucking passive aggressive, no wonder you scare people off.
    May 3rd, 2017 at 07:47pm
  • Angel Dust

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    Been feeling a little sick today but some medicine should help it. I've also been in a little rut today as well. Not able to sleep very well or focus on anything...
    May 3rd, 2017 at 11:08pm
  • dombelova

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    I don't want to be a finsub anymore.
    May 4th, 2017 at 02:40am
  • the optimist.

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    You were always there for me even if you didn't know. I hope you do know that I am here for you ... no matter what. I would always support you. I wish I could hug you and tell you things will be alright. It's something I'm sure you already know, but it doesn't make the notion invalid. You matter to me.
    May 4th, 2017 at 02:24pm
  • cannibal.

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    Mikey Way has a daughter now wtf
    May 4th, 2017 at 04:22pm
  • the god of mischief.

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    The latest revision of the healthcare act literally boils my blood.
    May 5th, 2017 at 04:49am
  • raja sahara

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    @ The God of Mischief.
    Lol same Rolling Eyes
    It feels weird that I'm done. No more exams to study for, no more homework to do, no more setting alarms to wake up for class, nothing. I'm done. My education is over (for now) and my whole life has worked up to this point. It's a weird feeling man.
    May 5th, 2017 at 06:04am
  • Unown

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    May 5th, 2017 at 11:23am
  • the god of thunder.

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    Oh.... Huh.
    May 5th, 2017 at 11:35pm
  • Angel Dust

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    Two hours of my life not wasted. I almost feel accomplished.
    May 6th, 2017 at 12:44am
  • the god of mischief.

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    On Friday we're boarding a plane and going to Orlando, Florida for a 5 day trip to Walt Disney World. And yes! I'm super excited! But....the reality of boarding a plane is beginning to get to me. I've flown a total of 6 times. Twice with just my little brother. But all other of the 5 people are looking to me as sort of a "Frequent flyer veteran", even though it's been 5 years since I've last been on a plane (the last time I went to WDW, actually). And it just sort of feels like the first time I gave a shot in the actual clinical setting (not in lab): lying through my teeth, "Oh yeah, I've given plenty of Lovenox before: there's no need to worry about it just because I'm a student."
    May 6th, 2017 at 04:10pm
  • lozzieee who.

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    This is getting ridiculous now. I got my £2k loan and paid my debts, and nearly every other penny has gone into this house. Yeah, I got my weed. Yeah, I got my glasses - glasses I tried to keep the costs down despite you trying to push me to spend more. You got your money and spent it on things I don't even know about, but every penny I spend has to be accounted for. I took my remaining money out to protect it and forgot to leave in some for my loan, which I've got days to put the money back in for. And now my brother is over and in the background you're digging into my boyfriend about every little thing. Me and my brother could hear you ripping into him for drinking too fast when he'd had a pint in an hour, even though I paid for the beer! Now we have to struggle on what I have left and I have to leave a friend waiting for his server rent yet again to pay the household bills. I can't be here anymore, and literally the only reason I play nice is for his sake. I'm just so exhausted by all of this.
    May 6th, 2017 at 08:40pm
  • the god of mischief.

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    Today was fucking rough, man. Sad
    May 7th, 2017 at 02:20am
  • Lonely Luna

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    please help me, today has been brutal
    May 7th, 2017 at 04:17am
  • divine;

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    How does a person even go on a date? The concept is so foreign to me lol
    May 7th, 2017 at 05:43pm
  • the optimist.

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    I miss you.
    May 7th, 2017 at 09:50pm
  • Queen of Suburbia

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    My stomach is just turning into knots. My throat feels like it's closing. I hate that finals week, and I hate that my professor decided to give us a heavy workload the week prior. I could kick myself in the head now for forgetting about this dumb project because tonight is the deadline and it's not even 15% of the way done. The other assignment looks like it's in Chinese and it's due tonight too. I don't understand why my database looks so different than his and I haven't even started in on it yet. I wish I would have done this assignment this past Tuesday instead of the other one, but I've just been doing the modules in order and I didn't have time to do them until today. I've been at this for literally 5 hours now and I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. I've been trying so fucking hard this semester, and now this week it's all gone to shit. I've already nearly failed out of college once, and now I'm on the verge of doing it again. Even if I ace the finals I'll still only be getting a C in both classes, and that's really going to hurt my GPA. I just want to curl up into a ball and listen to music but the boyfriend thinks I'm getting this accomplished, and I mustn't give up.
    I'm talking to my other friend who's telling me I need to just set it aside and go do something else, but I know if I do that I might be too afraid to come back to it. It's now or nothing. I can't fail, he doesn't understand. I can't blow this off and drop my GPA.
    May 8th, 2017 at 02:13am
  • mikrokosmos.

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    I can't deal with today already. My anxiety is bad. At least I'm in the mental health unit later for an appointment…
    May 8th, 2017 at 02:24pm
  • Subject A-5

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    Your my boyfriend. If I ask for help, you're not supposed to flip out every goddamn time. I needed a ride for an emergency meeting at work, I'm sorry that I asked you nicely (which I never do) for a ride to the train.

    I manage my team. Now because your other manager at your other place sucks, you want me to transfer there temporarily to sort them out? He gets paid more than me! Your the boss, they don't do their job? Fire their asses. Don't punish me for it. I don't want to move there, even if it's only for two weeks.
    May 8th, 2017 at 03:18pm